感情と忘却の咆哮 || A Howl of Emotions and Forgetting

日本語

空に浮かぶ　ひかりの
照らし出す　不知火
ゆらりゆれるカタチは
あの日見てた情景で

ずっとずっと怖かった
繋いだ指が解けること　いつでも
ずっとずっと怯えてた
追いかけてくる　抗えない　条理

瞳閉じて　想い描く　幾重の記憶
醒めない　可惜夜の夢
いつまでも　象りつづけ
消えないように　祈ってた

涙の海を越えて
漕ぎ出した方舟
永遠に　辿り着かない
岸に別れを告げ

答えのないセカイに
一つの答え求めて
偽りに　染まった
細い腕を　差し伸べて　微笑んでいた

君の待つ
まほろばを仰ぎ
華は朽ち果ててゆく

瞳閉じて　空に描く　幾重の記憶
明けない　可惜夜の夢
今も　象り　ただ
消えないように　祈ってる

愛し　痛みは　なお
君を想い　刻まれてく

Romanisation

sora ni ukabu hikari no
terashidasu shiranui
yurari yureru katachi wa
ano hi miteta joukei de

zutto zutto kowakatta
tsunaida yubi ga hodokeru koto itsu demo
zutto zutto obieteta
oi kakete kuru aragaenai jouri

hitomi tojite omoi egaku ikue no kioku
samenai atara yoru no yume
itsu made mo katadori tsudzuke
kienai you ni inotteta

namida no umi o koete
kogidashita hakobune
towa ni tadori tsukenai
kishi ni wakare o tsuge

kotae no nai sekai ni
hitotsu no kotae motomete
itsuwari ni somatta
hosoi ude o sashinobete hohoende ita

kimi no matsu
mahoroba o aogi
hana wa kuchi hatete yuku

hitomi tojite sora ni egaku ikue no kioku
akenai atarayo no yume
ima mo katadori tada
kienai you ni inotteru

itoshi itami wa nao
kimi o omoi kizamareteku

Translation

The shiranui is an illuminating light
floating in the sky.
Its figure, wavering to and fro’,
is the marvel I saw that day.

I was afraid all along
of the fingers connected to mine parting.
I was frightened all along
of the unopposable reason that pursued me.

I close my eyes and picture countless memories.
I will not awaken from this splendid dream.
I prayed that it would not vanish,
that it would keep its shape forever.

Passing through the sea of tears,
I began to row my ark.
I will never arrive.
I bid farewell to the shore.

In a world devoid of answers
I sought one.
Stained with falsehoods,
I held out my slender arm and smiled.

I look up
at the splendid land you awaited.
The flowers are rotting away.

I close my eyes and picture countless memories in the sky.
This splendid dream will not see its dawn.
Even now, I pray that it will not vanish,
that it will keep its shape.

This dear pain
is carved ever deeper as I think of you.