かみさまの子 || Child of God

日本語

人間は
生きても死でも怖い
遺された
火の始末を押し付けられて

ガソリン塗れの
たまごから生まれて
なんのために
僕は生きるのか

青年が
どこかへ消えたのは
僕の所為か
わかったから

殺してよ
殺したいんだろ
殺してよ僕を
善も悪も無いからさ
気持ち悪い
囲まないでくれ
気持ち悪いか
サイゴサイコなキスをして

善も悪も
人がつくったのに
神も仏も
人がつくったのに

誰が勝手に
地獄へ落とすのか
この世で犯した罪
この世で償えないのか

気持ち悪い
人は誰しも
気持ち悪いみんな
意味のない人生に縋ってさ
飛び降りたい
そろそろ僕もさ
飛び降りたい空だ
いっそ僕もエゴを極めようか

殺してよ
殺したいんだろ
殺してよ僕を
法も律も無いからさ
許してよ
怒らないでくれ
赦してよ僕を
痛くない怖くない世界へ

Romanisation

ningen wa
ikite mo shinde mo kowai
nokosareta
hi no shimatsu o oshitsukerarete

gasorin mamire no
tamago kara umarete
nan no tame ni
boku wa ikiru no ka

seinen ga
dokoka e kieta no wa
boku no sei ka
wakatta kara

koroshite yo
koroshitai ndaro
koroshite yo boku o
zen mo aku mo nai kara sa
kimochi warui
kakomanaide kure
kimochi warui ka
saigo saiko na kisu o shite

zen mo aku mo
hito ga tsukutta no ni
kami mo hotoke mo
hito ga tsukutta no ni

dare ga katte ni
jigoku e otosu no ka
kono yo de okashita tsumi
kono yo de tsugunaenai no ka

kimochi warui
hito wa dareshimo
kimochi warui minna
imi no nai jinsei ni sugatte sa
tobioritai
soro soro boku mo sa
tobioritai sora da
isso boku mo ego o kiwameyou ka

koroshite yo
koroshitai ndaro
koroshite yo boku o
hou mo ritsu mo nai kara sa
yurushite yo
okoranaide kure
yurushite yo boku o
itakunai kowakunai sekai e

Translation

Humans
are afraid, whether they’re alive or dead.
Left behind,
they’re forced down by fire.

I was born from an egg
covered in gasoline.
I wonder why
I’m alive.

The young man
disappeared somewhere.
I know
whether it was my fault, so…

Kill me.
You want to, right?
Kill me
because neither good nor evil exist.
How disgusting.
Don’t surround me.
Am I disgusting?
Give me a psychotic kiss in the end.

Good and evil
are both things that people created.
God and Buddhas
are both things that people created.

Who will drop them into Hell
on a whim?
Crimes committed in this world
cannot be atoned for in this world, can they?

Disgusting.
People are all
so disgusting, the whole lot of them.
They cling to meaningless lives.
I want to jump off.
It’s about time for me, as well.
I want to jump off. I’m empty.
Or, perhaps, I should take my ego to the limits.

Kill me.
You want to, right?
Kill me
because laws and regulations don’t exist.
Forgive me.
Don’t get angry.
Pardon me.
I head to a world that doesn’t hurt and isn’t scary.