着火er || Igniter

歌詞

悔しいいけど未熟だね
険しいけど叶える為
大きめな口を叩いて
逃げ道を無くしてるだけ

頼りたいとも思えないほど頼りないキミ
能天気にまた
「強がらなくていいんじゃない？」
とかどの口が言っちゃってんの
ああ？

淡い期待ですら打ち砕かれてきました
絡んでこないでよ
もうこれ以上がっかりしたくないわ
燻っていました
やっと火がついてきました
焚き付けてくれてどうもありがとう
すっかり断ち切れたわ

私的世界観なんて
所詮はミクロマイクロで
なんだかとても窮屈で
暴れる力持て余して
輝いて もう眩しくて
先を行く人達の背中見てたら
功績を称えたい？
気に入らないので
叩きたい？

バトルしたいのなら
受けてやるかかってきな
ネタみソネみヒガみ八つ当たり
全て返り討ちだわ
消えかけていました
風前の灯火でした
相手してくれてどうもありがとう
スカッと爽快だわ

注意 取扱要注意
破裂 引火 やけどのおそれ
長時間の使用は厳禁
風通しを良くしてお使いください
責任を負えない感じない
自制心のコントロールすらできない
構ってほしい格好だけの大人の
お子様には触れさせないように

荒々しく煌びやかに
煽り立てるほど可憐に
美しく開く刹那に
ぶつかり合い散るエナジー
魅せられては胸を焦がし
届かぬ思いを煩い
蹴落とす為の敵探し
ぶつかり合い散るエナジー

痛くても 危うくても
その熱に触れさせてよ
痛いほど 危ういほど
強烈に焼き付いてもう

諦めきれないわ
悔しくて仕方ないわ
火をつけられたんだ
飛び火撒き散らすから ほらまた
始まってしまうわ
終わりはあるのかな
やり尽くして すべて無くして
消え去れるくらい

燃え尽きてみたいわ

Romanisation

kuyashii kedo mijuku da ne
kewashii kedo kanaeru tame
oukime na kuchi o hataite
nigemichi o nakushiteru dake

tayoritai tomo omoenai hodo tayorinai kimi
nou tenki ni mata
“tsuyo garanakute iin ja nai?”
toka dono kuchi ga iichatten no
aa?

awai kitai de sura uchikudakarete kimashita
karande konaide yo
mou kore ijou gakkari shitakunai wa
kusubushitte imashita
yatto hi ga tsuite kimashita
takitsukete kurete doumo arigatou
sukkari tachikireta wa

watashi-teki sekaikan nante
shosen wa mikuro maikuro de
nandaka totemo kyuukutsu de
abareru chikara moteamashite
kagayaite mou mabushikute
saki o iku hitotachi no senaka mitetara
kouseki o tataetai?
kiniiranai no de
tatakitai?

batoru shitai no nara
ukete yaru kakatte kina
netami sonemi higami yattsu atari
subete kaeriuchi da wa
kie kakete imashita
fuzen no tomoshibi deshita
aite shite kurete doumo arigatou
sukatto to soukai da wa

chuui toriatsukai you chuui
haretsu inka yakedo no osore
choujikan no shiyou wa genkin
kazetoushi o yoku shite otsukai kudasai
sekinin o oenai kanjinai
jiseishin no kontorouru sura dekinai
kamatte hoshii kakkou dake no otona no
okosama ni wa fure sasenai you ni

arashiku kirabiyaka ni
aori tateru hodo karen ni
utsukushiku hiraku setsuna ni
futsukari ai chiru enajii
miserarete wa mune o kogashi
todokanu omoi o wazurai
keotosu tame no teki sagashi
butsukari ai chiru enajii

itakute mo ayaukute mo
sono netsu ni fure sasete yo
itai hodo ayaui hodo
kyouretsu ni yakitsuite mou

akirame kirenai wa
kuyashikute shikata nai wa
hi o tsukeraretan da
tobihi maki chirasukara hora mata
hajimatte shimau wa
owari wa aru no ka na
yari tsukushite subete nakushite
kiesareru kurai

moetsukite mitai wa

Translation

It’s annoying, but I’m not skilled enough.
Things look grim, but so it will come true
I brag loudly
and just get rid of my escape routes.

You’re so unreliable I wouldn’t even consider it.
You say the same thing again optimistically:
“You don’t need to act so tough, do you?”
Like I want to hear that from you!
Okay?

Even my faint hopes have been smashed to pieces.
Don’t come and pick a fight with me!
I don’t want to feel any more disappointed than I am now.
I was smouldering.
At last, I caught alight.
Thanks heaps for building my fire.
I completely severed my ties with you.

As for my personal world view,
I’d say it’s pretty micro.
How do I put it—it’s narrow
and my raging power is too much for me.
It shines, and it’s so dazzling now.
When you look at the people who’ve come before you,
don’t you want to praise them?
That doesn’t suit you,
so, you wanna strike them down?

If you want to have a battle,
Then come at me! I’ll take you on.
I take out my anger with jealousy, envy, and prejudice.
I’ll turn the tables on everything!
I was close to vanishing.
Things were precarious, like a lamp in the wind.
Thanks heaps for being my opponent.
It was so refreshing!

Caution! Handle with care.
Explosion. Ignition. I fear getting burned.
Long-term use is prohibited.
Use in a place with good ventilation.
I can’t take the blame. I don’t feel responsible.
I can’t even control myself.
I make sure not to let the kids touch it.
Their parents are adults who are all appearances. I want them to care.

Our energies fly wildly and gaudily,
and so sweetly it stirs me up.
The moment they open up in all their beauty,
Our energies will collide then scatter.
I’m enchanted and then I yearn for it, over and over.
I worry about my unrequited feelings.
I search for a foe so I can knock them down.
Our energies collide then scatter.

Though it hurts, and though it’s dangerous,
I’ll make you feel the heat!
It’ll hurt, and it’ll be dangerous.
I’ll sear it into you!

I haven’t given up completely.
It’s annoying, but inevitable.
I’ve been set aflame.
I’m letting off sparks, so look—
It’s starting again.
I wonder if it’ll ever end.
I finish up and lose everything.
It’s enough for me to be erased.

I want to try burning up.