Requested by: Cross-ZFire

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嘘を吐つくことは
懸命さなど求めないさ
嘘を吐けるだけの
覚悟を持ち続けて
誰かのすべてを
手に入れる甘美さの陰で
誰かの痛みさえ
受け入れること

uso o tsuku koto wa
kenmeisa nado motomenai sa
uso o hakeru dake no
kakugo o mochi tsudzukete
dareka no subete o
te ni ireru kanbisa no kage de
dareka no itami sae
ukeireru koto

Through telling lies
I don’t seek eagerness.
While maintaining the resolve
to only tell lies
I accept
someone’s pain
in the shade of sweetness that comes
from owning someone completely.

私の名前を時々思い出す
私の姿が違うなら
求める姿を探す旅の途中
隠した痛みをなぞるだろう

watashi no namae o tokidoki omoidasu
watashi no sugata ga chigau nara
motomeru sugata o sagasu tabi no tochuu
kakushita itami o nazoru darou

I sometimes remember my name.
If my form is different
then on the road to search for the form I want
perhaps I will follow my hidden pain.

何が欲しいのか
わからない、それが絶望で
何が欲しいのかを
探す名前を知らず
誰かの姿を
追いかける、それは気まぐれで
誰かのためならば
恐れも知らず

nani ga hoshii no ka
wakaranai, sore ga zetsubou de
nani ga hoshii no ka o
sagasu namae o shirazu
dareka no sugata o
oikakeru, sore wa kimagure de
dareka no tame naraba
osore mo shirazu

I don’t know
what I want. That is despair.
I search for what I want
without knowing its name.
I follow someone’s figure
on a whim.
If it’s for someone else
I will feel no fear.

私の名前を呼び出す声を聴く
私の姿が見えるなら
求める姿で現れる気がする
隠した誓いを刻むだろう

watashi no namae o yobidasu koe o kiku
watashi no sugata ga mieru nara
motomeru sugata de arawareru ki ga suru
kakushita chikai o kizamu darou

I listen to a voice calling my name.
If my form can be seen
then I feel like I’ll appear in the form I want.
Perhaps I will remember the vow I hid.

私の声を繋ぎ止めている

watashi no koe o tsunagi tomete iru

I tie down my voice.

私の名前が時々わからない
私の姿を失くしても
求める姿でまた出逢うはずだろう
隠した誓いが残るなら

watashi no namae ga tokidoki wakaranai
watashi no sugata o nakushitemo
motomeru sugata de mata deau hazu darou
kakushita chikai ga nokoru nara

Sometimes I don’t understand my name.
Though I may lose my form
perhaps we’ll meet again in the form I want
if our hidden vow remains.