猥雑イデオロギー || A Disorderly Ideology

日本語

持ってないもの手に入れた喜び
大切なもの手放した哀しみ
なんとなくある平穏な日常
垂れ流される猥雑イデオロギー

大丈夫かな？大丈夫かな？
気にしてみた　みたけれどね
何が大丈夫か分からない

そこにあるもの　そこにないもの
ぜんぶ　ぜんぶまとめて見せて欲しいよ
神様はそこにいるでしょ？
いないのならもっとちゃんと隠れててよ

抱きしめていた自分なりの心
蹴り飛ばされてずっと雨を見てた
限りある日は限りなく続いて
不意をつく様に幕を下ろすのでしょう

作るのか壊すのか
愛するのか憎むのかは
近過ぎてたまに間違う

きっとあるもの　きっとないもの
ぜんぶ　ぜんぶまとめて教えてくれよ
神様はきっといるでしょ？
いないのならなんでみんな信じてるの？

何もない部屋　その隅っこに
食べかけのパンの様な希望のカケラ
干涸びて不味そうだけど
カビてないからまだ大丈夫かな？

そこにあるもの　そこにないもの
ぜんぶ　ぜんぶまとめて見せて欲しいよ
神様はそこにいるでしょ？
そこにいるならもっとちゃんと現れてよ

Romanisation

mottenai mono te ni ireta yorokobi
taisetsu na mono tebanashita kanashimi
nantonaku aru heion na nichijou
tarenagasareru waizatsu ideorogii

daijoubu ka na? daijoubu ka na?
ki ni shite mita mita keredo ne
nani ga daijoubu ka wakaranai

soko ni aru mono soko ni nai mono
zenbu zenbu matomete misete hoshii yo
kamisama wa soko ni iru desho?
inai no nara motto chanto kakuretete yo

dakishimete ita jibun nari no kokoro
keritobasarete zutto ame o miteta
kagiri aru hi wa kagiri naku tsudzuite
fui o tsuku you ni maku o orosu no deshou

tsukuru no ka kowasu no ka
ai suru no ka nikumu no ka wa
chikasugite tama ni machigau

kitto aru mono kitto nai mono
zenbu zenbu matomete oshiete kure yo
kamisama wa kitto iru desho?
inai no nara nande minna shinjiteru no?

nani mo nai heya sono sumikko ni
tabekake no pan no you na kibou no kakera
hikarabite mazusou dakedo
kabitenai kara mada daijoubu ka na?

soko ni aru mono soko ni nai mono
zenbu zenbu matomete misete hoshii yo
kamisama wa soko ni iru desho?
soko ni iru nara motto chanto arawarete yo

Translation

I feel happy after getting something I don’t have
and I feel sad after parting with something important.
That stuff kinda happens during my ordinary days
and a disorderly ideology is discharged.

Is it okay? Is it okay?
I tried worrying about it
but I just don’t know what’s okay.

Some things are there, and some things aren’t.
I want you to show them all to me at once.
I wonder if God’s there?
If they aren’t, then hide better!

I embraced my own heart.
I was sent flying and saw rain the whole time.
These limited days continue limitlessly.
They’ll come to an end to catch me off guard.

Create or destroy?
Love or hate?
They’re too close so sometimes I make a mistake.

Some things exist, and some things don’t.
I want you to tell me about them all at once.
God exists, right?
If they don’t, then why does everyone believe in them?

In the corner of an empty room
rests a fragment of hope like half-eaten bread.
It’s stale and looks disgusting
but it’s not mouldy so I wonder if it’s still okay?

Some things are there, and some things aren’t.
I want you to show them all to me at once.
I wonder if God’s there?
If they are, they should be more obvious!