はじまりの歌 || The Song of Beginnings

歌詞

目を覚ましたら　君の姿は　どこにもない
時計の声は DIDADIDA笑う 誰かが泣いてる

りんごの香り タバコの匂い 蔓延している
鏡の中の 二人の笑顔 どこに消えてった

わたし　わたし　わたしが壊れ
一人 道も ずっと進めるのに
悲しい　苦しい　切ない気持ち
全部いらない

わたし　わたし　わたしを忘れ
君の存在も全て幻
戻れ　戻れ　戻る時間は
誰に返せば良い

最後の涙　さようならの歌
嘘でも良い

煙の力　夢を見る罠
逃げたくない

冷たい夜空　血まみれの桜
記憶失う

片道の旅　終点が見えない
いつ降りれば良い

わたし　わたし　わたしが壊れ
一人 道もずっと進めるのに
悲しい　苦しい　切ない気持ち
全部いらない

わたし　わたし　わたしを忘れ
君の存在も全て幻
戻れ　戻れ　戻る時間は
誰に返せば良い

もし全てを戻せるなら
もしあなたと出会わなかったら
どうすればいい

わたし　わたし　わたしが壊れ
一人 道もずっと進めるのに
悲しい　苦しい　切ない気持ち
全部いらない

わたし　わたし　わたしを忘れ
君の存在も全て幻
戻れ　戻れ　戻る時間は
誰に返せば良い

Romanisation

me o samashitara kimi no sugata wa doko ni mo nai
tokei no koe wa DIDADIDA warau dareka ga naiteru

ringo no kaori tabako no nioi man’en shite iru
kagami no naka no futari no egao doko ni kietetta

watashi watashi watashi ga koware
hitori michi mo zutto susumeru noni
kanashii kurushii setsunai kimochi
zenbu iranai

watashi watashi watashi o wasure
kimi no sonzai mo subete maboroshi
modore modore modoru jikan wa
dare ni kaeseba ii

saigo no namida sayounara no uta
uso demo ii

kemuri no chikara yume o miru wana
nigetakunai

tsumetai yozora chimamire no sakura
kioku ushinau

katamichi no tabi shuuten ga mienai
itsu orireba ii

watashi watashi watashi ga koware
hitori michi mo zutto susumeru noni
kanashii kurushii setsunai kimochi
zenbu iranai

watashi watashi watashi o wasure
kimi no sonzai mo subete maboroshi
modore modore modoru jikan wa
dare ni kaeseba ii

moshi subete o modoseru nara
moshi anata to deawanakattara
dou sureba ii

watashi watashi watashi ga koware
hitori michi mo zutto susumeru noni
kanashii kurushii setsunai kimochi
zenbu iranai

watashi watashi watashi o wasure
kimi no sonzai mo subete maboroshi
modore modore modoru jikan wa
dare ni kaeseba ii

Translation

When I woke up, you weren’t there.
The clock laughs: “DIDADIDA.” Someone is crying.

The scent of apples and cigarettes spreads.
Two people were smiling in the mirror. Where did they disappear to?

I am, I am, I am breaking apart
though I stuck to this lonely road all along.
Sorrow, pain, misery…
I don’t need any of them.

Forget, forget, forget about me.
Your presence was an illusion too.
Time, time, time turns back
but who should I return it to?

Final tears and that song of farewell…
It doesn’t matter if they’re lies.

This is the power of smoke, the trap of dreaming.
I don’t want to escape.

The night sky is cold, and the cherry blossoms are bloodstained.
I lose my memories of them.

I can’t see the end of this one-way trip.
When should I disembark?

I am, I am, I am breaking apart
though I stuck to this lonely road all along.
Sorrow, pain, misery…
I don’t need any of them.

Forget, forget, forget about me.
Your presence was an illusion too.
Time, time, time turns back
but who should I return it to?

If I could turn everything back,
If I had never met you…
What should I do?

I am, I am, I am breaking apart
though I stuck to this lonely road all along.
Sorrow, pain, misery…
I don’t need any of them.

Forget, forget, forget about me.
Your presence was an illusion too.
Time, time, time turns back
but who should I return it to?