エバ || Eva

エバ
eba
Eva

Vocals: flower
Lyrics: 柊キライ (Hiiragi Kirai)
Composed by: 柊キライ (Hiiragi Kirai)
Release date: 3 January 2020

Requested by: oktauxpus
Watch the official video on YouTube!

Update (5 October 2020): Various updates made as per suggestions by Tackmyn. Thank you!


芯の髄から腐ってる
空想由来につき
頭ごなし いじけてる
いつも暗い脳裏

shin no zui kara kusatteru
kuusou yurai ni tsuki
atamagonashi ijiketeru
itsumo kurai nouri

The source of my daydreams
is rotten to the core. Because of it
I become warped and stop listening to others.
My mind is always so dark.

「あたしのこと見てほしい」
それは罪深くて
清潔な部屋で餓死する
蝿の王になればいいのさ

“atashi no koto mite hoshii”
sore wa tsumibukakute
seiketsu na heya de gashi suru
hae no ou ni nareba ii no sa

“I want you to look at me.”
That’s so sinful.
I’m starving in this pure room.
If only I could become the Lord of the Flies.

ヘイヘイ 平々凡々
平凡 平穏 平凡
あたしは あたしは
嫌になるのね
ヘイヘイ 平々凡々
平凡 平穏 平凡
あなた方からやめられないか?

heihei heiheibonbon
heibon heion heibon
atashi wa atashi wa
iya ni naru no ne
heihei heiheibonbon
heibon heion heibon
anatagata kara yamerarenai ka?

Hey, hey, how mediocre.
Mediocre, peaceful, mediocre.
I’m so, I’m so
fed up.
Hey, hey, how mediocre.
Mediocre, peaceful, mediocre.
Can’t you just stop it already?

どうして 嗚呼どうして
滔々と罵倒を垂れてるの
あなた 愛して欲しいの
アイワナビーとはわかるけど
ねえ こうして
あなたは嫌われてくだろう
解って叫びませ さあ
ヘイヘイ 平々凡々

doushite aa doushite
toutou to batou o tareteru no
anata aishite hoshii no
aiwanabii to wa wakaru kedo
nee koushite
anata wa kirawareteku darou
wakatte sakebimase saa
heihei heiheibonbon

Why? Ah… why
does the abuse ooze so torrentially?
I want you to love me
though I know I wanna be…
Come on, like this
you’ll wind up being hated.
Understand that and scream. Go on.
Hey, hey, how mediocre.

ヘイヘイ 平々凡々

heihei heiheibonbon       

Hey, hey, how mediocre.

芯の髄から腐ってる
空想由来につき
今日を生き抜く人たちは
明日の自分案じて憂う

shin no zui kara kusatteru
kuusou yurai ni tsuki
kyou o ikinuku hitotachi wa
asu no jibun anjite ureu

The source of their daydreams
is rotten to the core. Because of it

those who survive today
worry for their future selves.

心優しく
虚ろでいられるから

kokoro yasashiku
utsuro de irareru kara

It’s because
they can be kind yet hollow.

ヘイヘイ 平々凡々
平凡 平穏 平凡
露まみれ 腐りかけ
無垢と騙され
ヘイヘイ 平々凡々
平凡 平穏 平凡
貧しく卑しいエスプリかな

heihei heiheibonbon
heibon heion heibon
tsuyumamire kusarikake
muku to damasare
heihei heiheibonbon
heibon heion heibon
mazushiku iyashii esupuri kana

Hey, hey, how mediocre.
Mediocre, peaceful, mediocre.
They’re covered in dew and half rotten
yet I’m deceived to think they’re pure.
Hey, hey, how mediocre.
Mediocre, peaceful, mediocre.
Is their spirit poor and vulgar, I wonder?

どうして 嗚呼どうして
堂々として満足げなの
あなたドンチューノーとか
かぶりを振っては逃げるので
嗚呼 そうして
このことも忘れてしまうだろう
飾ってないでいてさ
平凡 平穏 平凡

doushite aa doushite
doudou to shite manzokuge nano
anata donchuunoo toka
kaburi o futte wa nigeru no de
aa soushite
kono koto mo wasurete shimau darou
kazattenaide ite sa
heibon heion heibon

Why? Ah, why
do they seem so magnificent and content?
Muttering “Don’t you know?”
you shake your head and escape.
Ah, so like that
you’ll forget about this too.
Don’t dress it up.
Mediocre, peaceful, mediocre.

理性的であれ

riseiteki de are

Be rational!

ヘイヘイ 平々凡々
平凡 平穏 平凡
あたしは あたしは
嫌になるのね
ヘイヘイ 平々凡々
平凡 平穏 平凡
あなた方からやめられないか?

heihei heiheibonbon
heibon heion heibon
atashi wa atashi wa
iya ni naru no ne
heihei heiheibonbon
heibon heion heibon
anatagata kara yamerarenai ka?

