インナアチャイルド
innaa chairudo
Inner Child
Performed by: 理芽 (RIM)
Lyrics: 笹川真生 (Mao Sasagawa)
Composed by: 笹川真生 (Mao Sasagawa)
Single: インナアチャイルド (Inner Child) [Official site]
Circle: 理芽 (RIM)
Release date: 5 October 2022
Requested by: Tempera
Watch the official video on YouTube!
歌詞
とても散々な夢でした
どれくらいの愛を飲み込んでみればいいか
まるで
完全に手詰まった
牢獄みたいな運命に
えずいている
いつか
深淵が蔓延って
すれ違いが脳を貫いてしまう
とても散々な日々だって
弱音を吐く、その目が、良い
きみがとおくなったのは
きみがきずになったのは
きみがよわくなったのは
だれかがまちがえたから
めちゃくちゃになれ 胸の奥まで
この日々も心も裸になれ
もう止めないで
求めてみせて
その指は飾りではないの
感情を掘り返す
そして何千回も
間違ってしまう
それは簡単に蘇る。
人の、やわいところを突いた衝動。
やさしく抱きしめて
もう終わりにして欲しい
ここじゃないばしょへ
きみがとおくなったのは
きみがきずになったのは
きみがよわくなったのは
よぞらがひろすぎるから
めちゃくちゃになれ 奥の奥まで
この日々も心も裸になれ
もう止めないで…
もう止めないで！
あいしてみて
離れないように鍵をかけて！
その声も身体もあずけてみて
もし、もう一度だけでも
やれたら間違えたりしない
たとえば
正解があるとして
どれくらい人間に踏み込んでみたい？
Romanisation
todemo sanzan na yume deshita
dore kurai no ai o nomikonde mireba ii ka
maru de
kanzen ni tsumatta
rougoku mitai na unmei ni
ezuite iru
itsuka
shin’en ga habikotte
surechigai ga nou o tsuranuite shimau
todemo sanzan na hibi datte
yowane o haku, sono me ga, ii
kimi ga tooku natta no wa
kimi ga kizu ni natta no wa
kimi ga yowaku natta no wa
dareka ga machigaeta kara
mechakucha ni nare mune no oku made
kono hibi mo kokoro mo hadaka ni nare
mou tomenaide
motomete misete
sono yubi wa kazari de wa nai no
kanjou o horikaesu
soshite nanzenkai mo
machigatte shimau
sore wa kantan ni yomigaeru.
hito no, yawai tokoro o tsuita shoudou.
yasashiku dakishimete
mou owari ni shite hoshii
koko ja nai basho e
kimi ga tooku natta no wa
kimi ga kizu ni natta no wa
kimi ga yowaku natta no wa
yozora ga hirosugiru kara
mechakucha ni nare oku no oku made
kono hibi mo kokoro mo hadaka ni nare
mou tomenaide…
mou tomenaide!
ai shite mite
hanarenai you ni kagi o kakete!
sono koe mo karada mo azukete mite
moshi, mou ichido dake demo
yaretara machigaetari shinai
tatoeba
seikai ga aru to shite
dore kurai ningen ni fumi kondemitai?
Translation
It was such a wretched dream.
How much love should I try holding back?
It’s like
I’m at a complete stalemate
in a prison-like fate.
It makes me sick.
Someday
the abyss will spread like a weed
and misunderstandings will pierce my brain.
Even on wretched days
you complain and look into the distance.
You grew distant
you got hurt
and you grew weak
because somebody messed up.
I get all messed up, even inside my heart
and call for these days and my heart to be stripped bare.
Don’t stop,
show me you want me.
Your fingers aren’t for show, you know.
I dig up my feelings
and then, thousands and thousands of times
I mess up.
It comes back to life so simply,
the urge to pierce into people’s weak points.
Hug me gently.
I want you to end things.
Let’s go somewhere else.
You grew distant
you got hurt
and you grew weak
because the night sky is too vast.
I get all messed up, even inside my depths
and call for these days and my heart to be stripped bare.
Don’t stop now,
don’t stop now!
Try and love me.
Turn the key so we won’t be parted.
Entrust your body and your voice to me.
Even if I only had one more chance
I wouldn’t mess up.
If a right answer
was out there
then how far would you want to tread into humanity?
Releska 
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