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人生ゲーム || Life Game

人生ゲーム
Jinsei Geemu
Life Game

Vocals: 人斬りキョンシィ (Hitokilli Chiang-shih)
Lyrics: 人斬りキョンシィ (Hitokilli Chiang-shih)
Composed by: 人斬りキョンシィ (Hitokilli Chiang-shih)
Release date: 5 October 2020

Requested by: xhocki

Update (20 May 2024): Translation updated based on a comment by ClickityCursor. Thank you!

Content warning: The lyrics contain grotesque imagery and confronting themes.

According to the composer’s comment on the YouTube video, they wrote the lyrics using words contributed by their Twitter followers.

歌詞

alone I break
厭世　現世　憂い
儚い面して　歪んだセックス
潤んだ目　絡める腕　
愛と欲望　灰色　境界　六境
エゴのテロ　舌と舌
貪る　本能　genom
死と同衾　疼く子宮　
無意識　希求
破滅とhelp
我　お前　間に見える
膝前　結界　血塗の扇子
1+1なら　2にしかなれない
理　メスで刻むナンセンス
無いから欲しくなるだけの話
潜在意識　地下で野放し
糞尿　吐瀉物
纏めて蓋する
愚者が作る
腐敗したスープ

世界が殺す私殺す私
独法師　墓地　棒立ち案山子
随喜同業　無自覚　殺生
ストレス　捌口
裏　首吊る便所

人格蹂躙　人生ゲーム
弱者を甚振る　人生ゲーム
牌を奪い合う　人生ゲーム
歪んだ笑顔で　死んでる目
糞　下らない
要らない　その人生ゲーム
嘘吐く　屍
近づくな　汚い

掌返し　fall down
喧々囂々　他人の僕ちゃん
逝って極楽　呪い言葉
脳味噌の溝まで
書き込む　ボールペン
感情　elements
ブチ込むsequence
記憶障害　故
消せない　初期衝動
調教抵抗悪性腫瘍
ゲーム上のバグ　存在が蟲毒
fade out　善と悪
シニカル感覚　言語と化す
ツァラトゥストラ叫ぶハレルヤ
嗅ぎ分ける　嗅覚
淀んだfragrance
空白な己　自ら与える重圧
痛み欲しがる　変態集団　
player killingする　人滅の刃
蒔いた種なら　テメーで刈りな

Romanisation

alone I break
ensei gensei urei
hakanai tsura shite yuganda sekkusu
urunda me karameru ude
ai to yokubou haiiro kyoukai rokkyou
ego no tero shita to shita
musaboru honnou genomu
shi to doukin uzuku shikyuu
muishiki kikyuu
hametsu to help
ware omae aida ni mieru
shizen kekkai chinuri no sensu
1+1 nara 2 ni shika narenai
kotowari mesu de kizamu nansensu
nai kara hoshiku naru dake no hanashi
senzai ishiki chika de nohanashi
funnyou toshabutsu
matomete futa suru
gusha ga tsukuru
fuhai shita suupu

sekai ga korosu watashi korosu watashi
dokuhoushi bochi boutachi kakashi
zuiki dougyou mujikaku sesshou
sutoresu hatsukuchi
ura kubitsuru benjo

jinkaku juurin jinsei geemu
jakusha o jinfuru jinsei geemu
hai o ubaiau jinsei geemu
yuganda egao de shinderu me
kuso kudaranai
iranai sono jinsei geemu
usotsuku shikabane
chikadzuku na kitanai

shouteigaeshi fall down
kenken gou gou tanin no boku chan
itte gokuraku noroi kotoba
nounai no mizo made
kakikomu boorupen
kanjou elements
buchikomu sequence
kioku shougai yue
kesenai shoki shoudou
choukyou teikou akusei shuyou
geemu jou no bagu sonzai ga chudoku
fade out zen to aku
shinikaru kankaku gengo to kasu
tsaratusutora sakebu hareruya
kagiwakeru kyuu kaku
yodonda fragrance
kuuhaku na onore mizukara ataeru juuatsu
itami hoshigaru hentai shuudan
player killing suru jinmetsu no yaiba
maita tane nara temee de kari na

Translation

Alone, I break.
Pessimism, life, sorrow.
I make an empty face and have twisted sex.
Wet eyes, entangled limbs.
Love and desire. Grey. Boundary. Six fields of senses.
Terrorism of ego; tongue and tongue.
Lusting, instinct, genom.
Death and sleeping together. An aching womb.
Unconscious longing.
Ruin and help.
You and I, seen in between.
At my knee, boundary, a blood-stained fan.
1 + 1 can only equal two.
Logic is nonsense, carved in with a scalpel.
All I do is want something from nothing.
Subconscious. I leave it to its own devices.
Excreta and vomit.
Combine them and put a lid on them.
The fool made
a rotten soup.

