albino

Album art.
Album art.

albino

Vocals: EMA
Lyrics: Misumi
Composed by: Misumi
Album: 自白 (CONFESSION)
Group: DUSTCELL
Release date: 20 October 2021

Requested by: Ze
Watch the official video on YouTube!


歌詞

呆れるほどにただひたすら 普通に憧れてる
過去を忘れられたら 神様にいつだって願っている

白い肌 擦り切れた古い傷
偽りでもいいから
ただの悪い夢なんだと笑って

笑って

夏の雨に呑み込まれても
君が生きている それだけでもういいよ
何もいらないよ
髪も 腕も 声も 明日でさえも
輪郭線をふたり溶かして 裸足のままで
膝の瘡蓋をなぞって色付けてくれ
透過してしまう前に

周りが当たり前にできること
それすらできなくて
素直になれずに

嘘つくばかりの僕を許して
時効なんてない そんなのわかってる
罪を重ねて痣が増えていく
空虚が唄を歌ってるみたいでしょう
もういっそ酸素を吸うのをやめようか
何度消えたいと思った
だけれど勇気がなかった

最後の問だけは○がもらえますように

この世界の美しさとか
愛がなんだとか そんなことはもういいよ
心が破けたって
伝う涙 拭う君がいれば
言葉でさえも忘れるくらい 確かめあって
不完全なままの僕ら
色づく青さ 白と混ざり 溶けた

Romanisation

akireru hodo ni tada hitasura futsuu ni akogareteru
kako o wasureraretara kamisama ni itsu datte negatte iru

shiroi hada surikireta furui kizu
itsuwari demo ii kara
tada no warui yume nan da to waratte

waratte

natsu no ame ni nomikomaretemo
kimi ga ikite iru sore dake de mou ii yo
nani mo iranai yo
kami mo ude mo koe mo asu de sae mo
rinkakusen o futari tokashite hadashi no mama de
hiza no kasabuta o nazotte irodzukete kure
touka shite shimau mae ni

mawari ga atarimae ni dekiru koto
sore sura dekinakute
sunao ni narezu ni

uso tsuku bakari no boku o yurushite
jikou nante nai sonna no wakatteru
tsumi o kasanete aza ga fuete iku
kuukyo ga uta o utatteru mitai deshou
mou isso sanso o suu no o yameyou ka
nando kietai to omotta
da keredo yuuki ga nakatta

saigo no toi dake wa maru ga moraemasu you ni

kono sekai no utsukushisa toka
ai ga nan da toka sonna koto wa mou ii yo
kokoro ga yabuketa tte
tsutau namida nuguu kimi ga ireba
kotoba de sae mo wasureru kurai tashikame atte
fukanzen na mama no bokura
irodzuku aosa shiro to mazari toketa

Translation

I longed for you with all my might. It was embarrassing.
I’m always praying to God to forget my past.

White skin and a faded old scar.
I don’t care if you’re lying,
just laugh and tell me it was all a nightmare.

Laugh!

You were engulfed by the summer rain
but you’re alive. That’s all that matters.
I don’t need anything else.
Hair, limbs, voices, and tomorrows—
Barefoot together, we melt the lines between us.
Trace the scab on my knee and turn it crimson
before it vanishes.

I’m surrounded by things I could normally do easily
but I can’t even do them now.
I can’t be true to myself.

All I do is lie, yet you forgive me.
I get that there’s no statute of limitations.
My crimes layer up and the scars increase.
I guess it’s like the void is singing.
I’d rather stop breathing, right?
I wanted to disappear so many times
and yet I didn’t have the courage to do it.

I hope I can get the right answer on the last question, at least.

I don’t care a bit
about the world’s beauty or the meaning of love anymore.
Even if my heart breaks
if you’re there to wipe away my tears
then we’ll come so close we’ll be left speechless.
We were still imperfect.
Our inexperience ripened, mixed with white, and melted away.

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