regret

歌詞

少しだけ広くなった部屋
いつもの「おはよう」がなくて
真四角のテーブルの上
君と僕が笑ってるんだよ

やんなっちゃうな
一人で見る占い
順位最低
あの日からこんなんで

君が好きなあの歌
今も上手く歌えないけど
どうせ届きやしないのに叫んでんだ
またあの時みたいに
笑いながら叱ってほしいんだ
悪い夢ならもう醒めないかな

強がりの裏に隠した
涙は流さないけど
モノクロの部屋が
なんだかやけにぼやけて見えるなぁ

何十回も
君の影を探して
何回でも
巻き戻そう

なんちゃって

頭ん中散らかして
君が映る記憶だけを
掻き集めては捨てての繰り返し
またあの時みたいに
痛いくらいの愛をちょうだい
自分でも分かってるんだよ
気持ち悪いよな

いつだってそうだ
忘れ物ばっか
あんまりじゃないか
目を閉じてもほら
まだ
もう
あーあ

「嘘を吐いた僕は偽者で・・・」
なんて言えたらなぁ

ごめんね

頭ん中散らかして
君が映る記憶だけを
掻き集めては捨てての繰り返し
またあの時みたいに
痛いくらいの「好き」をちょうだい
自分でも分かってるんだよ
それでも

君が好きなあの歌
今も上手く歌えないけど
どうせ届きやしないのに叫んでんだ
またあの時みたいに
笑いながら名前を呼んで
テーブルの上の僕ら
まだ笑ってる

Romanisation

sukoshi dake hiroku natta heya
itsumo no “ohayou” ga nakute
mashikaku no teeburu no ue
kimi to boku ga waratteru nda yo

yannacchauna
hitori de miru uranai
juni saitei
ano hi kara konnan de

kimi ga suki na ano uta
ima mo umaku utaenai kedo
douse todoki ya shinai no ni sakende nda
mata ano toki mitai ni
warai nagara shikatte hoshii nda
warui yume nara mou samenai kana

tsuyogari no ura ni kakushita
namida wa nagasanai kedo
monokuro no heya ga
nandaka yake ni boyakete mieru naa

nanjuu kai mo
kimi no kage o sagashite
nankai demo
maki modosou

nanchatte           

atamannaka chirakashite
kimi ga utsuru kioku dake o
kakiatsumete wa sutete no kurikaeshi
mata ano toki mitai ni
itai kurai no ai o choudai
jibun demo wakatteru nda yo
kimochi warui yo na

itsu datte sou da
wasuremono bakka
anmari ja nai ka
me o tojite mo hora
mada
mou
aaa

“uso o tsuita boku wa nisemono de…”
nante ietara naa

gomen ne

atamannaka chirakashite
kimi ga utsuru kioku dake o
kakiatsumete wa sutete no kurikaeshi
mata ano toki mitai ni
itai kurai no “suki” o choudai
jibun demo wakatterun da yo
soredemo

kimi ga suki na ano uta
ima mo umaku utaenai kedo
douse todoki ya shinai no ni sakende nda
mata ano toki mitai ni
warai nagara namae o yonde
teeburu no ue no bokura
mada waratteru

Translation

My room had gotten just a little larger.
The usual ‘good morning’ didn’t come.
At the square table
you and I were laughing.

I’m sick to death of it.
I looked at my fortune alone.
It was the lowest rank.
It’s been like this since back then.

You loved that song.
I still can’t sing it that well
but I’ll shout it out, even though it won’t reach you.
I want you to tell me off again
with a smile, like back then.
If this is just a nightmare, can’t I wake up already?

I hid my tears behind a brave face.
They don’t flow
but this monochrome room
seems a bit blurry.

I looked for your shadow
so many times.
I rewind
time and time again.

Just kidding!

My mind’s a mess.
All I do is gather up and throw away
memories of you, over and over.
I want enough love
to hurt me again, just like back then.
Even I know
that it’s gross.

It’s always the same,
I keep leaving things behind.
Isn’t that awful?
I close my eyes, but look—
still,
I’ve had enough.
Ah…

“I lied. I’m a fraud…”
If only I could say that.

Sorry.

My mind’s a mess.
All I do is gather up and throw away
memories of you, over and over.
I want enough words of love
to hurt me again, like back then.
Even I know.
And yet…

You loved that song.
I still can’t sing it that well
but I’ll shout it out, even though it won’t reach you.
I want you to call my name again
with a smile, like back then.
At the table
we’re still laughing.