首 || Head

歌詞

腐り果てた私の夢
仕舞い込む前にもう一度考えて
奇を衒った手遊びに
追い詰められて気分はあの世

時代遅れな私の癖
諦める前にもう一度確かめて
異を嫌った手直しに
塗り込めたオシロイの心

生まれなかった出会いが
笑えなかった世界が
叶わなかった願いが
次の舞台の上でも飛べるように

あなたの首を強く絞めて
息絶えた先の嬉々に触れた
あなたの首を強く絞めて
愛や夢への未練を断ち斬りましょう

萎み途切れたあなたの声
絞まりきる前にもう一度味わって
死んだら身も心も
楽になれるってその由はなんだっけ

救えなかった犠牲を
起こらなかった奇跡を
変わらなかった喜劇を
次の舞台の上で演じるように

あっ！
わたし死んでいたのですね
「気付いた時既に遅し君は幽霊」
わたし殺し損ねたあなたのために
「絞めて殺し君とぼくを同じにして」

あなたの首を強く絞めて
寂しい虚勢剥がして捨てた
あなたの手を固く握って
もう逃げも隠れもしないわ

わたしの首を今すぐ落として
惨めな結末に幕を閉じて
わたしの首を斬り落として
生まれ変わっても傍に居て…！

息が止まっても傍に居て？

一緒にして!

Romanisation

kusarihateta watashi no yume
shimai komu mae ni mou ichido kangaete
ki o teratta teasobi ni
oitsumerarete kibun wa ano yo

jidai okure na watashi no kuse
akirameru mae ni mou ichido tashikamete
i o kiratta tenaoshi ni
nurikometa oshiroi no kokoro

umarenakatta deai ga
waraenakatta sekai ga
kanawanakatta negai ga
tsugi no butai no ue demo toberu you ni

anata no kubi o tsuyoku shimete
iki taeta saki no kiki ni fureta
anata no kubi o tsuyoku shimete
ai ya yume e no miren o tachikirimashou

shibomi togireta anata no koe
shimarikiru mae ni mou ichido ajiwatte
shindara mi mo kokoro mo
raku ni nareru tte sono yoshi wa nandakke

sukuenakatta gisei o
okoranakatta kiseki o
kawaranakatta kigeki o
tsugi no butai no ue de enjiru you ni

aa!
watashi shinde ita no desu ne
“kizuita toki sude ni ososhi kimi wa yuurei”
watashi koroshi sokoneta anata no tame ni
“shimete koroshi kimi to boku o onaji ni shite”

anata no kubi o tsuyoku shimete
sabishii kyosei hagashite suteta
anata no te o kataku nigitte
mou nige mo kakure mo shinai wa

watashi no kubi o ima sugu otoshite
mijime na ketsumatsu ni maku o tojite
watashi no kubi o kiri otoshite
umarekawattemo soba ni ite…!

iki ga tomatte mo soba ni ite?

issho ni shite!

Translation

My dreams had been corrupted.
Before I stow them away, I’ll think about them once more.
Faced with an eccentric diversion,
I was cornered, and it felt like I had died.

My habits are old-fashioned:
Before I give up, I’ll double-check things.
Faced with scrupulous alterations,
My white heart was plastered up.

Meetings that weren’t born;
a world in which I couldn’t laugh; and
dreams that weren’t granted—
I pray that they may even fly on the next stage.

I strangled you
and I experienced the joy that comes after death.
I’ll strangle you…
Let’s cut away any lingering attachment you have for love or dreams.

Your voice faded, then was interrupted.
Before I finish strangling you, let me enjoy it once more.
They say that if you die
your body and soul will be at peace. I wonder why that is…

The sacrifices that I could not save;
miracles that did not occur; and
an unchanging comedy—
I hope that I will act them out upon the next stage.

Ah!
I was dead.
“By the time I realised it, it was too late—you were a ghost.”
For the sake of you, who failed to kill me…
“I’ll strangle you, then I’ll make you the same as me…”

I strangled you
and I tore off my lonesome bluff and threw it away.
I’ll tightly grasp your hand.
I won’t run or hide anymore!

Decapitate me, right away
and close the curtain on this wretched conclusion.
Cut my head off.
Though I may be born again, be by my side!

Though I may stop breathing, will you be by my side?

Let’s be the same!