こんなこと騒動 || This is Rebellion

日本語

でぁーられったっとぇん

集まって話し合って
合わせ合う為の相槌 いつまで
ここの正確に沿って
どこの性格が体に いいんだろう
気の抜けた中華街を
涼しげに 意味 淀んだ挨拶だけ
なるべく音を消して
まるで 何かから逃げるみたいに

遮られてくみたい
深い緑の海に潜んで 真っ直ぐでいても
今は その視界が居場所でも
些細な疑問くらい 許してよ

嫌われたくない会話から
ほっとけない 疑問の全部 どうしても
痛く見えてるほど なりたい自分で強がれるんだ
気にしてばかりで 巡り会いも失いたくない
こんなこと 云いたいわけじゃないのに
こんな自分に負けたくないのに
もう どうだってよくなってしまう前に
覚悟を決めたかった

いつしか 現れる
同じ熱の 途方もない憂いにも
いつしか 助けられる
まだ 諦めの悪い夢に頼ってしまうから

思っていたことと違っても 今更 引き返せないよ
［選べないコト］を きっと選ぶから
もっと 単純で いいんだよ
でも きっと こうやって着飾るの
より良いように 組み合うように 確かめたいよ
君の声で 太る意志で 貫けるから

嫌われたくない会話から
ほっとけない 疑問の全部 どうしても
痛く見えてるほど なりたい自分で強がれるんだ
気にしてばかりで 巡り会いも失いたくない
こんなこと 云いたいわけじゃないのに
こんな自分に負けたくないのに
もう どうだってよくなってしまう前に
覚悟を決めたかった

失って気づく後悔くらい
失う前から気づいてた
もう わかり合える 根本じゃなく
先手で理解できる
どうにでも 些細な単純使命 果たせる
ぶった多数に 右往左往 素振りしてる
もう 自分が 見っともなくても
素直に取り出した言葉 言いたいのに

嫌われたくない会話から
ほっとけない 疑問の全部 どうしても
痛く見えてるほど なりたい自分で強がれるんだ
気にしてばかりで 巡り会いも失いたくない
こんなこと 云いたいわけじゃないのに
こんな自分に負けたくないのに
もう どうだってよくなってしまう前に
覚悟はできてたんだ

Translation

daararettatten

atsumatte hanashiatte
awase au tame no aizuchi itsu made
koko no seikai ni sotte
doko no seikaku ga karada ni ii ndarou
ki no nuketa chuukagai o
suzushige ni imi yonda aisatsu dake
naru beku oto o keshite
maru de nanka kara nigeru mitai ni

saegirareteku mitai
fukai midori no umi ni hisonde massugu de itemo
ima wa sono shikai ga ibasho demo
sasai na gimon kurai yurushite yo

kirawaretakunai kaiwa kara
hottoke nai gimon no zenbu dou shitemo
itaku mieteru hodo naritai jibun de tsuyogareru nda
ki ni shite bakari de meguri ai mo ushinaitakunai
konna koto iitai wake ja nai noni
konna jibun ni maketakunai noni
mou dou datte yoku natte shimau mae ni
kakugo o kimetakatta

itsu shika arawareru
onaji netsu no tohou mo nai urei ni mo
itsu shika tasukerareru
mada akirame no warui yume ni tayotte shimau kara

omotte ita koto to chigattemo imasara hikikaesenai yo
“erabenai koto” o kitto erabu kara
motto tanjun de ii ndayo
demo kitto kou yatte kikazaru no
yori ii you ni kumiau you ni tashikametai yo
kimi no koe de futoru ishi de tsuranukeru kara

kirawaretakunai kaiwa kara
hottoke nai gimon no zenbu dou shitemo
itaku mieteru hodo naritai jibun de tsuyogareru nda
ki ni shite bakari de meguri ai mo ushinaitakunai
konna koto iitai wake ja nai noni
konna jibun ni maketakunai noni
mou dou datte yoku natte shimau mae ni
kakugo o kimetakatta

ushinatte kidzuku koukai kurai
ushinau mae kara kidzuiteta
mou wakari aeru konpon janaku
sente de rikai dekiru
dou ni demo sasai na tanjun shimei hataseru
butta tasuu ni uou saou suburi shiteru
mou jibun ga mittomo nakutemo
sunao ni toridashita kotoba iitai noni

kirawaretakunai kaiwa kara
hottoke nai gimon no zenbu dou shitemo
itaku mieteru hodo naritai jibun de tsuyogareru nda
ki ni shite bakari de meguri ai mo ushinaitakunai
konna koto iitai wake ja nai noni
konna jibun ni maketakunai noni
mou dou datte yoku natte shimau mae ni
kakugo wa dekiteta nda

Romanisation

Daa ra retta tten…

We gather and talk.
How long will the interjections I use to fit in
follow what’s correct,
and which area’s character is good for me?
I’m in sleepy Chinatown.
Refreshingly, all I get are greetings with stale meanings.
I switch off the sound when I can,
just like I’m running from something.

It’s like I’m being interrupted.
Though I was honest, I sink into a deep, green sea.
Even if that perspective is where I belong now,
allow me at least a slight doubt.

I go through a conversation not wanting to be hated
and from it, I see doubts I just can’t ignore.
I act so tough at the person I want to be that it looks painful.
I don’t want to miss chance encounters by just worrying about things.
This isn’t necessarily what I want to say
and even though I don’t want to lose to myself when I’m like this,
I wanted to resolve myself
before I stopped caring about what happens.

They appear before you know it—
even that extraordinary grief, with the same heat.
I’m rescued before I know it
because I still rely on dreams that are bad at giving up.

Even if it’s different to what I thought, it’s too late to turn back now.
I’ll definitely choose what can’t be chosen
so it’s better if things are even more straightforward.
And yet, I’ll dress things up like this.
I want to be sure, so things will be better and will join together.
I can carry it out with your voice, and with my grand will.

I go through a conversation not wanting to be hated
and from it, I see doubts I just can’t ignore.
I act so tough at the person I want to be that it looks painful.
I don’t want to miss chance encounters by just worrying about things.
This isn’t necessarily what I want to say
and even though I don’t want to lose to myself when I’m like this,
I wanted to resolve myself
before I stopped caring about what happens.

The regret you notice after losing something
is what I noticed before I lost it.
There’s no basis for us to understand each other now
but we can understand from the first move.
At any rate, that trivial, simple task can be completed.
The struck masses go this way and that, practicing their swing.
Even if I’m a disgrace now
I just want to say the words I honestly retrieved.

I go through a conversation not wanting to be hated
and from it, I see doubts I just can’t ignore.
I act so tough at the person I want to be that it looks painful.
I don’t want to miss chance encounters by just worrying about things.
This isn’t necessarily what I want to say
and even though I don’t want to lose to myself when I’m like this,
I resolved myself
before I stopped caring about what happens.