
Room:樹海
Room: jukai
Room: The Sea of Trees
Vocals: 雨月 (Uzuki)
Lyrics: samayuzame
Composed by: samayuzame
Album: 変身 (Henshin)
Release date: 17 September 2017
Requested by: SugarLamp
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Content warning: Suicidal themes
樹海 (jukai) may also be a reference to Aokigahara, a forest in Japan renowned for being a spot where people go to commit suicide. This is encapsulated in the saying 青木ヶ原樹海は一歩入ると出られない (“Once you step foot into Aokigahara’s sea of trees, you cannot leave.”)
This goes without saying, but please speak to someone and seek help if you yourself experience suicidal thoughts.
歌詞
このまま
形ない暗闇で 光は
希望を溶かす
煙に巻かれた 部屋
その日は
無防備な雨 肌
触れ 冷め
答えを迫られた
殺すような 瞳に
骨に乗る肉を
削ぎ落としては
消えてゆく街
先回りする名前
背中を見つめる
明日(あす) 誰か微笑めば
この部屋さえ見失うから
畝る手が 根張らす眼が
からだを腐らせて
ゆくようだ
あの時
進路(みち)を間違え
わからない、
どちらにせよ 壊れていく
今はもう 毒の体
落とした涙を
吸上げては
肥えてゆく望月(ぼうげつ)
意識が痺れてきた ので
今日を諦めて
どの道
こうなることは
わかっていた
今夜は
ただ命を
口噤むところへと
Romanisation
kono mama
katachi nai kurayami de hikari wa
kibou o tokasu
kemuri ni makareta heya
sono hi wa
muboubi na ame hada
fure same
kotae o semarareta
korosu you na hitomi ni
hone ni noru niku o
sogi otoshite wa
kiete yuku machi
sakimawaru suru namae
senaka o mitsumeru
asu dareka hohoemeba
kono heya sae miushinau kara
uneru te ga ne harasu me ga
karada o kusarasete
yuku you da
ano toki
michi o machigae
wakaranai,
dochira ni se yo kowarete iku
ima wa mou doku no karada
otoshita namida o
suiagete wa
koete yuku bougetsu
ishiki ga shibirete kita node
kyou o akiramete
dono michi
kou naru koto wa
wakatte ita
kon’ya wa
tada inochi o
kuchi tsugumu tokoro e to
Translation
At this rate,
in formless darkness, light
will dissolve my hope.
The room was smoky.
That day,
I felt defenceless rain on my skin.
Touch. Cooling.
I was compelled by the answer
in those murderous eyes—
Scraping off meat
riding upon bones,
the city fades away.
Forestalling names
watch my back.
Tomorrow, when someone smiles
I will lose sight of even this room
so meandering hands, and eyes forming roots,
seem to make my body
rot away.
Back then
I lost sight of the path.
I don’t know.
Either way, I will start to crumble.
Now, I’m a body of poison.
The swelling full moon
sucks up the tears
that I shed.
My consciousness has grown numb
so I will give up on today.
Anyway,
I knew that things
would end like this.
Tonight,
I will send my life
to a silent space.
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