Payload

蛍光は閉じた
不平等が
身を切りつけ

形骸の末に
戻んないな
色褪せたフレア

死ぬほどに痛いのなら
止めれば良いと

健常者は説く
無神経だ
分かるものか

愛してる今でも信じることを
簡単に裏切れるなら
自己否定もない

照る日に朝を見ずに
暗澹を綯い交ぜ輝く

木伝う涙を知り
優しさで苛む弱さを

奏でる　ただ認めて
欲しいと願い事でさえ

奏でる　浅ましさを
吐き出せない静かな夢に

かかったら最後な罠Do you wanna?
ノイジーマイノリティ故意に相思相愛に
我愛你なんだっけ
当たり障りないことばっか言っとけばいっか
TRUST　Maybe美しさ？信じるのは僕だけ

（Carrying my payload）

情操であれば
気硬性も
緩くなると

等閑に語る
シュレッダーを
動かすヤツの

人生の手解きなど
空虚が襲うだけ

後味悪く放り捨てても
悔いは残らない

地の底で卑しく寝穢く映ろうとも
正気なのは悪いと言うのか

照る日に朝を見ずに
暗澹を綯い交ぜ輝く

木伝う涙を知り
優しさで苛む弱さを

奏でる　ただ認めて
欲しいと願い事でさえ

奏でる　浅ましさを
吐き出せない静かな夢に

keikou wa tojita
fubyoudou ga
mi o kiritsuke

keigai no sue ni
modonnai na
iroaseta furea

shinu hodo ni itai no nara
yamereba ii to

kenjousha wa toku
mushinkei da
wakaru mono ka

aishiteru ima demo shinjiru koto o
kantan ni uragireru nara
jikohitei mo nai

teru hi ni asa o mizu ni
antan o naimaze kagayaku

kozutau namida o shiri
yasashisa de sainamu yowasa o

kanaderu tada mitomete
hoshii to negaigoto de sae

kanaderu asamashisa o
hakidasenai shizuka na yume ni

kakattara saigo na wana Do you wanna?
noijii mainoriti koi ni soushisouai ni
wǒ ài nǐ nanda kke
atarisawari nai koto bakka ittokeba ikka
TRUST Maybe utsukushisa? shinjiru no wa boku dake

(Carrying my payload)

jousou deareba
kikousei mo
yuruku naru to

toukan ni kataru
shureddaa o
ugokasu yatsu no

jinsei no tehodoki nado
kuukyo ga osou dake

atoaji waruku hourisutetemo
kui wa nokoranai

chi no soko de iyashiku igitanaku utsurou tomo
shouki nano wa warui to iu no ka

teru hi ni asa o mizu ni
antan o naimaze kagayaku

kozutau namida o shiri
yasashisa de sainamu yowasa o

kanaderu tada mitomete
hoshii to negaigoto de sae

kanaderu asamashisa o
hakidasenai shizuka na yume ni

The phosphorescent light is off.
Inequality
cuts at me.

After becoming a shell
there’s no going back.
The flare has faded.

“If it hurts so much you could die
then just stop.”

That’s what the normal people preach.
They’re so callous.
As if they’d understand.

I love you, and even now I still believe.
If I could betray you so easily
I’d have no self-denial at all.

Without watching the dawn on a sunny day
I spin it with darkness then shine.

I know tears all too well, as they move down the trunk
and I know the tormenting weakness born from kindness.

I perform, though even my wish
for you to notice me feels impossible.

I perform in a silent dream
where I can’t get this misery off my chest.

Once laid, it’s the final trap. Do you wanna?
Those noisy minorities have guilty minds and mutual love.
Wo ai ni? What’s that mean?
 Guess I should just say things that don’t cause any obstacles.
TRUST, maybe beauty? I’m the only one who believes.

(Carrying my payload.)

They say if you appreciate beauty
then even your hardness
will soften.

Those lowlives
make light of things
and start up the shredder.

Teach them the basics of life
and a void’s just going to come calling.

Even if I don’t like the aftertaste and toss it away
no regrets remain.

Even if I seem vulgar and slovenly in the depths of the Earth
Is it bad to be sane?

Without watching the dawn on a sunny day
I spin it with darkness then shine.

I know tears all too well, as they move down the trunk
and I know the tormenting weakness born from kindness.

I perform, though even my wish
for you to notice me feels impossible.

I perform in a silent dream
where I can’t get this misery off my chest.