No.39

日本語

今君に問う　愛しいその理由（わけ）を
でもってついでに問う　冷めたその理由（わけ）を
どうなんだい　本当のとこ何がしたいのさ
受動態にも限度があるってモンでしょうよ

傷付けたくないからか　傷付きたくないからか
開かない花　愛で続けても　水が無くなる方が先じゃない？

No,39！　そう　No,39！　君の言葉を
信じるなんてムリムリさ　信じてなんてムリムリさ
もう結構　そう　精一杯　耐えてはきたけど
愛するなんて戯言さ　愛してなんてまた夢さ

気疲れするから君に No,39！！

張り巡らされた　厳重な予防線
嫌なら嫌だと言えよまどろっこしい
忘れかけた頃　響く着信音
そんな今更露骨に餌付けされても

言い出さないだけなのか　言い出したくもならないのか
求めてるのは　いつもこっちだけ　相思相愛なんて理想郷（ユートピア）

No,39！　そう　No,39！　脆い心は　
片足立ってグラグラさ　満身創痍ボロボロさ
最大限　もう　超限界　待ってはみたけど　
信じて待ってもういくつ　電源切ってあといくつ

気乗りしないので明日は No,39！！

So Lady！　
何にも言わないまんま　実態の見えない One day
女の花って奴ですか　崇高な秘密主義（笑）
傑作の声明文に　見え隠れしてる Nonsense
もうちょい捻って考えろ　39回目の嘘

Session はどこまで OK？　聞いたって即座に KO
秒針に恋してるんだ　滑稽な Dalliance
言葉にゃ出さないのに　全部悟ってって
そんなアンタと本音で語り合うなんて最初から無理な話なのさ！！！

No,39！　そう　No,39！　本能の叫びを
無視するなんてムリムリさ　ポイした結果マンネリさ
警戒心　もう全開で　無理に笑っても
チャチなダミーじゃバレバレさ　殺し文句（キャッチフレーズ）　予測済み

Rescue Me Or Bury Me.　「君が欲しい」と
言ったら最後オシマイさ　本音で全部サヨナラさ
最高の大逆転か　愛は蜃気楼か
壁を壊して一休み　愛の電池が尽きたので

プラグも挿せない君は No,39！！

Romanisation

ima kimi ni tou itoshii sono wake o
demo tte tsuide ni tou sameta sono wake o
dou nandai hontou no toko nani ga shitai no sa
judoutai ni mo gendo ga aru tte mon deshou yo

kizu tsuketakunai kara ka kizu tsukitakunai kara ka
hirakanai hana mede tsudzuketemo mizu ga naku naru hou ga saki ja nai?

No,39! sou No,39! kimi no kotoba o
shinjiru nante muri muri sa shinjite nante muri muri sa
mou kekkou sou sei ippai taete wa kita kedo
ai suru nante zaregoto sa aishite nante mata yume sa

kidzukare suru kara kimi ni No,39!!

harimegurasareta genjuu na yobousen
iya nara iya da to ie yo madorokkoshii
wasure kaketa koro hibiku chakushin’on
sonna imasara rokotsu ni edzukesaretemo

iidasanai dake nanoka iidashitaku mo naranai no ka
motometeru no wa itsumo kocchi dake soushi souai nante yuutopia

No,39! sou No,39! moroi kokoro wa
kataashi tatte gura gura sa manshin soui boro boro sa
saidaigen mou chougenkai matte wa mita kedo
shinjite matte mou ikutsu dengen kitte ato ikutsu

kinori shinai node ashita wa No,39!!

So Lady!
nanni mo iwanai manma jittai no mienai One day
onna no hana tte yatsu desuka suukou na himitsu shugi (warota)
kessaku no seimeibun ni miegakure shiteru Nonsense
mou choi hinette kangaero 39 kai-me no uso

Session wa doko made OK? kiita tte sokuza ni KO
byoushin ni koi shiteru nda kokkei na Dalliance
kotoba nya dasanai noni zenbu katatte tte
sonna anta to honne de katari au nante saisho kara muri na hanashi nano sa!!

No,39! sou No,39! honnou no sakebi o
mushi suru nante muri muri sa poi shita kekka manneri sa
keikaishin mou zenkai de muri ni warattemo
chachi na damii ja bare bare sa kyacchifureezu yosoku zumi

Rescue Me Or Bury Me. “kimi ga hoshii” to
ittara saigo oshimai sa honne de zenbu sayonara sa
saikou no daigyakuten ka ai wa shinkirou ka
kabe o kowashite hitoyasumi ai no denchi ga tsukita no de

puragu mo sasenai kimi wa No,39!!

Translation

I ask you why you’re so dear to me
and take the chance to ask why you’re so cold now.
Well, what do I really want to do?
Even the passive voice has its limits.

Is it because I don’t want to hurt you? Is it because I don’t want to be hurt?
The flower won’t open. I keep admiring it, but won’t it run out of water first?

No.39! Yes, No.39! Your words
are things I won’t trust. Trusting them is out of the question.
I’ve had enough. Yes, I’ve put up with it with all my might until now
but saying I love you is rubbish. Asking you to love me is another fancy.

I’m bored so I say these words to you: No.39!!

A strict line of defence has been set up.
If you hate me then say it! How dull.
I’d almost forgotten about it, then I heard the ringtone.
It’s too late, even if I’m openly fed.

Can I just not say it, or do I not want to say it?
I’m always the only one wanting you. Mutual love is a utopia.

No.39! Yes, No.39! My weak heart
totters on one leg. It’s wounded and tattered.
I tried waiting to the highest, no, beyond the highest degree
but how much longer will I wait, believing? How long before my power runs out?

You’re not interested, so tomorrow is No.39!!

So Lady!
You’re not saying anything, and I can’t see who you really are. One day.
Is she the lady flower? What noble secretiveness! (lol)
In that grand statement, nonsense appears and disappears.
Think it over some more. This is the 39th lie.

How long is OK for the session? I asked, then there was immediately a KO.
I fell in love with the second hand, a funny dalliance.
“I can’t put it into words, but say it all.”
It was impossible for me to speak freely with someone like you from the start!

No.39! Yes, No.39! I let out an instinctive scream.
You just can’t ignore it. This mannerism came from what I threw away.
Wariness. Though I laugh at full power,
a cheap dummy will be found out. What a predictable catchphrase.

Rescue me or bury me. “I want you.”
Once I say that it’s all over. I’ll say goodbye to it all.
It’s the biggest turnabout. Is love a mirage?
I tear the walls down and take a break. Love’s batteries are out of juice.

You, who I can’t plug in, are No.39!!