セルトラリン75 || Sertraline 75

歌詞

明ける夜風に晒す銀色の絹糸が
絡んでは解けていくの

指に巻いた数本の美しいその髪
名残惜しく口づけをした

いつかまた出会う日まで
旅立つ彼女に捧げよう緋色の花　届け

本当はここにいて欲しいと願ったの
私のささやかな我が侭
廻る季節は幾百と眺めてきたけれど
こんなに寒い日は無かった

過ぎた戦場の後は静まり返る荒野
何を亡くし何を得たのか
問いに答えなど無いと知りながらも
彼女の影を探さずにはいられず

咲いた白百合　一輪の健気さ
儚くも手折られ染まってく　茜に
いつも笑った君の顔が好きと
頬を染む貴女はあまりにも無慈悲で

舞わる時計の針はもう動かず
秒針のか細い軸が震えるだけ

聞いて　我が侭ばかり言う私の
ちっぽけな最後の貴女への願いを
どうか未来に私出会えるその日まで
愛しいその薔薇の香りを憶えてて

Romanisation

akeru yokaze ni sarasu gin’iro no kinuito ga
karande wa toketeiku no

yubi ni maita suuhon no utsukushii sono kami
nagori oshiku kuchidzuke wo shita

itsuka mata deau hi made
tabidatsu anata ni sasageyou hiiro no hana todoke

hontou wa koko ni ite hoshii to negatta no
watashi no sasayaka na wagamama
meguru kisetsu wa ikuhyaku to nagamete kita keredo
konna ni samui hi wa nakatta

sugita senjou no ato wa shizumari kaeru kouya
nani wo nakushi nani wo eta no ka
toi ni kotae nado nai keredo shiri nagara mo
kanojo no kage wo sagasazu ni wa irarezu

saita shirayuri ichirin no kenagesa
hakanaku mo taorare somatteku akane ni
itsumo waratta kimi no kao ga suki to
hoho wo somu anata wa amari ni mo mujihi de

mawaru tokei no hari wa mou ugokazu
byoushin no kabosoi jiku ga furueru dake

kiite wagamama bakari iu watashi no
chippoke na saigo no anata he no negai wo
douka mirai ni watashi deaeru sono hi made
itoshii sono bara no kaori wo oboetete

Translation

Those silver threads, exposed in the night wind as it grows light…
I twirl them up and release them.

Your beautiful hair was wrapped around my fingers.
Regretting our parting, I kissed you.

Until the day we meet again,
I shall offer these scarlet flowers to you, who depart on your journey. I hope they reach you…

To be honest, I prayed for you to stay here
In my meagre selfishness.
Though I have gazed upon hundreds of seasons,
There has never been as cold a day as this.

The scars of the battlefield are a wasteland, as still as death.
What did I lose? What did I gain?
Though I know there are no answers to my questions,
I can’t live without searching for her.

The white lily bloomed. The courage of a single flower…
It is transient, and it is broken, staining the ground madder red.
“You’re always smiling. I love your smile so much…”
Your cheeks were dyed red – ah, you are too cruel.

The dancing clock’s hands no longer move.
The second hand’s small shaft just quivers…

Please, though I do nothing but speak selfishly,
Listen to my last wish. A small wish, aimed at you.
Please, until the day we meet again in the future,
Remember the scent of those dear roses…