傷痕 || Scar

yhst-0029傷痕
kizuato
Scar

Vocals: senya
Lyrics: Kamasetora (かませ虎)
Arranged by: Autobahn
Album: Hiding You in the Evening Cherry Trees (夜桜に君を隠して) 【Official Site】
Circle: Yuuhei Satellite (幽閉サテライト)
Event: C85
Original Themes: Paradise ~ Deep Mountain [無何有の郷 ~ Deep Mountain]

Requested by: Hitomi Yushiko

Scars come in many different forms. This person’s scar seems to serve as a reminder of something, or someone, that they don’t want to forget…


その傷痕はただ
美しく優しい思い出が 鋭く
刻まれているだけで

sono kizuato wa tada
utsukushiku yasashii omoide ga surudoku
kizamarete iru dake de

That scar
Is beautiful and tender. It is keenly chipped away at
By my memories.

忘れること
そんな予定も無く
突然の裏切り
あながち 間違ってない

wasureru koto
sonna yotei mo naku
totsuzen no uragiri
anagachi machigattenai

I forget,
Though I didn’t plan to.
An unexpected betrayal.
I wasn’t necessarily wrong…

すすり泣きは 聞こえない程度に
誰かに泣いている 訴えかけるよう

susurinaki wa kikoenai teido ni
dareka ni naite iru uttae kakeru you

My sobbing is so soft it cannot be heard.
I’m crying to someone, as if appealing to them.

無理やりの笑顔は 自分が嫌になる
無表情が好きで 病に堕ちていた

muriyari no egao wa jibun ga iya ni naru
muhyoujou ga suki de yamai ni ochite ita

I hate this forced smile of mine.
Preferring to remain expressionless, I fell into a sickness.

生まれ変わる喜びを
傷口からなぞる

umare kawaru yorokobi wo
kizuguchi kara nazoru

I trace my happiness, born again,
From the mouth of my wound.

純粋だったのさ 本音さえ捻じ曲げ
損をしながら、ただ 君を追うだけだった

junsui datta no sa honne sae nejimage
son wo shi nagara, tada kimi wo ou dake datta

I was pure. I twisted even my true feelings
And, while suffering losses, I just chased after you.

今は違う 自分の幸福を
願い、隠しながら 生きがいを指差した

ima wa chigau jibun no koufuku wo
negai, kakushi nagara ikigai wo yubi sashita

Now is different. While wishing for my happiness
And concealing, I pointed at my reason to live.

すすり泣きは なんてずるい手段
あの時が今なら 変えられていたかも。。。

susurinaki wa nante zurui shudan
ano toki ga ima nara kaerarete ita kamo

Sobbing is such a crafty means.
If that time was now, I wonder if things would have changed…

無理やりの笑顔は 心配してくれる
擦れた考え方 でもとても楽しい

muriyari no egao wa shinpai shite kureru
sureta kangaekata demo totemo tanoshii

You worry about me when I force a smile.
It’s a sly way of thinking, but it’s fun.

腕から 手のひら 指先 流れた 血液
傷痕 消せない 消えない

ude kara tenohira yubisaki nagareta ketsueki
kizuato kesenai kienai

Blood flowed from my arm, my palm, my fingers…
I can’t erase my scar. It won’t vanish.

歪んだ夢を叶える
君を負かすことで

yuganda yume wo kanaeru
kimi wo makasu koto de

I will grant my twisted dream
By defeating you.

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