トーテンタンツ || Totentanz

唇に赤い血塗って
足跡で墓爛れて
今夜が尽きるまで
終わらない舞踏会
痛みも汚れも失くしたまま安らかに眠れ

そう、損してばかりなのはもういい
そう、やられてばかりじゃ報われない

くるくる くるくる 踊ろう
もはや何も目に見えないように
のろのろ のろのろ ゆめごこちで
美しく終えたい

死臭香水かさねて
ベールを墓の上垂らして
今夜が尽きるまで
終わらない大行進
理由も正しさも今の僕にはもういらない

恋しさ、寂しさ、苦しさ、どうせ全部意味ない
呼吸も鼓動ももう忘れて安らかに眠れ

いたいけに腐り爛れ落ちる肉たちよ
恥ずかしげもなく露出する骨たちよ
いつか訪ねてくる果てに次がなければ
美しく終えたい

だから

唇に赤い血塗って
足跡で墓爛れて
今夜が尽きるまで
終わらない舞踏会
痛みも汚れも失くしたまま安らかに眠れ

死臭香水かさねて
ベールを墓の上垂らして
今夜が尽きるまで
終わらない大行進
理由も正しさも今の僕にはもういらない

恋しさ、寂しさ、苦しさ、どうせ全部意味ない
呼吸も鼓動ももう忘れて安らかに眠れ

Kuchibiru ni akai chi nutte
Ashiato de haka tadarete
Kon’ya ga tsukiru made
Owaranai butoukai
Itami mo yogore mo nakushita mama yasuraka ni nemure

Sou, son shite bakari na no wa mou ii
Sou, yararete bakari ja mukuwarenai

Kurukuru kurukuru odorou
Mohaya nani mo me ni mienai you ni
Noronoro noronoro yume gokochi de
Utsukushiku oetai

Shishu kousui kasanete
Beeru o haka no ue tarashite
Kon’ya ga tsukiru made
Owaranai daikoushin
Riyuu mo tadashisa mo ima no boku ni wa mou iranai

Koishisa, sabishisa, kurushisa, douse zenbu imi nai
Kokyuu mo kodou mo mou wasurete yasuraka ni nemure

Itaike ni kusari tadareochiru niku-tachi yo
Hazukashige mo naku roshutsu suru hone-tachi yo
Itsuka tazunete kuru hate ni tsugi ga nakereba
Utsukushiku oetai

Dakara

Kuchibiru ni akai chi nutte
Ashiato de haka tadarete
Kon’ya ga tsukiru made
Owaranai butoukai
Itami mo yogore mo nakushita mama yasuraka ni nemure

Shishu kousui kasanete
Beeru o haka no ue tarashite
Kon’ya ga tsukiru made
Owaranai daikoushin
Riyuu mo tadashisa mo ima no boku ni wa mou iranai

Koishisa, sabishisa, kurushisa, douse zenbu imi nai
Kokyuu mo kodou mo mou wasurete yasuraka ni nemure

I smear red blood on my lips
and desecrate the grave with my footprints.
Until the night ends
it’s an endless ball.
Rest in peace, with pain and impurity lost.

Yeah, I’m sick of losing out.
Yeah, I won’t be rewarded if I’m always being beaten.

Spinning around, let’s dance
until we can’t see anything anymore.
Slow and sluggish, in a trance,
I want a beautiful end.

I spray the perfume of putrid death
and droop the veil over the grave.
Until the night ends
it’s an endless grand parade.
As I am now, I don’t need reasons or justice.

Love, loneliness, suffering—they’re all meaningless in the end.
Forget about breathing and your pulse and rest in peace.

To flesh, rotting and falling away innocently, I call.
To bones, exposed without a care, I call.
If there’s nothing after the inevitable end
I want it to be beautiful.

And so—

I smear red blood on my lips
and desecrate the grave with my footprints.
Until the night ends
it’s an endless ball.
Rest in peace, with pain and impurity lost.

I spray the perfume of putrid death
and droop the veil over the grave.
Until the night ends
it’s an endless grand parade.
As I am now, I don’t need reasons or justice.

Love, loneliness, suffering—they’re all meaningless in the end.
Forget about breathing and your pulse and rest in peace.