悪い人 || A Wicked Person

歌詞

この品性も意味も無い毎日に
静かに殺され続けてるんだ
そうだろオマエはきっと
逃げたいやっぱ逃げたいな

この人生や身を滅ぼす程に
誰かに強く愛されたいんだ
そうだろオマエもきっと
言えないなんて言えないな

この痛みさえも愛おしい

これは危ない まともではない
分かっていたって胸は踊る
またこのザマ タバコとアザ
アナタは悪い人
暴れ出す躁 溢れ出しそう
狂っていたって凄く正しい
あら楽しそう アナタの思想
アタシは分かるから
アナタは悪い人

可もなく不可もなく生きるよりも
アナタと共に堕落を選ぶの
そうなのアタシはきっと
消えたいすっと消えたいの

絆創膏の数が増える度に
確かな愛をくみ取ってしまうの
そうなのアタシもきっと
嗚呼痛いだけど会いたいの

後ろめたい程かぐわしい

垂れ流す憎悪 挙句の自傷
怒鳴っていたって目は悲しい
孤独を飼い慣らせもしない
アナタは弱い人
癒してあげる 満たしてあげる
痛いの痛いの飛んでいけ
虚勢の誹謗 垣間見る情　
アタシは気づいてる
アナタは弱い人

この世全てに値札を貼ろうと
無償の愛ほど悍ましいから

これは危ない まともではない
分かっていたって胸は踊る
愛された分愛すのがルール
アナタは悪い人　　　　
逃げ道は無い 許しはしない
仕返しと介抱 手が焼ける
足掻く様も映えるなんて
アナタは悪い人
アタシも悪い人

Romanisation

kono hinsei mo imi mo nai mainichi ni
shizuka ni korosare tsudzuketeru nda
sou darou omae wa kitto
nigetai yappa nigetai na

kono jinsei ya mi o horobosu hodo ni
dareka ni tsuyoku aisaretai nda
sou daro omae mo kitto
ienai nante ienai na

kono itami sae mo itooshii

kore wa abunai matomo de wa nai
wakatte ita tte mune wa odoru
mata kono zama tabako to aza
anata wa warui hito
abaredasu sou afuredashi sou
kurutte ita tte sugoku tadashii
ara tanoshisou anata no shisou
atashi wa wakaru kara
anata wa warui hito

ka mo naku fuka mo naku ikiru yori mo
anata to tomo ni daraku o erabu no
sou nano atashi wa kitto
kietai sutto kietai no

bansoukou no kazu ga fueru tabi ni
tashika na ai o kumitotte shimau no
sou na no atashi mo kitto
aa itai dakedo aitai no

ushirometai hodo kaguwashii

tarenagasu zouo ageku no jishou
donatte ita tte me wa kanashii
kodoku o kainarase mo shinai
anata wa yowai hito
iyashite ageru mitashite ageru
itai no itai no tonde ike
kyosei no hibou kaimamiru jou
atashi wa kidzuiteru
anata wa yowai hito

kono yo subete ni nefuda o harou to
mushou no ai hodo ozomashii kara

kore wa abunai matomo de wa nai
wakatte ita tte mune wa odoru
aisareta bun aisu no ga ruuru
anata wa warui hito
nigemichi wa nai yurushi wa shinai
shikaeshi to kaihou te ga yakeru
agaku sama mo haeru nante
anata mo warui hito
atashi mo warui hito

Translation

You continue to be killed
during days devoid of character and meaning,
Isn’t that right? Without a doubt,
You must want to run. You must want to run away.

I want to be so strongly loved by someone
that they destroy my life and body.
Isn’t that right? Without a doubt,
you just can’t say it either. You just can’t.

Even this pain is so dear.

This is dangerous. It’s indecent.
Though I know that, my heart races.
I’m in this sorry state again, with cigarettes and bruises.
You’re a wicked person.
My mania goes wild and is about to overflow.
Even if I go mad, it’s so awfully right.
Ah, your thoughts seem like so much fun.
I know, after all—
You’re a wicked person.

Rather than living mediocrely,
I choose depravity with you.
That’s right. Without a doubt,
I want to vanish. I want to vanish right away.

The more band-aids I get
the more I wind up understanding reliable love.
That’s right. Without a doubt,
ah… it hurts but I want to see you, too.

It’s so fragrant I feel guilty.

Discharging hatred, I injured myself in the end.
Though I yelled, my eyes were sad.
You can’t domesticate loneliness.
You’re a weak person.
I’ll heal you. I’ll fulfill you.
Pain, pain, fly away!
Slander stems from bluffs. I catch a glimpse of the emotion beneath.
I’ve noticed it.
You’re a weak person.

It’s because trying to put a price tag on everything
is as repulsive as love without charge.

This is dangerous. It’s indecent.
Though I know that, my heart races.
Love as much as you’re loved: that’s the rule.
You’re a wicked person.
There’s no way out. There’s no forgiveness.
Reprisal and care. How troublesome.
To think a figure struggling could be so beautiful…
You’re a wicked person.
I’m a wicked person, too.