(can you) understand me?

歌詞

can you いつもそうだった
can you 話だけど
can you 信じられずに
can you ついに捨てられ

わかったなんて嘘を言って
期待するなんて

ほめられると泣きたいの
そんなことを言わないで
どうせならば嫌がって
そんな筈じゃないの
嬉しがるの違うの
そんな顔を見せないで
どうせ上辺だけだって
そんなふうに思わせて
好きにさせて

can you? これでいいのと
can you? 自分に聞いたけど
can you?　だってこれこそ
can you? まさに喜び

ちょっとたまに不安になる
分からなくなって

離されると泣きたいの
そんなことを言わないで
どうせムカムカするなんて
そんな筈じゃないの
笑われるの違うの
そんな顔を見せないで
どうせ一緒に抜けだって
そんなふうに思いたいの
好きにさせて

少しだけど迷った
殻脱ぎ捨て変わると
でも変わらない汚い
こんな私だから.

ほめられると泣きたいの
そんなことを言わないで
どうせならば嫌がって
そんな筈じゃないの
嬉しがるの違うの
そんな顔を見せないで
どうせ上辺だけだって
そんなふうに思わせて
好きにさせて

Romanisation

can you itsumo sou datta
can you hanashi dakedo
can you shinjirarezu ni
can you tsui ni suterare

wakatta nante uso wo itte
kitai suru nante

homerareru to nakitai no
sonna koto wo iwanaide
douse naraba iyagatte
sonna hazu janai no
ureshigaru no chigau no
sonna kao wo misenaide
douse uwabe dake datte
sonna fuu ni omowasete
suki ni sasete

can you kore de ii no to
can you jibun ni kiita kedo
can you datte korekoso
can you masa ni yorokobi

chotto tama ni fuan ni naru
wakaranakunatte

hanasareru to nakitai no
sonna koto wo iwanaide
douse mukamuka suru nante
sonna hazu janai no
warawareru no chigau no
sonna kao wo misenaide
douse issho ni nukedatte
sonna fuu ni omoitai no
suki ni sasete

sukoshi dakedo mayotta
kara nugisute kawaru to
demo kawaranai kitanai
konna watashi dakara

homerareru to nakitai no
sonna koto wo iwanaide
douse naraba iyagatte
sonna hazu janai no
ureshigaru no chigau no
sonna kao wo misenaide
douse uwabe dake datte
sonna fuu ni omowasete
suki ni sasete

Translation

(Can you?) It was always the same.
(Can you?) I spoke,
(Can you?) But nobody believed me
(Can you?) And they threw my stories away.

I tell lies, like “I know”
And end up holding hope…

When you praise me, I want to cry
So don’t say those sorts of things to me!
You seem to hate me
But it’s not meant to be that way!
You seem happy. Am I wrong?
Don’t look at me like that.
I’m just superficial,
Or at least I’ll make you think I am.
Let me do what I want!

(Can you?) That’s fine.
(Can you?) At least, that’s what I told myself.
(Can you?) But still, this itself
(Can you?) Is surely happiness.

I sometimes get a bit uneasy
And then I don’t know anymore…

When we’re parted, I want to cry.
Don’t say such things to me!
Anyway, I feel sick
But it’s not meant to be this way!
Am I being laughed at? Am I wrong?
Don’t look at me like that
Anyway, I just want to think
That we can run away.
Let me do what I want!

I’m just a little lost
Because, though I shed my skin and try to change,
I don’t. I’m still dirty.
That’s just who I am…

When you praise me, I want to cry
So don’t say those sorts of things to me!
You seem to hate me
But it’s not meant to be that way!
You seem happy. Am I wrong?
Don’t look at me like that.
I’m just superficial,
Or at least I’ll make you think I am.
Let me do what I want!