キリスト || Christ

歌詞

貞操は子供の命を刺して
教会の裏で猫を殺していた
愛情が求めた母の腹では
父さんの子種が俺を産んでいた

歪に

吐いたってそんなもんは耐えられないから
本能を嗄らして無闇に満たした
体裁はどうにも大きくなって
生体の掟に従っていた

例えば　爪が肌を壊して
例えば　牙が脈を壊して
例えば　俺が君を壊して
許されますか？

なんで強姦ったの？
なんで出したの？
なんで産んだの？
俺のこと　ねえ
何回吐いても　何回泣いても
難解なんだよ　『話を聴いて』

神様　貴方は何故に
人の　ヒトの形をしてて
俺は何故にヒトではなくて
こんな　こんな　形なのでしょう？

貞操は子供の命に帰して
教会のミサで怪物が集まり
「お前だけじゃない」「お前だけじゃない」
そんなこととかはずっと解ってる
それでも壊れた一斉問答だ

歪だ

「生きるだけ」ってさ　それだけでも
交わり　解れて　這ってんの
淫らな恰好　肌蹴る殺法
神様だってさ　やってんの
でも神の子は人の子だってさ
捕食者だって被食者だって
作家が勝手に決めたんだ

イってイってイってイってイってイって　イってんの？
「i」って「i」って「i」って「i」って「i」って「i」って　言ってんの

立つ鳥の跡　唸って唸って唸って唸って
「汚いな」って喚いてる　純潔の生

（お前等の方が「汚い」と思ってんの？）

継体の孤独は夢を見ていた
それでも身体は遺伝に堕ちてた
どれが最善なんかは知らないと誤魔化し
強姦の被害は母と子だって

例えば　爪が肌を壊して
例えば　牙が脈を壊して
例えば　俺が君を壊して
殺してしまう

誰が正とか　誰が善とか
誰が法とか　知らないよ　でも
吐いて生きてて　噛んで生きてて
採点者も亡いこの世界にさ

産んで産まれて　産んで産まれて
産んで産まれて　繰り返す　さあ
運で　産まれて 熟んで　熟まれて
膿んで　膿まれて　
死んでいく

なんで強姦ったの？
なんで出したの？
なんで産んだの？
俺のこと　ねえ
何回吐いても　何回泣いても
難解なんだよ　教えてくれよ

なんで強姦ったの？　なんで強姦ったの？
なんで強姦ったの？　言ってみろ　ねえ
なんで産んだの？　なんで産んだの？
なんで産んだの？　意味とかないか

神様　貴方は何故に
人の　ヒトの形をしてて
俺は何故にヒトではなくて
こんな　こんな　形なのでしょう？

「生きる意味を」求めて歌う
馬鹿が　阿保が　増えるこの世で
俺は何故にヒトではなくて
死ねる意味も知らないままでいる

なんで

Romanisation

teisou wa kodomo no inochi o sashite
kyoukai no ura de neko o koroshite ita
aijou ga motometa haha no hara de wa
tousan no kodane ga ore o unde ita

ibitsu ni

haita tte sonna mon wa taerarenai kara
honnou o karashite muyami ni mitashita
teisai wa dou ni mo ookiku natte
seitai no okite ni shitagatte ita

tatoeba tsume ga hada o kowashite
tatoeba kiba ga myaku o kowashite
tatoeba ore ga kimi o kowashite
yurusaremasuka?

nande yatta no?
nande dashita no?
nande unda no?
ore no koto nee
nankai haitemo nankai naitemo
nankai nan da yo “hanashi o kiite”

kami-sama anata wa naze ni
hito no hito no katashi o shitete
ore wa naze ni hito de wa nakute
konna konna katachi na no deshou?

teisou wa kodomo no inochi ni kishite
kyoukai no misa de kaibutsu ga atsumari
“omae dake ja nai” “omae dake ja nai”
sonna koto toka wa zutto wakatteru
sore demo kowareta issai mondou da

ibitsu da

“ikiru dake” tte sa sore dake demo
majiwari hogurete hatten no
midara na kakkou hadakeru sappou
kami-sama datte sa yatten no
demo kami no ko wa hito no ko datte sa
hoshokusha datte hishokusha datte
sakka ga katte ni kimeta nda

itte itte itte itte itte itte itten no?
“i” tte “i” tte“i” tte“i” tte“i” tte“i” tte itten no

tatsutori no ato unatte unatte unatte unatte
“kitanai na” tte wameiteru junketsu no sei