Hey, hey, how mediocre.
Mediocre, peaceful, mediocre.
I’m so, I’m so
fed up.
Hey, hey, how mediocre.
Mediocre, peaceful, mediocre.
Can’t you just stop it already?

どうして 嗚呼どうして
滔々と罵倒を垂れてるの
あなた 愛して欲しいの
アイワナビーとはわかるけど
ねえ こうして
あなたは嫌われてくだろう
解って 解って 解って

doushite aa doushite
toutou to batou o tareteru no
anata aishite hoshii no
aiwanabii to wa wakaru kedo
nee koushite
anata wa kirawareteku darou
wakatte wakatte wakatte

Why? Ah… why
does the abuse ooze so torrentially?
I want you to love me
though I know I wanna be…
Come on, like this
you’ll wind up being hated.
Understand, understand, understand.

どうして 嗚呼どうして
堂々として満足げなの
あなたドンチューノーとか
かぶりを振っては逃げるので
嗚呼 そうして
このことも忘れてしまうよ
飾ってないでいてさ

doushite aa doushite
doudou to shite manzokuge nano
anata donchuunoo toka
kaburi o futte wa nigeru no de
aa soushite
kono koto mo wasurete shimau yo
kazattenaide ite sa

Why? Ah, why
do they seem so magnificent and content?
Muttering “Don’t you know?”
you shake your head and escape.

Ah, so like that
you’ll forget about this too.
Don’t dress it up.

ヘイヘイ 平々凡々
平凡 平穏 平凡
ヘイヘイ 平々凡々

heihei heiheibonbon
heibon heion heibon
heihei heiheibonbon

Hey, hey, how mediocre.
Mediocre, peaceful, mediocre.
Hey, hey, how mediocre.

ヘイヘイ 平々凡々

heihei heiheibonbon

Hey, hey, how mediocre.

10 comments

  1. Oho, you did this too! Well… the lyrics Hiiragi writes are so difficult that even the Japanese sometimes don’t understand. I think it’s one of the factors in making their songs addictive… it’s killing us though!
    I translated this song before (it’s on the English (US) caption on the official video, I’m planning to revise some lines after reading your translation) and my translation is pretty different from yours, but this time I can’t force you to alter some parts… well, maybe we can discuss the lyrics just like we did before, if you’d like. But let me say that this translation has far fewer mistakes I can point out– possibly zero– than Autophagy’s.

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  2. Hello! I’m Tackmyn.
    I was very busy but now I’m not so much, so I’m going to make a list of lines in need of revision or further interpretation like we once did. And which language would you like, English or Japanese?
    I mean, I thought it’d be better to write it in Japanese than English in that my English might be sometimes unnatural and hard to understand, and that I would be able to make the document sooner, and that it could help improve your Japanese-reading skills.
    But if you’d like me to make it in English, feel free to tell me so! I can rack my brain then, which would be very good for me.

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    1. Hello! That sounds great, I’d love to get some more feedback from you – also happy for you to write it in Japanese too (^_^) I’m looking forward to reading it! (If there are parts you’d like to write in English, that’s fine too)

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      1. Hello, it’s been a while! I’ve been dead busy lately… here’s a document which shows some lines to be revised or reconsidered.
        https://docs.google.com/document/d/1W-O1VLEVf1VI0sjDmgoKR3BM7Z6-tcVD0YDe3jBcMBk/edit?usp=sharing
        You can comment anything you’d like to here. I don’t know if we can have a real-time conversation, actually…
        And, I am sorry in advance for writing too long. My writings is too messy and I couldn’t organize my thoughts very well… If you should have sentences which is hard to understand, it’s all my fault so don’t hesitate to tell me. Hope you’ll find this helpful!

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        1. Hello!! Like always, I really appreciate this and look forward to reading your suggestions and updating the translation to get us closer to the author’s intended meaning 😎

          I’ll leave a note at the start of the translation when I’m finished reviewing it, but will also leave another comment beneath this one (so you should get a message).

          I’ll do the same thing if I have any questions!! Once again, I really appreciate you taking the time to do this 😊

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        2. Hello again! I hope you’ve been well (^_^) I was finally able to properly read through your feedback, and I made some edits to the translation based on your comments. It was really helpful!

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  3. Hello! It’s been a while. This isn’t a big deal… well it might be, but I found a tweet done by Hiiragi Kirai referring to interpretation of あなた 愛して欲しいの アイワナビーとはわかるけど… which suggests “I want you to love me” could be wrong. (It’s too ambiguous, isn’t it…)
    Here’s the link: https://twitter.com/Kirai_dark/status/1227903823605186560
    So, could you re-consider it when you really don’t have anything else to do? Thank you in advance!

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    1. Hello! Thank you for pointing this out. It seems that the half space between あなた and the rest is significant…

      So, if it should be interpreted as 「あなた(は)『愛して欲しいのアイワナビー』とはわかりますけどね…」
      I wonder if we’d end up with “Though I understand that you want me to love you.” But we still have to fit ‘I wanna be in there.’ It’s very ambiguous!

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