諦観エゴイズム || Resignation Egoism

Album art.
Album art.

諦観エゴイズム
teikan egoizumu
Resignation Egoism

Vocals: Ne;on Otonashi
Lyrics: KRASTERII
Arranged by: KRASTERII
Album: Ne;on×KEROchan☆ [Official site]
Circle: KRASTERII
Event: Reitaisai 10 [RTS10]
Original theme: Cemetery of Onbashira ~ Grave of Being [御柱の墓場 ~ Grave of Being]

Requested by: Miracle in Gensokyo

Basically, Kanako is sick of the world, and feels like destroying it.


歌詞

何もかも壊したい衝動
腐った世界が死臭放ち
間もなく視えない明日が
ヒビ割れサヨナラ

本日ゴミ溜め 昨日は掃き溜め
神饌なんて落ちてやしない
なんかもうウザいし飽きたし
GAME OVER

どっかに奇跡は起こせないかな
絶望はこんな沢山あるのに

嗚呼愚かしいわ
どいつもこいつも
何かを見下して悦に入ってる
今すぐそこで土下座して讃えなさい
そしたら少しは この世界を諦めないから

奥歯の奥 脳の真ん中
頭の中枢神経系統
まともに機能なんてしやしないわ
抑鬱レベルを上げてかなくちゃ
このままじゃ消えちゃいそうね

嗚呼汚らわしいわ
どいつもこいつも
自分のことばっかりで
他人蹴飛ばし
楽しそうにさ
嗤ってるその陰に
泣いてる人がいる なんて分かっちゃいないのかしら

分かってるわ もう諦めてるから
だからそんなに五月蝿くしないでよ
分かってるわ もう諦めてるしかないって
だから邪魔するなって言ってんでしょ

嗚呼、下らないわ
どんな人間よりも
傲慢で強欲なこの胸の中

分かってるから
言葉にしないでよ
私は何のため生まれてきたの
答えてみなさい
そうじゃなきゃ
このまま
利己主義な偶像に魅入られ蝕まれていく

Romanisation

nanimo kamo kowashitai shoudou
kusatta sekai ga shishuu hanachi
ma mo naku mienai ashita ga
hibi ware sayonara

honjitsu gomidame kinou wa hakidame
shinsen nante ochite ya shinai
nanka mou uzaishi akitashi
GAME OVER

dokka ni kiseki wa okosenai kana
zetsubou wa konna takusan aru noni

ah orokashii wa
doitsu mo koitsu mo
nanika wo mikudashite etsu ni haitteru
ima sugu soko de dogeza shite tataenasai
soshitara sukoshi wa kono sekai wo akiramenaikara

okuba no oku nou no mannaka
atama no chuusuu shinkei keitou
matomo ni kinou nante shiya shinai wa
yokuutsu level wo agete kanakucha
kono mama ja kiechai sou ne

ah kegarawashii wa
doitsu mo koitsu mo
jibun no koto bakkari de
tanin ketobashi
tanoshisouni sa
waratteru sono kage ni
naiteru hito ga iru nante wakaccha inai no kashira

wakatteru wa mou akirameteru kara
dakara sonna ni urusaku shinaide yo
wakatteru wa mou akirameteru shika nai tte
dakara jama suru na tte itten desho

ah kudaranai wa
donna ningen yori mo
gouman de gouyoku na kono mune no naka

wakatteru kara
kotoba ni shinaide yo
watashi wa nan no tame umarete kita no
kotaete minasai
sou janakya
kono mama
rikoshugi na guuzou ni miirare mushibamarete iku

Translation

I have an urge to destroy everything.
This rotten world gives off the smell of corpses.
Soon, tomorrow, which I cannot see,
Will develop cracks. Farewell.

Today, I accumulate rubbish. Yesterday is a rubbish dump.
I won’t drop the food and drink offered to the gods!
I guess… it’s annoying. I’ve grown tired of it.
Game over!

I wonder if I can’t cause a miracle somewhere
Though so much despair exists.

Aah… how foolish.
Every last one of them
Looks down at something and gloats.
Now, kneel down there and praise me!
Then I won’t give up on this world for a little while.

In my molars, at the centre of my brain
Lies my head’s central nervous system,
It should function normally, but it doesn’t.
I’ve gotta raise the depression level
Because it looks like I’ll vanish if things stay like this.

Aah, how repulsive!
Every last one of them
Speaks only of themselves
While kicking away others
So happily…
They sneer, and in their shadows
Lie crying people. I wonder why they don’t realise it.

I know. I’ve already given up
So please don’t be so annoying.
I know. I’ve got no choice but to give up now
So don’t get in my way – I told you that already!

Aah, how worthless.
Inside the chest of I,
Who am more proud and greedy than any human…

I know,
So please don’t say it.
“Why was I born?”
Try and answer it.
If you don’t,
Then as you are,
You will be tempted by egoistic idols and eaten away at.

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