悠久の月に照らされて || Illuminated by the Eternal Moon

歌詞

なろうと決めた　あの日泣いていた私を
見つけてくれた　君のような光に

夜道をはしゃいで歩く　幼いその二人
「終わりなんて来ないよ」と　笑っていた
芽生えた気持ちに　気づいた頃にはもう
君は　誰かの隣
気づかれぬよう
慕い続けた今を知り 後悔も無く
夜道を一人歩く 知らなかったよ
私以外にそんな人 眩しい程に
お似合いなのが救いだった

やせ我慢してる今を　認められずにいる
以前の理解は燃えり　わざと避けた
声をかけられたら　嬉しいのに何故か 苦しい
でも言えない 悠久の月
手を伸ばしても届かない ねぇ　君のその
輝きも同じなの？ 知らなかったよ
美しい気持ちがこんな 切ない的な
穏やかじゃないものになると

待ち続けよう　情けない気持ちを捨てて
久しぶりにさ　一緒に帰ろうって
悠久の月　照らされた君の笑顔は
あの夜道から　何も変わっていない
終わりなどない　私の想いも同じだ
隠した想い　優しく解いてゆく

Romanisation

narou to kimeta ano hi naite ita watashi wo
mitsukete kureta kimi no you na hikari ni

yomichi wo hashaide aruku osanai sono futari
“owari nante konai yo” to waratte ita
mebaeta kimochi ni kidzuita koro ni wa mou
kimi wa dareka no tonari
kidzukarenu you
shitai tsudzuketa ima wo shiri koukai mo naku
yomichi wo hitori aruku shiranakatta yo
watashi igai ni sonna hito mabushii hodo ni
o-niai nano ga sukui datta

yasegaman shiteru ima wo mitomerarezu ni iru
izen no rikai wa moeri waza to saketa
koe wo kakeraretara ureshii noni nazeka kurushii
demo ienai yuukyuu no tsuki
te wo nobashitemo todokanai nee kimi no sono
kagayaki mo onaji nano? shiranakatta yo
utsukushii kimochi ga konna setsunai-teki na
odayaka ja nai mono ni naru to

machi tsudzukeyou nasakenai kimochi wo sutete
hisashiburi ni sa issho ni kaerou tte
yuukyuu no tsuki terasareta kimi no egao wa
ano yomichi kara nani mo kawatte inai
owari nado nai watashi no omoi mo onaji da
kakushita omoi yasashiku hodoite yuku

Translation

I decided that I would become a light, like you,
Who discovered me crying on that day.

The two of us were so childish as we frolicked down the path at night.
“There’s no way this will ever end.” We laughed.
By the time I became aware of my budding feelings,
You were next to someone else.
So you wouldn’t find out,
I continued to pine for you. I lived in the present, without regrets.
I walked alone down the path at night. I knew nothing!
That person, who wasn’t me, was so radiant.
The two of you looked so good together, which made me feel better.

Now, I pretend to be courageous. You don’t even notice.
Our former understanding goes up in flames. I ignore you on purpose.
When you talk to me, I feel happy
Yet somewhat painful, too.
But I can’t say it. I’m beneath the eternal moon
And even if I reach out to it, I cannot grasp it.
Are you just like the moon’s radiance? I didn’t know.
To think that these beautiful feelings
Could become something so oppressive, so cold…

I’ll keep waiting. I’ll throw away these shameful feelings.
For the first time in a while, I said “let’s go home together!”
Your smile, illuminated by the eternal moon,
Hasn’t changed at all since that day, on that night path.
It’s endless, just like my feelings.
I begin to unfasten the feelings I kept hidden…