キルマー || Kilmaa

歌詞

かつて深窓の少女は無自覚モーション
痛い位に溢れた狂気を吸って
凄惨な修羅場で一糸も二糸も纏わず
熟れる 獲る 得る 煩悶

下賎の面から遥々 韜晦
外連 面被 備えた令嬢のバージン
群衆は目をつけ 矢鱈滅多ら
耽溺して 選り択り抜く

先見の明は低迷だ
嘆願の甲斐なくhooligan
煽情が明滅 酩酊
奪って去って嗤う

今が生涯 最の底辺だって憂いたくなるよな
都合良く天網なんか存在しないやって
判明したのよ 隷従 隷従
はいはいこれが運命だって
吐き捨てる分からず屋
そこに愛は無い 愛は無いの?
喚いていた 破られたベルベットロープ

宵 ふらふら嘆いて歩いていた
救いなど無いと解っていた
全てを悟ってしまいそうだった
御伽噺みたい だって 観客様は
さぞ楽しいでしょうね 五月蝿い
『熱が潰えるまで仕様がないから観ててやる』

制裁も毒牙も畏れぬ馬と鹿に
与える薬餌は無い

爛々騒ぐ有象無象すり抜けて
淡々放つ言動 救いのない
渇いた眼には業火が咲いた
そうね さよなら

今が生涯 最の底辺だって憂いたくなるよな
都合良く天網なんか存在しないやって
判明したのよ 隷従 隷従
安全策は無い この地獄から
抜け出したいのさ
此処に愛は無い 愛は無いと
願っていた 少女は舞った

『仕様がない』ってもう１回ぐらい
言わせてやるよ なあ
懈怠な衝動 見抜けないで
油断 クランベリーに溺れる
不埒なhooligan
はいはい何も問題ないわって
吐き捨てる少女が
故に愛は無い 愛は無いの
悟って歌う 断ち切るわベルベットロープ

戻らないベルベットロープ

Romanisation

katsute shinsou no shoujo wa mujikaku mooshon
itai kurai ni afureta kyouki o sutte
seisan na shuraba de isshi mo nishi mo matowazu
konareru eru eru hanmon

gesen no men kara harubaru toukai
keren menhi sonaeta reijou no baajin
gunshuu wa me o tsuke yatara mettara
tandeki shite yori yori nuku

senken no mei wa teimei da
tangan no kai naku hooligan
senjou ga meimetsu meitei
ubatte satte warau

ima ga shougai sai no teihen datte ureitaku naru yo na
tsugou yoku tenmou nanka sonzai shinai ya tte
hanmei shita no yo reujuu reijuu
hai hai kore ga unmei da tte
hakisuteru wakarazu ya
soko ni ai wa nai ai wa nai no?
wameite ita yaburareta berubetto roopu

yoi fura fura nageite aruite ita
sukui nado nai to wakatte ita
subete o satotte shimaisou datta
otogibanashi mitai datte kankyaku-sama wa
sazo tanoshii deshou ne urusai
“netsu ga tsuieru made shou ga nai kara mitete yaru”

seisai mo dokuga mo osorenu ba to ka ni
ataeru yakuji wa nai

ranran sawagu uzou muzou surinukete
tantan hanatsu gendou sukui no nai
kawaita me ni wa gouka ga saita
sou ne sayonara

ima ga shougai sai no teihen datte ureitaku naru yo na
tsugou yoku tenmou nanka sonzai shinai ya tte
hanmei shita no yo reijuu reijuu
anzensaku wa nai kono jigoku kara
nukedashitai no sa
koko ni ai wa nai ai wa nai to
negatte ita shoujo wa matta

“shou ga nai” tte mou ikkai gurai
iwasete yaru yo naa
kaitai na shoudou minukenaide
yudan kuranberii ni oboreru
furachi na hooligan
hai hai nani mo mondai nai wa tte
hakisuteru shoujo ga
yue ni ai wa nai ai wa nai no
satotte utau tachikiru wa berubetto roopu

modoranai berubetto roopu

Translation

In a secluded room, the girl once moved unconsciously.
She inhaled a madness that painfully flooded forth.
In a ghastly scene of carnage, she wears not a thread.
She digests, takes, and acquires agony.

She concealed herself, distant from the vulgar ones.
The virgin maiden had prepared her pretences and thick makeup.
The masses, the indiscriminate and thoughtless, have their eyes on her.
They indulge, select and extract.

Foresight is in a slump.
The ones who appeal are worthless hooligans.
Strong emotions flicker in drunkenness.
They snatch her away, leave, and sneer.

I’m at rock bottom now, so I want to wallow in grief.
A convenient heaven’s net doesn’t exist.
It’s established. Slavery, slavery…
Okay, okay. This is fate.
The obstinate fools spit those words out.
There’s no love there. Is there no love?
She was screaming. The velvet rope was torn.

In the night, she walked unsteadily while grieving.
She understood that there was no salvation.
It seems like she’s reached enlightenment.
It’s like a fairy tale. After all, the audience
is having fun, I’m sure. How noisy.
“Until this fever burns out, I can’t do anything, so I’ll watch over you!”

There are no drugs that can be administered to horses and deer (1)
that do not fear restraint or poison fangs.

She slips through a crowd making a fiery racket.
Words and deeds are released dispassionately. There’s no saving them.
Hellfire bloomed in her dry eyes.
Yes. Farewell…

I’m at rock bottom now, so I want to wallow in grief.
A convenient heaven’s net doesn’t exist.
It’s established. Slavery, slavery…
There’s no safety plan. You want to break free
from this hell, don’t you?
There’s no love here. There’s no love.
The girl who wished for that danced.

I’ll make you say “I can’t do anything about it”
at least once more.
Don’t see through my negligent impulses.
Careless. The lawless hooligan
drowns in cranberry.
Okay, okay, nothing’s wrong.
The girl spat those words out.
So, there’s no love. No love at all.
She realises and sings “I’ll sever the velvet rope!” (2)

The velvet rope won’t come back.