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Vocals: 宮下遊 (Miyashita Yuu)
Lyrics: 宮下遊 (Miyashita Yuu)
Composed by: 宮下遊 (Miyashita Yuu)
Album: 錆付くまで
Release Date: 20 January 2021

Requested by: Spirafall


日本語

指を切っただけ 黒色の約束が

燃えて燃えて爪の先まで
今すぐ嘘をつかなきゃ

本当の私を君と一緒に食べたいの
知って知ったあとに逃げないで
私を見て

愛は敗勢で 興は無い
故に優艶に
剣を刺せ 君を喰うまで

愛は強制で 品がない
故に理外に
晒して裂いてしまおう

私の言葉と顔の裏側の造りは
人と違うを形していたのに
ばれてないの

ねえ気づいてよ 目を覚ましてよ
ばらばらにしてもわからないの
わたしのこと 嫌いだったなんて
死んでから言わないで

愛は再生できはしない
故に一生に
歪を縛るだけ

愛は来世で 逃れたい
故に再演に
間違いもなく死のう

悲劇は過激にね
ほら 嫉妬してもいいの
愛する幸せなんて
ここにないわ

壊して 壊して
どれも同じなのに
分かりたくない

妬いて 泣いて
血がうるさいな少し黙って
わかったわ いつまでも
約束したでしょ

嗚呼 綺麗な抜け殻
故に愛しい
中身は要らないの

嗚呼 屍は物言わぬから好きよ
口を塞ぎましょう

ただ貴女が好きなの
故に苦しい
罪を列べましょう

愛は剥製で 腦が無い
さあ 終焉に
綾なして 永遠にしましょう

Romanisation

yubi o kitta dake kuroiro no yakusoku ga

moete moete tsume no saki made
ima sugu uso o tsukanakya

hontou no watashi o kimi to issho ni tabetai no
shitte shitta ato ni nigenaide
watashi o mite

ai wa haisei de kyou wa nai
yue ni yuuen ni
ken o sase kimi o kuu made

ai wa kyousei de hin ga nai
yue ni rigai ni
sarashite saite shimaou

watashi no kotoba to kao no uragawa no tsukuri wa
hito to chigau o katachi shite ita noni
baretenai no

nee kidzuite yo me o samashite yo
bara bara ni shitemo wakaranai no
watashi no koto kirai datta nante
shinde kara iwanaide

ai wa saisei deki wa shinai
yue ni isshou ni
yugami o shibaru dake

ai wa raise de nogaretai
yue ni saien ni
machigai mo naku shinou

higeki wa kageki ni ne
hora shitto shite mo ii no
ai suru shiawase nante
koko ni nai wa

kowashite kowashite
dore mo onaji nanoni
wakaritaku nai

yaite naite
chi ga urusai na sukoshi damatte
wakatta wa itsu made mo
yakusoku shita desho

aa kirei na nukegara
yue ni itoshii
nakami wa iranai no

aa shikabane wa mono iwanu kara suki yo
kuchi o fusagimashou

tada anata ga suki nano
yue ni kurushii
tsumi o narabemashou

ai wa hakusei de nou ga nai
saa shuuen ni
ayanashite eien ni shimashou

Translation

This black promise was born from merely crossing our pinkies.

Burn, burn to your fingertips!
I’ve gotta tell a lie right away.

I want to eat my true self with you.
Don’t run away once you find out.
Look at me.

Love is a sign of defeat, so I’m not interested.
That’s why
I’ll elegantly thrust my sword in, until I devour you.

Love is coercive and vulgar.
That’s why
I’ll supra-rationally expose it and tear it to shreds.

I modelled what’s behind my words and face
on something that isn’t human
but have I been found out?

C’mon, notice it and wake up.
I’ve cut you to pieces yet you don’t get it.
Don’t tell me you despised me
after you’ve died!

Love can’t be resuscitated.
So, for a lifetime,
one just ties up the distortions.

I want to escape from love in the next life.
That’s why, in this play’s next showing,
I’ll die flawlessly.

Tragedies are radical.
Look—It’s okay to be jealous.
The happiness of love
doesn’t exist within me.

Destroy, destroy.
It’s all the same
but I don’t want to understand.

I envy and weep.
Blood is so noisy. Shut up for a bit!
Okay, okay. That was
an eternal promise.

Ah, what a beautiful shell.
That’s why it’s dear to me.
There’s no need for anything inside.

Ah, corpses are silent, so I love them.
I’ll shut your mouth.

I love you.
That’s why it hurts.
I’ll count out all your sins.

Love is mounted and brainless.
Now, upon your demise
I will manipulate you for eternity.

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