人質交換 || We The Hostages

歌詞

それなりの幸せと 思い込みを愛したよ
やけに君が笑う日は 隠し事がありました

「間違ってなんていないよ」なんて言って
鼻歌を嗜んでは
バクバク鳴ってジッとしてらんない
心に爪を立てましょう

いちにのさんっで手を離そう
夢はどこで狂った？
引けないのよ 引けないからもうバイバイしよう

君がいくら愛しても 痒いだけだから
そろそろ返してよ 君の私を
忘れたい思い出が人質だから
いつでも殺れること覚悟しといてよ

知りすぎてしまうから　忘れたいと願うのです
上辺だけが好きなのよ　だって下僕にしたいんで

取り合った結果勝手に歪んで
深水に腫魔る恋模様
欲張ってばっか毎度ビバトゥーマッチ
バラバラになりそうだよ

いちにのさんっで切り落とそう
いくら無駄をしたって死ねないじゃない
死ねないならもう死んでんじゃない？

‘どんな時も二人ならば超えていけるから’
下らない理想興なら　すでに終わったんだよ
始めよう　これまでの恥のトレードを
二人の愛言葉も　聞きたくないことだろう

今すぐに楽にしてあげよう
これまでを無にしてあげよう
様を見ろ　貸しは歌詞にしよう
下がっていこう
お決まりのサヨナラの涙
なぜいつもそんなに狡いの
構ってくれ　構ってくれ

君がいくら愛しても　痒いだけだから
そろそろ返してよ　君の私を
忘れたい思い出が人質だから
いつでも殺れること覚悟してるけど

君といつか　笑い合えたら
それもまあいいかな
止まらないこの涙は　たぶんそう歌ってるから

ごめんね　’したい’だらけの恥のトレードは叶わない
君の鼓動は　ちゃんと止まってるから

Romanisation

sore nari no shiawase to omoikomi o aishita yo
yakeni kimi ga warau hi wa kakushigoto ga arimashita

“machigatte nante inai yo” nante itte
hanauta o tashinande wa
bakubaku natte jitto shiteran’nai
kokoro ni tsume o tatemashou

ichi ni no san dde te o hanasou
yume wa doko de kurutta?
hikenai no yo hikenai kara mou baibai shiyou

kimi ga ikura aishite mo kayui dake dakara
sorosoro kaeshite yo kimi no watashi o
wasuretai omoide ga hitojichi dakara
itsudemo yareru koto kakugoshitoite yo

shiri sugite shimau kara wasuretai to negau no desu
uwabe dake ga suki na no yo datte shimobe ni shitainde

toriatta kekka katte ni yugande
fukami ni hamaru koi moyou
yokubatte bakka maido bibatuumacchi
barabara ni nari sou da yo

ichi ni no san dde kiriotosou
ikura muda o shitatte shinenai janai
shinenai nara mou shinde n’janai?

‘donna toki mo futari naraba koete ikeru kara’
kudaranai risou kyou nara sude ni owatta nda yo
hajimeyou kore made no haji no toreedo o
futari no ai kotoba mo kikitakunai koto darou

ima sugu ni raku ni shite ageyou
kore made o mu ni shite ageyou
zama o miro kashi wa kashi ni shiyou
sagatte ikou
okimari no sayonara no namida
naze itsumo sonna ni zurui no
kamatte kure kamatte kure

kimi ga ikura aishite mo kayui dake dakara
sorosoro kaeshite yo kimi no watashi o
wasuretai omoide ga hitojichi dakara
itsudemo yareru koto kakugo shiteru kedo

kimi to itsuka warai aetara
sore mo maa ii ka na
tomaranai kono namida wa tabun sou utatteru kara

gomenne ‘shitai’ darake no haji no toreedo wa kanawanai
kimi no kodou wa chanto tomatteru kara

Translation

I loved my ordinary happiness and wrong impressions.
There was something hidden in the day when you smiled so frightfully.

I said something stupid like “you’re not wrong.”
I was fond of your crooning
and my heart throbbed. I couldn’t stand still.
Let’s bury our claws into our hearts.

With a “one, two, three!” let’s let go.
Where did this dream go amiss?
I can’t drag you along. I can’t drag you along, so let’s say goodbye.

No matter how much you love me, all I do is get itchy
so give me back the version of me that you own.
The memories you want to forget are hostages
so you have be prepared so you can kill them at any moment.

I knew too much, so I wish to forget.
I only like your exterior. After all, I want to make you my servant.

Uncontrollably, we grew twisted as a result of holding hands.
The pattern of love plunges into the deep water. (1)
All I do is lust, and each time I ‘viva’ too much.
Looks like things will be scattered in pieces.

With a “one, two, three!” we’ll cut it off.
No matter how much I exert myself, I just can’t die.
If I can’t die, doesn’t that mean I’m already dead?

“No matter what happens, we can overcome it together, after all.”
That worthless utopia is finished now.
Let’s start trading our past shame.
Perhaps I just don’t want to listen to our words of love. (2)

I’ll put you at ease right away.
I’ll make your past disappear.
Serves you right! I’ll turn this debt into lyrics.
Let’s step back.
I shed stereotypical tears of farewell.
Why am I always so sly?
Notice me. Notice me.

No matter how much you love me, all I do is get itchy
so give me back the version of me that you own.
The memories I want to forget are hostages
so I’m prepared so I can kill them at any moment. Still…

If I can someday smile with you,
Then I guess that’s not too bad.
My tears won’t stop. Maybe it’s because I’m singing.

I’m sorry. Trading in shame riddled with ‘corpses’ won’t suit.
After all, your heartbeat has definitely stopped.