MIRROR
Vocals: 大沼パセリ (Parsley Onuma)
Lyrics: 大沼パセリ (Parsley Onuma)
Composed by: 大沼パセリ (Parsley Onuma)
Upload date: 15 March 2023
Requested by: Vin
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歌詞
浮き足立つ高笑い 鉄棒の軋む音
恥じらいのからかい あの娘は戸惑い
アイスが食べたい昼下がり
もう夕方だからまた明日
一瞬が一生だ 胸いっぱいの帰り道
天井を見上げて 懐かしむ今の私は
誇れる人間に 愛されるべき人間に
何も見つからないまま 何も気付けなかったな
ごめんよ ごめんよ もう家を出なくちゃ
特別だと思ってた 描いた理想像 ただの依存性
目の前が真っ暗になって それでいいっかって思って
後ろ振り向けば あの日々が睨んでた
涙が枯れる前に笑って 鏡の前で崩れて
最近の調子はどうなの 最低の好意は嫌よ
価値を勝ちで結び 見えない道を進み
置いてけぼりの少年は
いつから下と比べて堕ちて いつから上を見なくなって
もういいや もういいよ もういいや もういいよ
隣り合わせの喜怒哀楽を
特別だと思ってた 描いた理想像 ただの妄想
目の前が真っ暗になって それでいいっかって思って
後ろ振り向けばあの日々が あの日々が
涙が枯れる前に笑って 鏡の前で崩れて
最近の調子はどうなの 最低の好意は嫌よ
価値を勝ちで結び 見えない道を進み
関係なく 容赦なく 壊す心
嘘つき 弱虫 嘘つき 弱虫
雨降る夜に 雨降る夜に
Romanisation
ukiashidatsu takawarai tetsubou no kishimu oto
hajirai no karakai ano ko wa tomadoi
aisu ga tabetai hirusagari
mou yuugata dakara mata ashita
isshun ga isshou da mune ippai no kaerimichi
tenjou o miagete natsukashimu ima no watashi wa
hokoreru ningen ni aisareru beki ningen ni
nani mo mitsukaranai mama nani mo kidzuke nakatta na
gomen yo gomen yo mou ie o denakucha
tokubetsu da to omotteta egaita risouzou tada no izonshou
me no mae ga makkura ni natte sore de ii kka tte omotte
ushiro furimukeba ano hibi ga nirandeta
namida ga kareru mae ni waratte kagami no mae de kuzurete
saikin no choushi wa dou na no saitei no koui wa iya yo
kachi o kachi de musubi mienai michi o susumi
oitekebori no shounen wa
itsu kara shita to kurabete ochite itsu kara ue o minaku natte
mou ii ya mou ii yo mou ii ya mou ii yo
tonariawase no kidou airaku o
tokubetsu da to omotteta egaita risouzou tada no mousou
me no mae ga makkura ni natte sore de ii kka tte omotte
ushiro furimukeba ano hibi ga ano hibi ga
namida ga kareru mae ni waratte kagami no mae de kuzurete
saikin no choushi wa dou na no saitei no koui wa iya yo
kachi o kachi de musubi mienai michi o susumi
kankei naku yousha naku kowasu kokoro
usotsuki yowamushi usotsuki yowamushi
ame furu yoru ni ame furu yoru ni
Translation
The sounds of restless laughter echo with the creaking of an iron bar.
She gets confused over shy banter.
I want to eat ice-cream during the early afternoon.
It’s already evening, so I’ll see you tomorrow.
A moment is a lifetime. My heart was full on the way home.
I look up at the ceiling and feel nostalgic. This is who I am now,
I’ve become someone to be proud of, someone who must be loved.
I didn’t find anything, I hadn’t noticed anything.
Sorry, sorry, I have to leave home.
I thought I was special. I just depended on the ideal thing I imagined.
Everything in front of me turns dark. I thought I was okay with it
and when I looked back, those days were glaring at me.
Before my tears dry up, I’ll smile then break down in front of the mirror.
How have you been? I hate getting the bare minimum of kindness.
Worth is decided by victory. The boy who was left behind
walks an invisible road.
Since when have I fallen so low? Since when have I been unable to look up?
I’m fed up, I’ve had enough, I’m fed up, I’ve had enough
of the human emotions, sitting side by side.
I thought I was special. The ideal thing I imagined was just a delusion.
Everything in front of me turns dark. I thought I was okay with it
and when I looked back, those days, those days were…
Before my tears dry up, I’ll smile then break down in front of the mirror.
How have you been? I hate getting the bare minimum of kindness.
Worth is decided by victory. I walk an invisible road.
Without feeling, without mercy, my heart breaks.
Liar, weakling, liar, weakling.
During a rainy night, during a rainy night…
Releska 
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