濁るイノセント || Clouded Innocence

濁るイノセント
nigoru inosento
Clouded Innocence

Vocals: 足立レイ (Adachi Rei)
Lyrics: ピクド (picdo)
Composed by: ピクド (picdo)
Upload date: 28 July 2022

Requested by: Panda + keserarhythm
Watch the official video on YouTube!

The title uses the word イノセント (inosento, innocent), but that would only work if you were talking about something innocent (i.e. ‘the clouded innocent’) – and I think 濁る is better suited to things like liquids or abstract concepts rather than people.


歌詞

ここが理想幻想
白で濁ったイノセント
まさに
それは奇想転送
狂ったようなつもりだね
あのさぁ
僕らの世界はこんな感じだったか
もうそろそろ帰ろうかって
母さんが、僕の手を引いた気がしたの。
そんな常識外れなこと
まぁある筈無いけどね

傾いた
視界がちょっとぐねった
目にモザイクがかかった
まぁこんなもんと割り切った
しなきゃ良かった!
繰り返す
この街並みの向こうに
この世界の先端に
なぁ僕のカラダは

ここが有象無象
バグで作ったアクセント
まさに
それは異常現象
曲がったような顔してさ
あのなぁ
知らないモノは思い出せんモノだろ。
そう鳥など知らないが
僕の上8の字描いた気がしたの
かなりおざなり残酷な危機に
身を任せ死期を待つものか
さぁ
逃げようソトへ
ここより暗い日へ。

振り向いた
しかしそれが間違った
目がぼやけて痛かった
だが傷む暇などなかった
僕ら二人は繰り返す
思い出せない昨日を
抱きしめてたい昨日を
なぁ僕の名前は

気がついた。
そこは確かに違った。
酷く暗く狭かった。
ただ、懐かしいとも思った。
初めてだった。
繰り返すプログラムの水面で、
溺れないで、消えないで。
なぁ僕の体よ
繰り返す

繰り返す
この世界ごと壊して
目のモザイクをはらって
今誓え忘却しないと
壊れる前に
繰り返す
その街並みの向こうに
その世界の先端に
ああ、君の名前は

Romanisation

koko ga risou gensou
shiro de nigotta inosento
masa ni
sore wa kisou tensou
kurutta you na tsumori da ne
ano saa
bokura no sekai wa konna kanji datta ka
mou soro soro kaerou ka tte
kaasan ga, boku no te o hiita ki ga shita no.
sonna joushiki hazure na koto
maa aru hazu nai kedo ne

katamuita
shikai ga chotto gunetta
me ni mozaiku ga kakatta
maa konna mon to warikitta
shinakya yokatta!
kurikaesu
kono machinami no mukou ni
kono sekai no sentan ni
naa boku no karada wa

koko ga uzou muzou
bagu de tsukutta akusento
masa ni
sore wa ijou genshou
magatta you na kao shite sa
ano naa
shiranai mono wa omoidasen mon daro.
sou tori nado shiranai ga
boku no ue hachi no ji egaita ki ga shita no
kanari ozanari zankoku na kiki ni
mi o makase shiki o matsu mono ka
saa
nigeyou soto e
koko yori kurai hi e.

furimuita
shikashi sore ga machigatta
me ga boyakete itakatta
daga itamu hima nado nakatta
bokura futari wa kurikaesu
omoidasenai kinou o
dakishimetetai kinou o
naa boku no namae wa

ki ga tsuita.
soko wa tashika ni chigatta.
hidoku kuraku semakatta.
tada, natsukashii to mo omotta.
hajimete datta.
kirikaesu puroguramu no suimen de,
oborenaide, kienaide.
naa boku no karada yo
kurikaesu

kurikaesu
kono sekai goto kowashite
me no mozaiku o haratte
ima chikae boukyaku shinai to
kowareru mae ni
kurikaesu
sono machinami no mukou ni
sono sekai no sentan ni
aa, kimi no namae wa

Translation

This is an ideal illusion.
Innocence has been clouded white.
There’s no doubt
that an unthinkable idea is being forwarded on.
I guess it’s a mad idea.
Um, hey…
Did our world always feel like this?
I’m thinking of heading home soon,
it felt like my mum just tugged at my arm.
It’s so unusual.
Well, there’s no way it would ever happen.

I felt dizzy
and couldn’t see well.
A mosaic formed over my eyes.
Well I guess that’s it, I thought.
I shouldn’t have done it!
It happens again.
Beyond the streets
at the edge of that world
ah, my body rests.

Here, the masses
speak an accent created by a computer bug.
There’s no doubt
it’s a strange phenomenon.
I pull a twisted face.
Oh, hey…
The things I don’t know are the things I can’t remember.
Yeah, I don’t know if it was a bird or something
but I think it drew a figure 8 above me.
Do you think I’ll just surrender and wait to die
when faced with such a half-assed, cruel crisis?
Now,
let’s run away outside
to days darker than here.

I looked back
but that was a mistake.
My vision grew dim and it hurt
but I didn’t have time to suffer.
Together, we do the same thing again,
going through yesterdays we can’t remember
and yesterdays we want to hold close.
Ah, my name rests there.

I’ve realised it—
that place was wrong.
It was awful and dark and cramped
but I looked back fondly on it.
It was my first time.
I swim on the surface of a looping program
and hope to not drown or vanish.
I beg that body of mine
as I loop.

It happens again.
I’ll destroy the whole world
and wipe away the mosaic on my eyes.
Now, swear you won’t forget
before it falls to ruin.
It happens again.
Beyond the streets
at the edge of that world
ah, your name rests.

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