悪役 || Villain

悪役
akuyaku
Villain

Vocals: 大沼パセリ (Parsley Onuma)
Lyrics: 大沼パセリ (Parsley Onuma)
Composed by: 大沼パセリ (Parsley Onuma)
Upload Date: 21 August 2019

Requested by: PerfectPastelBlue
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日本語

飴玉砕いて
散々な思いを飲んで
明け方までは
誰にも解らせない

淡い空模様が
自分を見下す様な
気がしてた
気が散った
わかっていた
わかったんだ

もう放ったらかして逃げたい
気が向いたら取りに行くから
悲劇的で喜劇的なヒロインに憧れ抱く弱者

闇のまれ
咲いた花
啄む蜜を
血に変えて

僕の正義はなんだ
いつだって僕は
期待背負って押し潰されて
右往左往するのは御免だ
逃げてもいいよ
さあ始めようさあ始めよう
心に居る君と
小さな手を握り
気付いた時には悪役だった

一切合切忘れて
一心不乱に踊ろう
ニヤニヤ笑う悪魔も
天使のよう

一生懸命なにそれ
一生最低結構
それぞれ語る価値観
気が滅入りそう

放ったらかして任せたい
気が向いたら助けに行くよ
悲劇的で喜劇的なヒロインに憧れ抱く弱者

闇のまれ
咲いた花
啄む蜜を
血に変えて

僕の覚悟はなんだ
いつだって僕は
勇気背負って押し潰されて
右往左往するのは御免だ
泣いてもいいよ
さあ描こうさあ描こう
心に居る君と
小さな手を握り
気付いた時には悪役だった

Romanisation

amedama kudaite
sanzan na omoi o nonde
akekata made wa
dare nimo wakarasenai

awai soramoyou ga
jibun o mikudasu you na
ki ga shiteta
ki ga chitta
wakatte ita
wakatta nda

mou hottarakashite nigetai
ki ga muitara tori ni iku kara
higeki-teki de kigeki-teki na hiroin ni akogare idaku jakusha

yami nomare
saita hana
tsuibamu mitsu o
chi ni kaete

boku no seigi wa nanda
itsu datte boku wa
kitai seotte oshitsubusarete
uou saou suru no wa gomen da
nigetemo ii yo
saa hajimeyou saa hajimeyou
kokoro ni iru kimi to
chiisana te o nigiri
kidzuita toki ni wa akuyaku datta

issai gassai wasurete
isshin furan ni odorou
niya niya warau akuma mo
tenshi no you

isshou kenmei nani sore
isshou saitei kekkou
sore zore kataru kachikan
ki ga meirisou

hottarakashite makasetai
ki ga muitara tasuke ni iku yo
higeki-teki de kigeki-teki na hiroin ni akogare idaku jakusha

yami nomare
saita hana
tsuibamu mitsu o
chi ni kaete

boku no seigi wa nanda
itsu datte boku wa
kitai seotte oshitsubusarete
uou saou suru no wa gomen da
naitemo ii yo
saa egakou saa egakou
kokoro ni iru kimi to
chiisana te o nigiri
kidzuita toki ni wa akuyaku datta

Translation

I smash up the lollies
and swallow my scattered memories.
I won’t let anyone find out
until dawn.

The pale sky
was looking down on me,
or so it seemed.
I was distracted.
I knew.
I knew.

I want to abandon it and run away
since I’ll go and pick it up when I feel like it.
I long for the tragic, comedic heroine. I’m weak.

Engulfed by darkness
the flower bloomed.
It changes its supped nectar
into blood.

What’s my justice?
I always have hope
but I get crushed down.
I’d rather not move around aimlessly.
It’s fine to run away.
Now, let’s get started!
I grasp you, in my heart,
and your small hands.
Before I knew it, I was the villain.

Let’s forget everything
and dance, heart and soul.
The smirking demon
looks like an angel too.

With all our might—what’s that?
It’s the least tolerable thing in our lives.
Everyone talks about their values
and seems sad.

I want to abandon it and leave it to you.
When I feel like it, I’ll go and save you.
I long for the tragic, comedic heroine. I’m weak.

Engulfed by darkness
the flower bloomed.
It changes its supped nectar
into blood.

What’s my resolution?
I always have courage
but get crushed down.
I’d rather not move around aimlessly.
It’s fine to cry.
Now, let’s sketch it out!
I grasp you, in my heart,
and your small hands.
Before I knew it, I was the villain.

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