共鳴しない愛のカタチ || The Form of Unsympathetic Love

歌詞

赤く燃える永遠の命よ
その虚しさに 今優しく触れるから

惹かれ合うとは 共鳴するものばかりだと思っていた
けれど二人は 知れば知るほどに正反対だね

心の奥に咲いた花は
私の中だけじゃなかったんだ

自分にはない色に包まれて
私の夜は意地を張った
「そんなもの最初から無かったんだよ」と
言われたみたいに無意識に瞳閉じた

歩幅を確かめながら
静かな夜道を歩いていた
それだけで幸せだと言う意味に 気付けなかった

歩く速さが変わった今
君は随分優しくなったね

「ありがとう」と伝えることが増えたね
謝ると君は嫌がるから
変わらない姿が羨ましいなと
言うだけで 君の瞳はまた揺れていた

自分にはない色が溢れ
肌寒さを知らぬ生涯
この生命が崩れ、終わるその時も
寂しくない
君の温もり、覚えてる

Romanisation

akaku moeru eien no inochi yo
sono munashisa ni ima yasashiku furueru kara

hikareau to wa kyoumei suru mono bakari da to omotte ita
keredo futari wa shireba shiru hodo ni seihantai da ne

kokoro no oku ni saita hana wa
watashi no naka dake ja nakatta nda

jibun ni wa nai iro ni tsutsumarete
watashi no yoru wa iji wo hatta
“sonna mono saisho kara nakatta nda yo” to
iwareta mitai ni muishiki ni hitomi tojita

hohaba wo tashikame nagara
shizuka na yomichi wo aruite ita
sore dake de shiawase da to iu imi ni kidzukenakatta

aruku hayasa ga kawatta ima
kimi wa zuibun yasashiku natta ne

“arigatou” to tsutaeru koto ga fueta ne
ayamaru to kimi wa iyagaru kara
kawaranai sugata ga urayamashii na to
iu dake de kimi no hitomi wa mata yurete ita

jibun ni wa nai iro ga afure
hadasamusa wo shiranu shougai
kono inochi ga kuzure, owaru sono toki mo samishikunai
kimi no nukumori, oboeteru

Translation

O, eternal life, which burns red!
I’m gently touching emptiness now, so…

I thought that we are only attracted to those who we are in sympathy with
But the more we learned about each other, the more opposite we became.

The flowers that bloomed in my heart
Weren’t just inside me.

Though enveloped by a colour absent from myself,
My night was perverse.
“Something like that was missing from the start!”
I unconsciously closed my eyes, as if you said that to me.

While measuring my pace,
I walked upon a silent path at night.
I wasn’t aware it meant that alone would make me happy.

Now, I’m walking at a different pace.
You’ve become quite kind, haven’t you?

I’ve found myself saying “thank you” more often
Because you don’t like it when I apologise.
Through just saying “I’m jealous of your unchanging body,”
Your eyes began to waver again.

A colour absent from myself flows from me.
I did not experience coldness during my lifetime.
Even when my life crumbles away and ends,
I won’t be lonely.
I remember your warmth…