(omaera no hou ga “kitanai” to omotten no?)

keitai no kodoku wa yume o mite ita
sore demo karada wa iden ni ochiteta
dore ga saizen nanka wa shiranai to gomakashi
goukan no higai wa haha to ko datte

tatoeba tsume ga hada o kowashite
tatoeba kiba ga myaku o kowashite
tatoeba ore ga kimi o kowashite
koroshite shimau

dare ga sei toka dare ga zen toka
dare ga hou toka shiranai yo demo
haite ikitete kande ikitete
saitensha mo nai kono sekai ni sa

unde umarete unde umarete
unde umarete kurikaesu saa
un de umarete unde umarete
unde umarete
shinde iku

nande yatta no?
nande dashita no?
nande unda no?
ore no koto nee
nankai haitemo nankai naitemo
nankai nan da yo oshiete kure yo

nande yatta no? nande yatta no?
nande yatta no? itte miro nee
nande unda no? nande unda no?
nande unda no? imi toka nai ka

kami-sama anata wa naze ni
hito no hito no katashi o shitete
ore wa naze ni hito de wa nakute
konna konna katachi na no deshou?

“ikiru imi o” motomete utau
baka ga aho ga fueru kono yo de
ore wa naze ni hito de wa nakute
shineru imi mo shirani mama de iru

nande

Translation

Chastity pierced the lives of children
and had killed a cat behind the church.
Within the stomach of my mother, who longed for love,
my father’s sperm yielded me.

Twisted…

Though I vomited it out, I couldn’t bear it
so I sent my instincts hoarse and recklessly satisfied myself.
I grew bigger and bigger
abiding by the laws of living things.

For instance, claws destroying skin.
For instance, fangs destroying veins.
For instance, me destroying you—
Are these things allowed?

Why’d he r*** her? (1)
Why’d he come inside her?
Why did she give birth?
As for me,
no matter how many times I vomit it out or cry,
it’s unintelligible. “Listen to my story.”

God, why is it
that you take human form?
Why, instead of being human,
have I assumed such a form?

Virtue is sent back to the child’s life.
Monsters assemble at the church mass.
“It’s not just you!” “It’s not just you!”
I knew that all along.
Still, the simultaneous dialogue was destroyed.

How twisted.

“I’m just hanging in there.” That may be true
but you couple, break up, and crawl around.
Even God has his killer moves,
his ways of opening up lewd figures.
But the Son of God is the Son of Man.
Whether he’s predator or prey,
the author’s already decided.

I said it, I said it, I said it, I said it, I said it, I said it, didn’t I?
‘I’ , ‘I’, ‘I’, ‘I’, ‘I’, ‘I’, that’s what I said.

The traces of a bird taking flight, moaning and groaning.
“How filthy!” scream the ones with pure lives.

(But don’t you think you’re the ‘filthy’ ones?)

Emperor Keitai’s isolation was dreaming
yet his body had degenerated through heredity.
Without knowing which is best, it will be deception.
After all, the victims of r*** are mother and child.

For instance, claws destroying skin.
For instance, fangs destroying veins.
For instance, me destroying you—
I’ll kill you.

Who is right, who is good,
who is just… I don’t know,
but I vomit and live. I bite and live
in a world whose scorer has died.

Birthing and being born, birthing and being born,
birthing and being born… the cycle continues. Now—
Be born through luck, ripen and be ripened,
fester and be festered
and then die.

Why’d he r*** her?
Why’d he come inside her?
Why did she give birth?
As for me,
no matter how many times I vomit it out or cry,
It’s unintelligible. Tell me—

Why’d he r*** her? Why’d he r*** her?
Why’d he r*** her? Say it—come on.
Why did she give birth? Why did she give birth?
Why did she give birth? I guess it’s meaningless, huh?

God, why is it
that you take human form?
Why, instead of being human,
have I assumed such a form?

I search for ‘a reason to live’ and sing
in a world where fools and idiots keep multiplying.
I, for some reason, am not human.
I live without knowing a reason to die.

Why?