愛です。嫌いです。 || I love. I hate.

愛です。嫌いです。
ai desu. kirai desu.
I love. I hate.

Vocals: flower
Lyrics: シグレ (Shigure), ぬゆり (Nuyuri)
Composed by: シグレ (Shigure)
Arranged by: ぬゆり (Nuyuri)
Upload date: 4 June 2022

Requested by: michu
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歌詞

きっとその症状はもう愛です 嫌いです
完璧に落ちちゃって さぁ

何もなかった 感覚は鈍くなって
大事なことは何にも言えなくって
始まる前にもう前途多難な
君向けの感情表明

この一生使って足りないくらい
終わんないようにしたい
このまんまじゃいらんない
期待はしないと強がって
頭の中は疎外感で(止まんない)

何度だって伝えたいのは愛です 嫌いです
辿る先には何が待ってるの
最後まで僕は君に溺れてく
もう一度触れて 確かめて
もう一度

秘密を教えて
遠くへ行かないで
伸ばしたこの手を
取って連れて行って

どうかしている!
どう思っている?
悲しいや

この一生使って足りないくらい
伝えたいこと伝えたい
このまんまじゃ終わんない
視界が狭くて何も見えないや
ねえ君は今どこを向いてんの?

だって抑えらんないよもう愛です 嫌いです
夢の中でも言葉繰り返して
最初から僕は君に染まっている
もう一度 触れて覚えさせて
もう一度 世界を壊しに来て

何もなかった感覚研ぎ澄まして
諦めそうな自分振りほどいた

もう何度だって応えたいのは愛です 嫌いです
本当の所は未だ見えないけど
最初から僕の心 は決まっていた
もう一度触れて 揺らして

何度だって伝えたいのは愛です 嫌いです
辿る先には何が待ってるの
最後まで僕は君に溺れてく
もう一度触れて 確かめて
もう一度

Romanisation

kitto sono shoujou wa mou ai desu kirai desu
kanpeki ni ochichatte saa

nani mo nakatta kankaku wa nibuku natte
daiji na koto wa nanni mo ienakutte
hajimaru mae ni mou zento tanan na
kimi muke no kanjou hyoumei

kono isshou tsukatte tarinai kurai
owannai you ni shitai
kono manma ja irannai
kitai wa shinai to tsuyogatte
atama no naka wa sogaikan de (tomannai)

nando datte tsutaetai no wa ai desu kirai desu
tadoru saki ni wa nani ga matteru no
saigo made boku wa kimi ni oboreteku
mou ichido furete tashikamete
mou ichido

himitsu o oshiete
tooku e ikanaide
nobashita kono te o
totte tsurete itte

douka shite iru!
dou omotte iru?
kanashii ya

kono isshou tsukatte tarinai kurai
tsutaetai koto tsutaetai
kono manma ja owannai
shikai ga semakute nani mo mienai ya
nee kimi wa ima doko o muiten no?

datte osaerannai yo mou ai desu kirai desu
yume no naka demo kotoba kurikaeshite
saisho kara boku wa kimi ni somatte iru
mou ichido furete oboesasete
mou ichido sekai o kowashi ni kite

nani mo nakatta kankaku togisumashite
akiramesou na jibun furihodoita

mou nando datte kotaetai no wa ai desu kirai desu
hontou no tokoro wa imada mienai kedo
saisho kara boku no kokoro wa kimatte ita
mou ichido furete yurashite

nando datte tsutaetai no wa ai desu kirai desu
tadoru saki ni wa nani ga matteru no
saigo made boku wa kimi ni oboreteku
mou ichido furete tashikamete
mou ichido

Translation

Those symptoms must be love, they must be hatred.
I’ve fallen so completely.

It was nothing. My senses grow dull.
I couldn’t say the most important thing.
The outlook is grim before I’ve even started.
My declaration of feelings is aimed at you.

I’d use up my whole life and it wouldn’t be enough.
I want to make it so it never ends.
I can’t stay like this.
I act tough, saying I’ve got no expectations
but I feel alienated in my mind (I can’t stop it.)

I want to keep telling you I love you, I hate you.
What’s waiting for me when I arrive?
I’ll drown in you until the very end.
I’ll touch you one more time and be sure.
One more time.

Tell me your secrets.
Don’t go far away.
Grab my outstretched hand
and take me with you.

Something’s wrong with me!
What do you think?
I’m sad.

I’d use up my whole life and it wouldn’t be enough.
I want to tell you something.
Things won’t end if they stay like this.
My field of view is so narrow I can’t see anything.
Hey, which way are you looking now?

I just can’t hold it back anymore. I love. I hate.
Even in my dreams the words repeat.
I was stained the same colour as you from the very start.
Touch me once more and make me remember.
Come and destroy my world one more time.

I focused my empty senses
and untangled myself. I was close to giving up.

I want to keep answering that I love you, I hate you.
I actually can’t see it yet
but my heart was set on it from the start.
I’ll touch you one more time then lose my balance.

I want to keep telling you I love you, I hate you.
What’s waiting for me when I arrive?
I’ll drown in you until the very end.
I’ll touch you one more time and be sure.
One more time.


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