インビジヴル
inbijivuru
Invisible
Vocals: GUMI
Lyrics: Fushi
Composed by: Fushi
Upload date: 17 October 2021
Requested by: angel
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歌詞
頭の中は答えを探してる 世界に収まる解を探してる
僕が僕じゃない”何か”になっていく
正統性なんて意味を持たぬと知る
切り取って、剥いで、縫って、裂いて、まだ足んない
何回も何百回も繰り返して、どうだい？
順番も工程さえもすっぽかした結果
「不正解な僕だ」
ただ単純に存在を、「正解」と「不正解」の判断で証明しているのに！
それを捻じ曲げて悦に浸る不埒こそ
この世界だ
いないいないばぁで消え去った感情どっかいっちゃって！
最底辺で嫌になって、カラカラの僕は
反撃なんて出来なくて満身創痍
当然狂っちまうよ！
感覚さえも消え去って「散々だ！」って嫌になって
表情さえも上手く作れはしないようだ
愛も絶え絶えな結果
僕の感情、存在はinvisibる
「もうどうでもいいや、全部つまらないなぁ」
正体の不明な感情が目を開けた
肯定も否定も溷濁でアッパラパーのパー
解決案くださいコンダクター
もうぶっ倒れそうだ！
頭の中で鳴る 歪、気配
気付けばハウリングってバグ！
今にも弾けそうな心の中身は
泣き叫んでいたの！
もう何に全部無くなって、存在さえも消え去って
呆気になって なんか笑えてきちゃうもんだ
お前の主義も主張も
全部全部全部、消してやるよ
いないいないばぁで消え去った感情全部奪い去って！
最大音量ぶっぱして、完全体の僕だ
聞く耳なんて、もう塞いで問答御無用
起死回生、賽を投げろ消えかけた愛の方向性 反転選んで抗って
感情、存在、愛、全部ノイズ任せに唄う
答えを成したその結果
お前の感情、存在をinvisibる
Romanisation
atama no naka wa kotae o sagashiteru sekai ni osamaru kai o sagashiteru
boku ga boku janai “nanika” ni natte iku
seitousei nante imi o motanu to shiru
kiritotte, haide, nutte, saite, mada tannai
nankai mo nanbyakkai mo kurikaeshite, dou dai?
junban mo koutei sae mo suppokashita kekka
“fuseikai na boku da”
tada tanjun ni sonzai o,”seikai” to “fuseikai” no handan de shoumei shite iru no ni!
sore o nejimagete etsu ni hitaru furachi koso
kono sekai da
inai inaibaa de kiesatta kanjou dokka icchatte!
saiteihen de iya ni natte, karakara no boku wa
hangeki nante dekinakute manshinsoui
touzen kurucchimau yo!
kankaku sae mo kiesatte “sanzan da!” tte iya ni natte
hyoujou sae mo umaku tsukure wa shinai you da
ai mo taedae na kekka
boku no kanjou, sonzai wa invisibru
“mou dou demo ii ya, zenbu tsumaranai naa”
shoutai no fumei na kanjou ga me o aketa
koutei mo hitei mo kondaku de apparapaa no paa
kaiketsuan kudasai kondakutaa
mou buttaoresou da!
atama no naka de naru ibitsu, kehai
kizukeba hauringu tte bagu!
ima ni mo hajikesou na kokoro no nakami wa
nakisakende ita no!
mou nani ni zenbu naku natte, sonzai sae mo kiesatte
akke ni natte nanka waraete kichau mon da
omae no shugi mo shuchou mo
zenbu zenbu zenbu, keshite yaru yo
inai inaibaa de kiesatta kanjou zenbu ubaisatte!
saidai onryou buppashite, kanzentai no boku da
kikumimi nante, mou fusaide mondou o muyou
kishikaisei, sai o nagero kiekaketa ai no houkousei hanten erande aragatte
kanjou, sonzai, ai, zenbu noizu makase ni utau
kotae o nashita sono kekka
omae no kanjou, sonzai o invisibru
Translation
In my mind, I’m searching for answers, for solutions in this world.
I’m becoming something unlike myself.
I know that legitimacy has no meaning.
Cut it, rip it, stitch it, tear it, it isn’t enough.
Well, why not do it tens or hundreds of times?
After neglecting the order and process
“I’m incorrect.”
And I’m even proving existence with a judgement of correct and incorrect!
The insolence of twisting that and boasting about it
is what the world’s about.
With a “peek-a-boo” my feelings went away somewhere.
I’m hollow and am sick of being the worst.
I can’t even strike back. I’m covered in wounds.
I’ll go mad, as I should be.
Even my senses disappear, and I get sick of being in pieces.
It seems like I can’t even make my expressions well.
After love has become feeble,
My feelings and existence turn invisible.
“I’ve had enough, I’m tired of everything!”
My true, uncertain feelings opened their eyes.
Affirmations and denials become unclear. It’s nonsense.
Come on conductor, give me a solution.
I’m about to fall flat.
A twisted presence is calling in my mind.
Before I knew it, it had become a howling bug.
My heart’s contents were calling.
Even now it feels close to bursting.
Everything has gone away, even my existence has vanished.
I’m dumbfounded, and it’s gotten kinda funny now.
I’m gonna erase it all,
everything, everything—all your principles and assertions.
Your feelings disappeared with a “peek-a-boo.” I’ll take them away.
I’m complete, letting off max volume.
I’ll block my ears. There’s no point arguing.
Revive from the brink and cast the dice. I choose to reverse the trend of faded love and resist.
Feelings, existence, love. I’ll leave them all to the static and sing.
After they’ve formed an answer
your feelings and existence turn invisible.
Releska 
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