邪な炎 || Wicked Flames

邪な炎
yokoshima na honou
Wicked Flames

Vocals: Ranko
Lyrics: Paprika
Arranged by: Paprika
Album: Abyss (アビス) 【Official Site】
Circle: BUTAOTOME (豚乙女)
Event: C95
Original Themes: Solar Sect of Mystic Wisdom ~ Nuclear Fusion [霊知の太陽信仰 ~ Nuclear Fusion]

Requested by: ze


わかってるんだダメっていうの
だまってたってわかっちゃうんだ
きっと傍にいるだけで暖かいはず
勝手だけどいつまでもこのままで

wakatteru nda dame tte iu no
damatte tatte wakacchau nda
kitto soba ni iru dake de atatakai hazu
katte dakedo itsu made mo kono mama de

I know, I know you’ll say it’s no good.
You were silent, but it became clear to me.
It must be so warm just being by your side.
It’s selfish of me, but I want to stay like this forever.

毎日見つめてる炎
揺らめいて私を誘う
見慣れた屍も何故か
いつもより綺麗に見える

mainichi mitsumeteru honoo
yurameite watashi o sasou
minareta shikabane mo nazeka
itsumo yori kirei ni mieru

I look at the flames every day.
They flicker and beckon me.
For some reason, the corpse I grew used to seeing
seemed more beautiful than usual.

胸に滾る思い投げ込んで
熱く燃やし全て溶かしきって
いつかの地獄を取り戻す

mune ni tagiru omoi nagekonde
atsuku moyashi subete tokashi kitte
itsuka no jigoku o torimodosu

I throw in the thoughts seething in my heart.
They burn hot and will melt everything.
I will reclaim that hell from so long ago.

焦っちゃうんだ先走ってる
止まんないんだ壊してばかり
こんなふうじゃ大事なものなくしちゃうかも
涙流れる前に戒める

asecchau nda sakibashitteru
tomannai nda kowashite bakari
konna fuu ja daiji na mono nakushichau kamo
namida nagareru mae ni imashimeru

I’ll get impatient and act impertinent.
I won’t stop. I keep breaking things.
I might even lose the things I value at this rate.
I’ll punish myself before I shed tears.

舞い散る邪な火の粉
纏わり付いて唆す
見えない聞こえない素振り
でも何故か右手がほてる

maichiru yokoshima na hinoko
matowaritsuite sosonokasu
mienai kikoenai soburi
demo nazeka migite ga hoteru

Wicked sparks dance down.
They follow me and entice me.
I can’t see them. I can’t hear them. I swat at them
but my right hand feels hot for some reason.

赤く光る胸がうずいちゃった
深く眠る野望目覚めちゃった
火の玉飛ばして焼尽す

akaku hikaru mune ga uzuichatta
fukaku nemuru yabou mezamechatta
hinotama tobashite yakitsukusu

My heart, shining red, ached.
I became aware of my ambitions, which were sleeping deeply.
The fireballs fly and burn to nothing.

困っちゃうんだ忘れちゃうの
わかんないんだ落としちゃうの
何より大切なものは覚えてる
足りない私だけど捨てないで

komacchau nda wasurechau no
wakannai nda otoshichau no
nani yori taisetsu na mono wa oboeteru
tarinai watashi dakedo sutenaide

I’m worried. Did I forget it?
I don’t know. Did I drop it?
I remember my most important thing.
I’m not good enough, but please don’t abandon me.

焦っちゃうんだ先走ってる
止まんないんだ壊してばかり

asecchau nda sakibashitteru
tomannai nda kowashite bakari

I’ll get impatient and act impertinent.
I won’t stop. I keep breaking things.

わかってるんだダメっていうの
だまってたってわかっちゃうんだ
きっと傍にいるだけで暖かいはず
勝手だけどいつまでもこのままで
このままで

wakatteru nda dame tte iu no
damatte tatte wakacchau nda
kitto soba ni iru dake de atatakai hazu
katte dakedo itsu made mo kono mama de
kono mama de

I know, I know you’ll say it’s no good.
You were silent, but it became clear to me.
It must be so warm just being by your side.
It’s selfish of me, but I want to stay like this forever.
Just like this…

一粒の奇跡 || The Grain of a Miracle

一粒の奇跡
hitotsubu no kiseki
The Grain of a Miracle

Vocals: Ranko
Lyrics: Comp
Arranged by: Paprika
Album: Abyss (アビス) 【Official Site】
Circle: BUTAOTOME (豚乙女)
Event: C95
Original Themes: –Hellfire Mantle [業火マントル]
Lullaby of Deserted Hell [廃獄ララバイ]

Requested by: Choosing Beggar


どこまでも続いてそうな高い空を見上げて
地に降りた鳥は思う「飛ばなきゃダメかな…?」
どこまでも続いてそうな遥か地平見つめて
地を歩く猫は思う「終わりはあるのかな…?」

doko made mo tsudzuitesou na takai sora o miagete
chi ni orita tori wa omou “tobanakya dame ka na…?”
doko made mo tsudzuite sou na haruka chihei mitsumete
chi o aruku neko wa omou “owari wa aru no ka na…?”

Looking up at the sky, which seems to stretch up forever,
The bird that had alighted thinks: “I just have to fly, don’t I…?”
Looking at the horizon, which seems to stretch out forever,
The cat walking on the ground thinks: “Is there an end to this…?”

すれ違うことに慣れた日々 孤独すら忘れて
出逢うはずなかった二人に落ちてた一粒の奇跡

surechigau koto ni nareta hibi kodoku sura wasurete
deau hazu nakatta futari ni ochiteta hitotsubu no kiseki

I had grown used to disagreement during those days. I even forgot about my loneliness.
The grain of a miracle fell upon a pair who should have never met.

小さな喜びも小さな哀しみも
二人なら特別になる
懐かしい様な新しい様な今だけが真実

chiisana yorokobi mo chiisana kanashimi mo
futari nara tokubetsu ni naru
natsukashii you na atarashii you na ima dake ga shinjitsu

Small happinesses and sorrows
become special when we’re together.
Only now, which seems old and yet new, is the truth.

届かぬものに手を伸ばし幾度も痛み抱いて
抜けない棘 シクシクと引きずり歩いてた

todokanu mono ni te o nobashi ikudo mo itami daite
nukenai toge shiku shiku to hikizuri aruiteta

I reach out to something I can’t touch and feel pain countless times.
The thorns won’t come out. I dragged myself along, crying the whole time.

青い春取り戻すように大げさに笑った
灰色の記憶溶けてゆき 見たことの無い色咲いた

aoi haru torimodosu you ni oogesa ni waratta
haiiro no kioku tokete yuki mita koto no nai iro saita

I laughed exaggeratedly so I could regain the lost spring of my youth.
My ashen memories melted away and a colour I had never seen before bloomed.

小さな偶然も小さな発見も
二人なら運命になる
暮れ行く息吹も生まれる息吹も全てが愛おしい
小さな喜びも小さな哀しみも
二人なら特別になる
懐かしい様な新しい様な今だけが真実
二人なら真実

chiisana guuzen mo chiisana hakken mo
futari nara unmei ni naru
kure yuku ibuki mo umareru ibuki mo subete ga itooshii
chiisana yorokobi mo chiisana kanashimi mo
futari nara tokubetsu ni naru
natsukashii you na atarashii you na ima dake ga shinjitsu
futari nara shinjitsu

Small coincidences and discoveries
become fate when we’re together.
Waning breaths and breaths being born are all precious.
Small happinesses and sorrows
become special when we’re together.
Only now, which seems old and yet new, is the truth.
When we’re together, it’s the truth.