かみさま || God

かみさま
kamisama
God

Vocals: さユり (Sayuri)
Lyrics: さユり (Sayuri)
Composed by: さユり (Sayuri)
Release Date: 12 March 2021

Requested by: Steve Mason
Watch the official video on YouTube!


日本語

あなたから視力と聴力奪い去って
あたしの体温だけが宇宙になれたらいいな

浮世は嘘だらけ 秘密の扉、覗き込めば
誰もが幼児のようにひとりぼっちで泣いているの?

生まれてきた全て正しいのだと笑ってくれた
あなただけを善としよう

あたしのかみさま 誰にも渡さない
あたしのかみさま 吸い込まれてゆく
あたしのかみさま 誰にも言えない
秘密をあなたにだけ分けてあげる
愛しているの

好きな色一色の不健康な塗り絵の様に
あたしの生活全部まるごと乗っ取られている

蠱惑する黒目の奥 飲み干してよ、猛毒でいい
安全な日常なんてあたしがあたしを失くすだけ

邪魔するもの全て指パッチンで消し去って
二人だけの国を作ろう

あたしのかみさま 熱を帯びてゆく
あなたを形作る 正義になりたい
あたしのかみさま 今日もずっと待ってた
仄暗い部屋にて顔を上げれば
あなたが笑う

正常に歪んでゆく視界さ
解けない魔法 口移ししたなら
虚しさごとなくなっちゃうように
ぎゅってしていて痛い痛いくらいに

苦しいと気持ちいいはとてもよく似ているのね
闇の中で夢を見よう

あたしのかみさま 誰にも壊せない
あたしのかみさま 確かな幻
あたしのかみさま どれだけ想っても
あなたのその目に飲み込まれるだけ
幸も不幸も手の中のボタンに委ねられている

愛しているの

Romanisation

anata kara shiryoku to chouryoku ubai satte
atashi no taion dake ga uchuu ni naretara ii na

ukiyo wa uso darake himitsu no tobira, nozoki komeba
daremo ga osanago no you ni hitoribocchi de naite iru no?

umarete kita subete tadashii no da to waratte kureta
anata dake o zen to shiyou

atashi no kamisama dare nimo watasanai
atashi no kamisama sui komarete yuku
atashi no kamisama dare ni mo ienai
himitsu o anata ni dake wakete ageru
aishite iru no

suki na iro isshoku no fukenkou na nurie no you ni
atashi no seikatsu zenbu marugoto nottorarete iru

kowaku suru kurome no oku nomihoshite yo, moudoku de ii
anzen na nichijou nante atashi ga atashi o nakusu dake

jama suru mono subete yubi pacchin de keshisatte
futari dake no kuni o tsukurou

atashi no kamisama netsu o obite yuku
anata o katachi tsukuru seigi ni naritai
atashi no kamisama kyou mo zutto matteta
honogurai heya ni te kao o agereba
anata ga warau

seijou ni yugande yuku shikai sa
tokenai mahou kuchiutsushi shita nara
munashisa goto naku nacchau you ni
gyutte shite ite itai itai kurai ni

kurushii to kimochi ii wa totemo yoku nite iru no ne
yami no naka de yume o miyou

atashi no kamisama dare ni mo kowasenai
atashi no kamisama tashika na maboroshi
atashi no kamisama dore dake omottemo
anata no sono me ni nomikomareru dake
kou mo fukou mo te no naka no botan ni yudanerarete iru

aishite iru no

Translation

I stole sight and hearing from you.
If only my warmth could become its own universe.

The floating world is full of lies. When I peek through the secret door
everyone looks like infants. Are they crying alone?

You smiled, saying that everyone who was born is right.
I’ll treat you as the only good one.

My God, I won’t hand you to anyone.
My God, I’m swallowed up.
My God, I can’t say it to anyone.
I’ll only share my secrets with you.
I love you.

Like a colouring-in picture in bad shape, full of only my favourite colour,
my whole life has been taken over.

I’ll drink deep from your fascinating black eyes, even if it’s deadly poison.
A secure life? Hah. I’ll just lose myself.

I’ll get rid of everything in my way with a snap of my fingers.
Let’s make a world for just the two of us.

My God, I am feverish.
I will create you. I want to become righteous.
My God, I’ll keep waiting today.
When I raise my head in my gloomy room
you’re there, smiling.

My vision will distort as a matter of course
if we’ve passed this unbreakable spell mouth-to-mouth.
So my emptiness will vanish
tightly squeeze me, enough for it to hurt.

Pain and pleasure suit you well.
Let’s dream in the dark.

My God, I won’t let anyone destroy you.
My God, this illusion feels real.
My God, no matter how long my feelings last
I’ll just be swallowed up in your eyes.
I abandon my fortune and misfortune to the button in my hand.

I love you.

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