彼女 || Girlfriend

歌詞

だいぶ早くなった日暮れ時
前を歩く君の横顔
その幼く変わらない笑顔の
向かう先はわたしじゃなくて
なにしてんだろ…….
君が遠くなっていく
もどかしくて
上手く立ち回れない

ああどうしてまた今日も
思うように笑えないの
こんなんじゃ仲良く “お友達も” 出来ないわ
ああもうどうすればいいの
ずっとずっと傍に居たいけど
分かってるのよ君は
とっくにあの子のもの

昔二人で下った坂道
一人だと急で少し怖くて
あの時間に
握った手の温度は
憶えているのに
今冷え切った手のひら

ねぇ どうなのわたしは
君といつか　普通になれるの
呆気なく舞い落ちた　あの紅い葉のように
心配そうにわたしを
見つめないで　あっち向いて
分かってるでしょ　君は
とっくに彼女のもの

忙しくしていても
離れないよ君が
煩わしい生き物ね
ああ、気づいてしまったの
彼女、わたしとお揃いなのね
わたしと同じように君を思っているのね
じゃもうどうしようもないな
そろそろちゃんと普通になんなきゃ
最高にダサくて
間抜けな恋の話

Romanisation

daibu hayaku natta higure toki
mae o aruku kimi no yokogao
sono osanaku kawaranai egao no
mukau saki wa watashi ja nakute
nani shiten daro…
kimi ga tooku natte iku
modokashikute
umaku tachimawarenai

aa doushite mata kyou mo
omou you ni waraenai no
konna nja nakayoku “otomodachi mo” dekinai wa
aa mou dou sureba ii no
zutto zutto soba ni itai kedo
wakatteru no yo kimi wa
tokku ni ano ko no mono

mukashi futari de kudatta sakamichi
hitori da to kyuu de sukoshi kowakute
ano jikan ni
nigitta te no ondo wa
oboete iru no ni
ima hiekitta te no hira

nee dou nano watashi wa
kimi to itsuka futsuu ni nareru no
akke naku mai ochita ano akai ha no you ni
shinpai sou ni watashi o
mitsumenaide acchi muite
wakatteru desho kimi wa
tokku ni kanojo no mono

isogashiku shite itemo
hanarenai yo kimi ga
wazurawashii ikimono ne
aa, kidzuite shimatta no
kanojo, watashi to osoroi nano ne
watashi to onaji you ni kimi o omotte iru no ne
ja mou dou shiyou mo nai na
soro soro chanto futsuu ni nannakya
saikou ni dasakute
manuke na koi no hanashi

Translation

Sunset has arrived so soon.
I gaze at you, looking to the side as you walk in front.
You smile, childishly and unchangingly,
looking at someone else.
What am I doing…?
You’re growing more distant.
I’m so impatient.
I can’t conduct myself well.

Ah, why can’t I smile
the way I want again today?
If things stay like this, I can’t act like we’re ‘just friends.’
Ah, what should I do?
I want to be by your side always, always
but I know
that you’re already hers.

The hill road we used to walk down
suddenly seems a little scary alone.
I remember the warmth
of your hands in mine
from back then
but now my palms are ice-cold.

Well, how about it? Will things
be normal between us someday?
I fell all-too-soon like the scarlet leaves.
Don’t look at me
with such a worried face. Look at her.
You know, don’t you?
You’re already hers.

Though things may get busy
I never leave.
You’re so troublesome.
Ah, I’ve realised
that she and I are the same.
She thinks of you in the same way I do.
Well then, there’s nothing I can do about it.
Things have gotta go back to normal soon.
This is a stupid love story,
it’s so uncool.