愛厭奇縁 || AIENKIEN

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愛厭奇縁
AIENKIEN

Vocals: 春猿火 (Harusaruhi), ヰ世界情緒 (Isekaijoucho)
Lyrics: 煮ル果実 (NILFRUITS)
Composed by: 煮ル果実 (NILFRUITS)
Album: KAMITSUBAKI x Monark Collaboration Album ‘Awake’
Release date: 20 October 2021

Requested by: dean

The title refers to the idea that love works in mysterious ways. In other words, whether you get along with someone or don’t get along with them is out of your control and dependant on fate.


歌詞

縁を列挙して神経 衰弱
どいつもこいつも噛み合わん
ひとつも当たらない
赤子だって知ってるわ
雁字搦めのしがらみは愛じゃないの

産まれつき寄せられている
しっちゃかめっちゃかな嘘
下寄りの恋慕 
対し「嫌い」「好き」勝手吐けた
日は過ぎ去りて 今は孤独死そう

居なくなってから大切に
気付くとかもう5億回は聞いた
有史以来 幾度繰り返す
お決まりの消費者の末路

AもBもCもDもEもFもGも
ふっ飛ばして すっ飛ばして
もう全部分かり合えたら良いのにね
脳内干渉 アイソレーション
知った風に歌って
着飾っても 求めてる深層で
感情論の結末と
絡繰り仕掛けの愛を頂戴な

仮初の愛を得る根を延ばし
エゴに塗れた花を咲かせて
不特定多数の心の奥で
無様に生き延びたい

ねぇもう ねぇもう
燃やしてしまおう
ねぇもう ねぇもう
冷ましてしまおう
ねぇもう ねぇもう
燃やしてしまおう
泣いてる 君が泣いてるからさ
厭世観で汚れた日々を祓おう
纒わり付く羨望や劣情
湧いた運命に歯向かう演出は
いつだって熱く滾らせていたい

AもBもCもDもEもFもGも
ふっ飛ばして すっ飛ばして
もう全部分かり合えたら良いのにね
脳内干渉 アイソレーション
知った風に歌って
着飾っても 求めてる深層で
感情論の結末と
絡繰り仕掛けの愛を頂戴

生も死も美も地位も
奇異も畏怖もいいよ
此処には必要無い
洗脳の末路に咲いた悦楽を
脳内感傷 アイソレーション
知った風に歌って
着飾って 求めて
凍え灰も残んないのでしょう
絡繰り仕掛けの愛がずっと
燃え尽きる程の生を謳歌したい

Romanisation

en o rekyo shite shinkei suijaku
doitsu mo koitsu mo kamiawan
hitotsu mo ataranai
akago datte shitteru wa
ganjigarame no shigarami wa ai ja nai no

umaretsuki yoserarete iru
shicchakamecchaka na uso
shita yori no renbo
taishi “kirai” “suki” katte haketa
hi wa sugisarite ima wa kodoku shisou

inaku natte kara taisetsu ni
kidzuku to ka mou go oku kai wa kiita
yuushi irai ikudo kurikaesu
okimari no shouhisha no matsuro

A mo B mo C mo D mo E mo F mo G mo
futtobashite suttobashite
mou zenbu wakariaetara ii no ni ne
nounai kanshou aisoreeshon
shitta fuu ni utatte
kikazatte mo motometeru shinsou de
kanjouron no ketsumatsu to
karakuri shikake no ai o choudai na

karisome no ai o eru ne o nobashi
ego ni mamireta hana o sakasete
futokutei tasuu no kokoro no oku de
buzama ni ikinobitai

nee mou nee mou
moyashite shimaou
nee mou nee mou
samashite shimaou
nee mou nee mou
moyashite shimaou
naiteru kimi ga naiteru kara sa
enseikan de yogoreta hibi o haraou
matowaritsuku senbou ya retsujou
waida unmei ni hamukau enshutsu wa
itsu datte atsuku tagirasete itai

A mo B mo C mo D mo E mo F mo G mo
futtobashite sutobashite
mou zenbu wakariaetara ii no ni ne
nounai kanshou aisoreeshon
shitta fuu ni utatte
kikazatte mo motometeru shinsou de
kanjouron no ketsumatsu to
karakuri shikake no ai o choudai

sei mo shi mo bi mo chii mo
ki mo ifu mo ii yo
koko ni wa hitsuyou nai
sennou no matsuro ni saita etsuraku o
nounai kanshou aisoreeshon
shitta fuu ni utatte
kikazatte motomete
kogoehai mo nokon nai no deshou
karakuri shikake no ai ga zutto
moetsukiru hodo no sei o ouka shitai

Translation

I list my relationships and get anxious.
I don’t mesh well with anyone
so none of them work out.
Even a baby would understand it.
Being all tied up isn’t love.

From birth, messed-up lies
have been drawing ever closer to me.
I was faced with love losing value
and in response I said I love you and I hate you so freely.
The day passes and now I feel like I’m gonna die alone.

They say you only realise what’s important
once it’s gone. I’ve heard that millions of times.
It’s the fate of a consumer,
one that’s been repeated since the dawn of time.

A, B, C, D, E, F, G,
I drive them off and send them flying.
I wish we could have understood each other.
There’s interference in my brain. Isolation.
I sing like I know it all.
Though I dress it up, deep down inside
I want these emotional arguments to end
and I want you to give me mechanical love.

I stretch out my roots that get fleeting love
and make my egocentric flowers bloom.
I want to stay alive, ugly as I am,
in the hearts of many people.

C’mon, c’mon already.
Let’s burn it to the ground.
C’mon, c’mon already.
Let’s freeze it solid.
C’mon, c’mon already.
Let’s burn it to the ground.
It’s because you’re crying, bawling your eyes out.
Let’s purify days polluted by pessimism.
With envy and lust coiled tight
the play bares its fangs at fate being hatched.
I always want it to boil hot.

A, B, C, D, E, F, G,
I drive them off and send them flying.
I wish we could have understood each other.
There’s interference in my brain. Isolation.
I sing like I know it all.
Though I dress it up, deep down inside
I want these emotional arguments to end
and I want you to give me mechanical love.

I don’t care about life, death, beauty, status,
strangeness and awe.
They’re not needed here.
Give me the pleasure that comes after brainwashing.
Feelings in my brain. Isolation.
I sing like I know it all.
I dress up and I want you.
I guess no frozen ash will be left behind.
Still, mechanical love will last forever.
I want to celebrate my burning life.


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