リバシブルドール || Reversible Doll

Album art.
Album art.

リバシブルドール
ribashiburu dooru
Reversible Doll

Vocals: 初音ミク (Hatsune Miku)
Lyrics: wowaka
Composed by: wowaka
Album: アンハッピーリフレイン (Unhappy Refrain)
Release date: 14 November 2010

Requested by: keserarhythm


歌詞

3年前わたしを撃った
声なき声に誘われて
肝心の歌からずっと逃げ出してる
単純で無意味な線を    
のばし疲れたその最後
傲慢な音をかじって吐いて捨てる

3秒間、止まる世界で
心内環境絡まって
真っ向の勝負を放って歩かされる
なんべんもこうやって
わたしを売った
自意識めいた価値観を
冗談で切り捨てたって
ついてくるの

「間違った答えを呟いた
わたしってどうしようもないわ。」
そんなこと言ったって
聞く耳なんて持たないでしょう

始まったことなんだ 全部?
無くなったものなんて無いよ?
ああ、疲れたな。
いい気になった人形が
踊る、回る、跳ねる

縦横無尽!

大好きって言いたいだけ
束になった音、並べまくった
愛情って今どうやって
空になって消えてくれる?
「大嫌いが躓いた」って
話したんだ。
この時間に沿って
さんはいって駆けてったんだ
何も無い部屋で妄想、妄想

3年前わたしを撃った
声なき声に誘われて
3年後渡したペンでなぞる背中、
どうやって単純で無意味な線を
繋げたもんか考える
傲慢な欲を衒った道が閉じる

ああ 何もかも全部
沈む部屋にしまいこんだ。
後ろ向きの挨拶で
鳴る夜を言い包める

「さあ、ここからはどうぞ
お好きに何でもしちゃって。」
どうなった?
それからちょっと行方不明

誰だっけこんなに渦巻いた
この感じ振りまいてたのは
そんなこと聞いたって
感想なんて持たないでしょう?

始まったことなんだ 全部。
無くなったものなんて無いよ。
「ああ、苦しいな。」
遊ぶ 捨てる 拾う くるくる

大好きって言いたいだけ
束になった音並べまくった
愛情って今どうやって
空になって消えてくれる?

「大嫌いが躓いた。」って
話したんだ。
この時間に沿って
さんはいって駆けてったんだ
何も無い部屋で妄想、妄想

大好きって言葉だけ
音に乗せて沈んでいきたいよ
感情ってただこうやって
詰め込まれて不意に言う

大嫌いを崩すんだって
叫ぶだけの人形になった。
さんはいって逃げてったんだ

何も無い空でもう、そう、最後。

Romanisation

sannen mae watashi o utta
koe naki koe ni sasowarete
kanjin no uta kara zutto nigedashiteru
tanjun de muimi na sen o
nobashi tsukareta sono saigo
gouman na oto o kajitte haite suteru

sanbyoukan, tomaru sekai de
shinnai kankyou karamatte
makkou no shoubu o houtte arukasareru
nanben mo kouyatte
watashi o utta
jiishikimeita kachikan o
joudan de kirisute tatte
tsuitekuru no

“machigatta kotae o tsubuyaita
watashi tte dou shiyou mo nai wa.”
sonna koto itta tte
kiku mimi nante motanai deshou

hajimatta koto nanda zenbu?
nakunatta mono nante nai yo?
aa, tsukareta na.
ii ki ni natta ningyou ga
odoru, mawaru, haneru

juuoumujin!

daisuki tte iitai dake
taba ni natta oto, narabe makutta
aijou tte ima dou yatte
kara ni natte kiete kureru?
“daikirai ga tsumazuita” tte
hanashita nda.
kono jikan ni sotte
san hai tte kaketetta nda
nani mo nai heya de mousou, mousou

sannen mae watashi o utta
koe naki koe ni sasowarete
sannengo watashita pen de nazoru senaka,
dou yatte tanjun de muimi na sen o
tsunageta mon ka kangaeru
gouman na yoku o teratta michi ga tojiru

aa nani mo ka mo zenbu
shizumu heya ni shimaikonda.
ushiromuki no aisatsu de
naru yoru o iikurumeru

“saa, koko kara wa douzo
osuki ni nan demo shichatte.”
dou natta?
sore kara chotto yukuefumei

dare dakke konna ni uzumaita
kono kanji furimaiteta no wa
sonna koto kiita tte
kansou nante motanai deshou?

hajimatta koto nanda zenbu.
nakunatta mono nante nai yo.
“aa, kurushii na.”
asobu suteru hirou kurukuru

daisuki tte iitai dake
taba ni natta oto narabe makutta
aijou tte ima dou yatte
kara ni natte kiete kureru?

“daikirai ga tsumazuita.” tte
hanashita nda.
kono jikan ni sotte
san haitte kaketetta nda
nani mo nai heya de mousou, mousou

daisuki tte kotoba dake
oto ni nosete shizunde ikitai yo
kanjou tte tada kou yatte
tsumekomarete fui ni iu

daikirai o kuzusu ndatte
sakebu dake no ningyou ni natta.
san haitte nigetetta nda

nani mo nai sora de mou, sou, saigo.

Translation

Three years ago, they shot me
and now I’m beckoned by the same voiceless voices.
I’ve been running from the essential song ever since.
I was tired of straightening
simple, meaningless lines.
I chewed and spat out arrogant noises.

In three seconds, in this stopped world
my heart’s environment was tangled up.
I was made to walk away from the fight in front of me.
I did the same thing over and over
and I sold myself.
My values seemed self-conscious.
Even if I cut them off with a joke
they’ll come after me.

“I murmured the wrong answer.
I’m beyond help.”
It doesn’t matter if I say that
since you won’t listen to me.

It’s all begun. All of it?
Nothing’s disappeared, right?
Ah, I’m so tired.
The vain doll
dances, spins and leaps

wherever it wants!

I just wanted to say I love you
and all the sounds joined up.
What do I need to do
for love to grow empty and disappear?
“My hatred missed the mark.”
That’s what I spoke about
in chronological order.
I raced off. “And… go!”
In my empty room, I’m so delusional.

Three years ago, they shot me
and now I’m beckoned by the same voiceless voices.
Three years later, I trace over your back with the pen you gave me.
I wonder why these meaningless lines
could be joined together so easily.
The path to feigning arrogant lust closes.

Ah, I stowed everything away
in this sunken room.
With a pessimistic greeting
I deceive this weeping night.

“Well, from now on
feel free to do as you like.”
How did it turn out?
I went missing for a while after that.

Who got so flustered?
I acted like that
because I didn’t think anything
after hearing those words, right?

It’s begun, all of it.
Nothing has disappeared.
“Ah, how tough.”
Play, throw away, and pick it back up, spinning all around.

I just wanted to say I love you
and all the sounds joined up.
What do I need to do
for love to grow empty and disappear?

“My hatred missed the mark.”
That’s what I spoke about
in chronological order.
I raced off. “And… go!”
In my empty room, I’m so delusional.

“I love you.” Those are the only words
I want to say before sinking down.
Just like that, I’ll hold back my feelings
and speak without thinking.

By destroying my hatred
I became a doll who only screamed.
I ran away. “And… go!”

In this empty sky, that’s it. It’s over.

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