ラストダンス || Last Dance

歌詞

ここに蔓延はびこる摩天楼
君の確かな芽を摘んできた
叶えたいもの全て奪い攫っては
僕をねじ曲げてく

価値観違い　嫌いなあいつは　滑稽なんて嗤いあって
上品な言葉　乗せあって　待って　焦って　足掻いた
せっせ　知恵を絞って　せっせ　欲をかいて
エゴに堕ちてゆけ

あなたは言った　消耗品さ
だけど私は　まだ考えてるわ
いつかまた　こうやって
踊ってやってくれないか
辛気を纏った　少年少女
憂さを晴らした　イエスマン患者
誰も何者でもないもの
真意を知れば最期になるならさ
舌が乾くまで話そうぜ

虚勢を張って　自分を失った
虚言を吐いて　幻になった
馬鹿になって　宙を舞って
したらもう　壊れてしまいました

純粋で透明な少年のさ
感情に魔を差してやってんのさ
思い出して思い出して考えては
辿り着きさえもしないや

あなたが言った　本当の意を
世界の片隅で考えてるわ
冷えきった　嘘さえも
溶かしてやってくれるのなら
孤独を知った才能人と
明日を選んだ　メランコリー患者
戻れない僕にさようなら
指を咥えて　泣いても無駄だから
いつかまた

最終列車を待つわ
あなたの帰りはないけど
ここに居るべきではないこと
今全てを飲みこめやしないけど
遠くからみたら
あなた幸せそうねでも
痛くて　痛くて
全部知ってるから

あなたは言った　消耗品さ
だけど私は　まだ考えてるわ
いつかまた　こうやって
踊ってやってくれないか
辛気を纏った　少年少女
憂さを晴らした　イエスマン患者
誰も何者でもないもの
真意を知れば最期になるならさ
舌が乾くまで話そうぜ

そして僕ら逸話になって
今不確かな笑みを浮かべては
誰も知らなかった物語を今
君に話すから

Romanisation

koko ni habikoru matenrou
kimi no tashika na me o tsunde kita
kanaetai mono subete ubai saratte wa
boku o nejimageteku

kachikanchigai kirai na aitsu wa kokkei nante warai atte
jouhin na kotoba noseatte matte asette agaita
sesse chie o shibotte sesse yoku o kaite
ego ni ochite yuke

anata wa itta shoumouhin sa
dakedo watashi wa mada kangaeteru wa
itsuka mata kou yatte
odotte yatte kurenai ka
shinki o matotta shounen shoujo
usa o harashita iesuman kanja
dare mo nanimono demo nai mono
shini o shireba saigo ni naru nara sa
shita ga kawaku made hanasou ze

kyosei o hatte jibun o ushinatta
kyogen o haite maboroshi ni natta
baka ni natte chuu o matte
shitara mou kowarete shimaimashita

junsui de toumei na shounen no sa
kanjou ni ma o sashite yatten no sa
omoidashite omoidashite kangaete wa
tadori tsuki sae mo shinai ya

anata ga itta hontou no i o
sekai no katasumi de kangaeteru wa
hiekitta uso sae mo
tokashite yatte kureru no nara
kodoku o shitta sainoujin to
asu o eranda merankorii kanja
modorenai boku ni sayounara
yubi o kuwaete naite mo muda dakara
itsuka mata

saishuu ressha o matsu wa
anata no kaeri wa nai kedo
koko ni iru beki de wa nai koto
ima subete o nomi kome yashinai kedo
tooku kara mitara
anata shiawase sou ne demo
itakute itakute
zenbu shitteru kara

anata wa itta shoumouhin sa
dakedo watashi wa mada kangaeteru wa
itsuka mata kou yatte
odotte yatte kurenai ka
shinki o matotta shounen shoujo
usa o harashita iesuman kanja
dare mo nanimono demo nai mono
shin’i o shireba saigo ni naru nara sa
shita ga kawaku made hanasou ze

soshite bokura itsuwa ni natte
ima futashika na emi o ukabete wa
dare mo shiranakatta monogatari o ima
kimi ni hanasu kara

Translation

The skyscrapers are running rampant here.
I nipped your genuine bud.
The skyscrapers take away everything I want
and twist me.

My values are different to the person I hate. We sneer at each other, thinking things are so absurd.
We send off refined words to each other. We wait, grow flustered, then struggle.
Wrack your brain with enthusiasm. Be greedy, with enthusiasm!
Descend into egoism…

You told me I’m just a consumable item
but I’m still thinking about it.
Someday, won’t you come and dance
like this again?
The boys and girls wore their feelings like clothes
and patients suffering from yes-man syndrome forgot their troubles by having fun.
Everybody’s a nobody—
That is, if their lives end upon knowing its true meaning.
Let’s chat until our tongues go dry!

I acted tough and lost myself.
I spat out lies and they became phantoms.
I became an idiot and danced in mid-air.
When I did that, I was already broken.

I’m a pure, transparent boy.
A demon is inserted into my emotions.
Remember, remember. I think about it
but I won’t even reach an answer.

Here, in a corner of the world,
I ponder what you told me: how you really feel.
If you’ll thaw
even frozen lies for me…
The melancholic patient
chose the future, together with the prodigy who knew loneliness.
I bid farewell to my past self. I can’t get them back.
I look enviously, since crying is useless.
Someday, once more…

I’m waiting for the last train
though you won’t return.
I shouldn’t be here
but I just can’t take it all in now.
When I look from far away
you seem so happy
but it hurts. It hurts
because I know everything.

You told me I’m just a consumable item
but I’m still thinking about it.
Someday, won’t you come and dance
like this again?
The boys and girls wore their feelings like clothes
and patients suffering from yes-man syndrome forgot their troubles by having fun.
Everybody’s a nobody—
That is, if their lives end upon knowing its true meaning.
Let’s chat until our tongues go dry!

And thus, we become an anecdote.
Now, an unclear smile comes to my face.
After all, I’m going to tell you a story
that nobody knew.