Backspace[←]Dependence

歌詞

It’s too late
全て海の底へと消えた
今は夢じゃなくて
満ちた月が欠けていくように
無機質な過去が逃げていく

You don’t seem to understand, right?
This is only a castle of sand
Had you were under the delusion
That there’s your place you would be in heaven

あなたの声が聞こえないふりして笑ってたんだ
窓に映った感情から目を背けた

Break this lie
砕け散った幻
あなたが残したそのノートは白紙のまま
Close my eyes
痛みだけを遺し
The beast inside me keep in sideway
I’m lost in the shadow

甘美な夢に心焼け付いて
目を覚ませないよ

Break this li(f)e

蕾のまま割れてしまった硝子の花
その破片は　鈍く光る
“想い出”にならなかった記憶の中で

あとどれくらい息を止めたら夢を見れるかな
握りしめた右手は今も　迷子のまま

明日を照らす灯火
消えないで　消えないで
冷たくなったアザレア
枯れないで　枯れないで
私は誰の前で　叫べばいいの教えて
ああ なぜ悪夢は醒めるまでそれに気づかないの

Where the “Backspace key” ?

Still awake…
藻掻くほどに虚しく
手にした夜明けは　あまりに脆く…

So, break this lie
砕け散った幻
目蓋の裏側で消えた
Close my eyes
痛みだけを遺し
The beast inside me keep in sideway
I’m lost in the nightmare

Break this lie
Close my eyes

Romanisation

It’s too late
subete umi no soko e to kieta
koko wa yume ja nakute
michita tsuki ga kakete iku you ni
mukishitsu na kako ga nigete iku

You don’t seem to understand, right?
This is only a castle of sand
Had you were under the delusion
That there’s your place you would be in heaven

anata no koe ga kikoenai furi shite waratteta nda
mado ni utsutta kanjou kara me wo somuketa

Break this lie
kudake chitta maboroshi
anata ga nokoshita sono nooto wa hakushi no mama
Close my eyes
itami dake wo nokoshi
The beast inside me keep in sideway
I’m lost in the shadow

kanbi na yume ni kokoro yaketsuite
me wo samasenai yo

Break this li(f)e

tsubomi no mama warete shimatta garasu no hana
sono hahen wa nibuku hikaru
“omoide” ni naranakatta kioku no naka de

ato dore kurai iki wo tometara yume wo mireru kana
nigirishimeta migite wa ima mo maigo no mama

ashita wo terasu tomoshibi
kienaide kienaide
tsumetaku natta azarea
karenaide karenaide
watashi wa dare no mae de sakebeba ii no oshiete
aa naze akumu wa sameru made sore ni kidzukanai no

Where the “Backspace key” ?

Still awake…
mogaku hodo ni munashiku
te ni shita yoake wa amari ni moroku…

So, break this lie
kudakechitta maboroshi
mabuta no uragawa de kieta
Close my eyes
itami dake wo nokoshi
The beast inside me keep in sideway
I’m lost in the nightmare

Break this lie
Close my eyes

Translation

It’s too late.
Everything has vanished to the bottom of the ocean.
I’m not dreaming now.
Like the full moon beginning to wane,
My cold past runs away.

You don’t seem to understand, right?
This is only a castle of sand
Had you were under the delusion
That there’s your place you would be in heaven

I laughed, pretending I couldn’t hear your voice.
I turned away from my feelings reflected in the mirror.

Break this lie.
The illusion is all smashed up.
The note you left behind is still blank.
Close my eyes.
I leave only my pain behind.
The beast inside me keep in sideway
I’m lost in the shadow

My heart yearns for sweet dreams.
I can’t wake up.

Break this li(f)e

The glass flower was smashed apart whilst still a bud.
Its fragments dully shine
In memories that could not become ‘memories.’

How much longer must I hold my breath before I can dream?
My right hand is still clenched. I’m lost.

Flames illuminate tomorrow.
Don’t vanish, don’t vanish…
The azaleas have grown cold.
Don’t wither, don’t wither…
Tell me who I should scream at!
Aah… why can’t we tell we’re having nightmares until they’re over?

Where the “Backspace key” ?

Still awake…
I struggle in vain.
The daybreak I hold in my hands is so fragile…

So, break this lie.
The illusion is all smashed up.
It vanished behind my eyelids.
Close my eyes.
I leave only my pain behind.
The beast inside me keep in sideway
I’m lost in the shadow

Break this lie
Close my eyes