The world kills me and I kill myself.
A lone bonze. Cemetery. An upright scarecrow.
Trading in happiness. Unconscious barbarity.
Stress. Outlet.
The toilet I hang myself in out the back.

Violating personalities in this life game.
I torment the weak in this life game.
We scramble for tiles in this life game
with twisted smiles and dead eyes.
Shit. How worthless.
I don’t need that life game.
The corpse spits out lies.
Don’t get close. It’s filthy.

As quick as flipping over your palm, fall down.
The voices are noisy. It’s me, the outsider.
I go to the promised land with cursed words.
I even cover the grooves in my brain
writing it down with a ballpoint pen.
My feelings, elements.
I beat out a sequence.
A memory defect is why
I can’t erase my first impulses.
Training resistance tumour.
There’s a bug in the game and existence is venom.
Fade out. Good and evil.
My cynical senses become language.
Zoroaster screams hallelujah.
With my nose, I smell out
this dull fragrance.
My empty self is pressure I put on myself.
The abnormal group seeks pain.
Player killing with blades of human destruction.
Cut down the seeds you sowed with your own hand.

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5 responses to “人生ゲーム || Life Game”

  1. ClickityCursor Avatar
    ClickityCursor

    Hiya! I hope you’re in good health!^^ I find this song quite interesting; however, as I was looking over the lyrics, I just wanted to ask about a few lines. I’d really hate to bother you about this, so I really apologize, but I didn’t want to break your terms by changing it on my own.
    shouldn’t 六境、理、and 吐瀉物 be rokkyou, kotowari (as pronounced in the song), and toshabutsu respectively?
    as for the line「裏　首吊る便所」、I personally interpreted it as, “Just behind, I hang myself in the bathroom.” since I don’t think 便所 refers to the object, but the room. And, I may be mistaken with this one, but shouldn’t エゴのテロ be “Ego terrorism” or something along those lines? I don’t see where “and” comes from; but again, please correct me if I’m wrong, since I might just be confused.

    Also, just to make sure—is it okay if, when using your translations, I shorten lines? I make subbed videos, and often I have to cut lines a bit short because the song goes a bit too fast, and I want the reader to at least somewhat understand. I don’t tend to do this if it diminishes the meaning.
    For example:
    “Six fields of senses.” > “Six senses.”
    “Death and sleeping together.” > “Death, bed-sharing.” (I had to really cut this one down)
    “I leave it to its own devices.” > “I let it do as it pleases.”
    “Combine them and put a lid on them.” > “Mix and put a lid on them.”
    That’s all I’ve had to do so far. Please let me know if this is alright.
    Thank you for your time! And, sorry for such a long comment.^^;

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    1. Releska Avatar
      Releska

      Hello! Thanks for your comment (^_^) I had a cold last week but I’m on the mend now. I hope you’ve been doing well.

      I’ll have a closer look at your comment over the weekend and think about how I can change my translation to be more accurate.

      In the meantime, I think my policy for translyrics might be appropriate for shortening lines (which I’m fine with, since translations can and should be adjusted to best suit the medium they appear in!) Under that, I’m okay with people rewording my translations by crediting it as ‘based on a translation by Releska’ or ‘adapted from a translation by Releska’. Are you okay with that for the example you raised?

      I’ll get back to you about the other things you raised soon – sorry for the delay and thanks for your patience

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        ClickityCursor

        No need to apologize! I don’t mind. I hope you get better soon!
        And thank you for considering! I’m completely fine with putting a disclaimer like that on the video; it’s no problem.
        Have a good day!^^

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        1. Releska Avatar
          Releska

          Hello again! Just letting you know that I looked over the translation (and romanisation) and updated it in line with your suggestions. With 便所, I agree on a second look that it’s the place. I had an impression that it might be the sort of toilet that’s ‘detached’ from the main building, so I stuck with ‘toilet’ since ‘bathroom’ didn’t feel like the right word to describe it, but I think both can be used.

          As for エゴのテロ, that was just me misreading の as と, which appears later in the line…

          Thanks again, and take care (^_^)

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            ClickityCursor

            Thank you as well!^^

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