純粋なまでに純粋な殺意 || My Fury Purer than the Purest Furies

歌詞

年を経ても消えぬ記憶、懸想の如き憎しみの塊根
喪われし子の魂埋めらるは等価の死魂のみか
その命を討たんが為紡ぎ続ける私の謀
天の宮に戴かれし不遜なる倶よ見ているか？

殺したい程 滅したい程
黒き想いが私の心を焼き焦がす

憎き、げに憎きかの者よ
この憎悪をその身を以って知れ

喩えその身がかわずと化して罪を償う事に成ったとしても
我が赦しは得られるまい、慈悲など疾うに枯れ果て失せた
かの名高き思兼神より簒奪せしめた蓬莱の火薬で
その汚れた腹の腸を悉く焼き尽くしてくれよう

穿ちたい程　斃したい程
強き思いが私のこの身突き動かす

醜き、げに醜きかの者よ
人ならぬ身で悔いを抱き死ね

邪悪なる狐、ただ恨に鳴く
極度まで純化された殺意は、
『目的』『手段』全て塗り替えてゆく
いつしかに憎む事そのものを糧に生く化生へと成り果てた
この滑稽な私を、嫦娥よ見ているか！？

Romanisation

toshi o hetemo kienu kioku, kesou no gotoki nikushimi no kaikon
ushinawareshi ko no tamashii umeraru wa touka no shikon nomika
sono inochi o utan ga tame tsumugi tsudzukeru watashi no hakarigoto
ten no guu ni itadakareshi fuson naru tomo yo miteiru ka?

koroshitai hodo messhitai hodo
kuroki omoi ga watashi no kokoro o yakikogasu

nikkuki, geni nikkuki kano mono yo
kono zouo o sono mi o motte shire

tatoe sono mi ga kawazu to kashite tsumi o tsugunau koto ni natta to shitemo
waga yurushi wa erarerumai, jihi nado tou ni karehate useta
kano nadakaki omoikane yori sandatsu seshimeta hourai no higusuri de
sono kegareta hara no wata o kotogotoku yakitsukushite kureyou

ugachitai hodo taoshitai hodo
tsuyoki omoi ga watashi no kono mi tsukiugokasu

minikuki, geni minikuki kano mono yo
hito naranu mi de kui o daki shine

jaaku naru kitsune, tada kon ni naku
kyokudo made junka sareta satsui wa,
“mokuteki” “shudan” subete nurikaete yuku
itsushika ni nikumu koto sonomono o kate ni iku keshou e to narihateta
kono kokkei na watashi o, Jouga yo mite iru ka!?

Translation

Though years pass, my memories do not fade. The roots of hatred are like love…
I can only balance out my lost child’s soul with a departed soul.
I continue to spin my plan so I can kill them.
O arrogant companion, crowned by the heavenly shrine! Are you watching?

The more I want to kill you, the more I want to destroy you,
The more dark feelings scorch my heart.

O, one who I hate, truly hate!
Know my fury though your body!

Even if you became like a frog and you atoned for your sins, (1)
You would not obtain my forgiveness. I have lost my benevolence, which withered away long ago.
With the gunpowder of Hourai, which I stole from the famous Omoikane, (2)
I shall burn your polluted guts to ashes…

The more I want to shoot you down, the more I want to defeat you,
The more strong feelings stir me up.

O, hideous, truly hideous being!
In that inhuman body, harbour regrets and die!

The wicked kitsune just screams with fury.
My murderous impulses, purified to their extreme,
Overwrite my ‘purpose’ and ‘methods.’
Before I knew it, I had become a monstrosity, living with hatred as my sustenance.
I’m in a laughable state. Chang’e, are you watching me?