刹那ヤマイ || Acute Disease

歌詞

晴天の日の少々、感傷に浸る午後
懐かしき故郷　夢見な理想郷
忘れがちな嘘　あるまじきEmotion
企みし今生の消せぬ怨霊の炎

産まれる前からそうでもあったかの様に 周りに不干渉を通し
何でもかんでも拝んだくらいで助くなら越えるタスク また迷信
LOWからLOW 簡素なイメージ　論じる間に尾鰭のベイビーズ
なら、もう　ただボーっとするを没頭し冒頭のロードはおわりだ

洗いざらい、話したかい？
この際、喰らう祟りなら
愛煩いに病んだ２人の深手　包帯をぐるぐる包む
ほらwe get a motion　追いかけっこを問い掛け
濃い影法師の向こうに　葉っぱざわめき　雲に隠れた
キミの心の何処かの欠片光ってるから

今、夢見がちで悴んだ指をそっと溶かし
明日を踏み出す刹那Falling down　もう二度と無い
鳥籠飛び立つStory　よーいドンを唱える
「虹を越えていきなさい」

行く手に蔓延った病の熱で人と成り
闇を切り裂き散ったForever　最早永遠じゃない
鳥籠飛び立つStory　よーいドンを唱える
「空を蹴散らして―」

何をやって　何で終わる
何が良くて　何がバツ
喜怒哀楽　気の無い炭酸水に安心し
発症する破傷風
話半ばで　もう　形作られる
そう　私の中で　ふと　生まれた何かを
嬉しそうに抱えたりするなら
自分で自分の一部が解らなくなりそう

もうやめてよ　からからわないで　関わらないでと
カラカラ嗤ってる誰かしらに向け
何遍と言ってるのに、かくれんぼだと思ってるみたい
嫌いよと不貞腐れ　陽が暮れる前
つっけんどんな私莫迦らしいと成る
ごめんねと祭囃子　耳傾け足踏みならし
手を繋いだら　泣きそうにないから
寄り添った黒子が伸びる　ほんのちょっと大人びる
自由に撃たれに空を彷徨うよ

長い　長い　揺らぐ　２人
この旅の終わり　鏡写しの貴方ならもういないよ
ヒビ割れた過去が残るのみ
さぁ生き方はどうしようと　目指すは高所
鍵ならすでに開いてるはずだろう
思い通りに世界は回る
キミの背中の羽はとっくに動いてるから

今、夢見がちで悴んだ指をそっと溶かし
明日を踏み出す刹那Falling down　もう二度と無い
鳥籠飛び立つStory　よーいドンを唱える
「虹を越えていきなさい」

行く手に蔓延った病の熱で人と成り
闇を切り裂き散ったForever　最早永遠じゃない
鳥籠飛び立つStory　よーいドンを唱える
「空を蹴散らして―」

季節の如く表情を変える彼女は世界を愛して止まない
何かにつけて後出しジャンケンに取れる行動なら似合わない
そう気付いた瞬間　変わる瞬間　刹那ヤマイ
色が付いた空間　埋める空白　切ない愛

さぁ、夢想歌と嗤い笑みを散らし
薄紅色のそれを塞いでた
想いを紡ぐウタを謳おう
もう、泣いてなんかいない

今、夢見がちで悴んだ指をそっと溶かし
明日を踏み出す刹那Falling down　もう二度と無い
鳥籠飛び立つStory　よーいドンを唱える
「虹を越えていきなさい」

行く手に蔓延った病の熱で人と成り
闇を切り裂き散ったForever　最早永遠じゃない
鳥籠飛び立つStory　よーいドンを唱える
「放て、刹那ヤマイノ鼓動」

Romanisation

seiten no hi no shoushou, kanshou ni hitaru gogo
natsukashiki kokyou yumemi na risoukyou
wasuregachi na uso aru majiki Emotion
takurami shi konjou no kesenu onryou no honoo

umareru mae kara sou demo attaka no you ni mawari ni fukanshou wo tooshi
nan demo kan demo oganda kurai de tasuku nara koeru tasuku mata meishin
LOW kara LOW kanso na imeeji ronjiru aida ni obire no beibiizu
nara, mou tada boo tto suru wo bottou shi boutou no roodo wa owari da

arai zarai, hanashita kai?
kono sai, kurau tatari nara
wazurai ni yanda futari no fukade houtai wo guru guru tsutsumu
hora we get a motion oi kake kko wo toikake
koi kageboushi no mukou ni happa zawameki kumo ni kakureta
kimi no kokoro no dokoka no kakera hikatteru kara

ima, yumemi gachi de kajikanda yubi wo sotto tokashi
asu wo fumidasu setsuna Falling down mou nido to nai
toribako tobitatsu Story yooi don wo tonaeru
“niji wo koete ikinasai”

yukute ni habikotta yamai no netsu de hito to nari
yami wo kirisaki chitta Forever mohaya eien ja nai
torikago tobitatsu Story yooi don wo tonaeru
“sora wo kechirashite”

nani wo yatte nande owaru
nani ga yokute nani ga batsu
kidoairaku ki no nai tansansui ni anshin shi
hasshou suru hashoufuu
hanashinagaba de mou katachidzukurareru
sou watashi no naka de futo umareta nanika wo
ureshisou ni kakaetari suru nara
jibun de jibun no ichibu ga wakaranaku narisou

mou yamete yo kara kara wanaide kakawaranaide to
kara kara waratteru dare kashira ni muke
nanben to itteru no ni, kakurenbo da to omotteru mitai
kirai yo to futekusare hi ga kureru mae
tsukken donna watashi baka rashii to naru
gomenne to matsuri bayashi mimi katamuke ashibumi narashi
te wo tsunaidara nakisou ni nai kara
yorisotta hokuro ga nobiru hon no chotto otona biru
jiyuu ni utare ni sora wo samayou yo

nagai nagai yuragu futari
kono tabi no owari kagami utsushi no anata nara mou inai yo
hibi wareta kako ga nokoru nomi
saa ikikata wa dou shiyou to mezasu wa kousho
kagi nara sude ni aiteru hazu darou
omoi doori ni sekai wa mawaru
kimi no senaka no hane wa tokku ni ugoiteru kara

ima, yumemigachi de kachikanda yubi wo sotto tokashi
asu wo fumidasu setsuna Falling down mou nido to nai
torikago tobitatsu Story yooi don wo tonaeru
“niji wo koete ikinasai”

ikute ni habikotta yamai no netsu de hito to nari
yami wo kirisaki chitta Forever mohaya eien ja nai
torikago tobitatsu Story yooi don wo tonaeru
“sora wo kechirashite―”

kisetsu no gotoku hyoujou wo kaeru anata wa sekai wo aishite yamanai
nanika ni tsukete atodashi janken ni toreru koudou nara niawanai
sou kidzuita shunkan kawaru shunkan setsuna yamai
iro ga tsuita kuukan umeru kuuhaku setsunai ai

saa, musou uta to warai emi wo chirashi
usubeni’iro no sore wo fusaideta
omoi wo tsumugu uta wo utaou
mou, naite nanka inai

ima, yumemigachi de kajikanda yubi wo sotto tokashi
asu wo fumidasu setsuna Falling down mou nido to nai
torikago tobitatsu Story yooi don wo tonaeru
“niji wo koete ikinasai”

ikute ni habikotta yamai no netsu de hito to nari
yami wo kirisaki chitta Forever mohaya eien ja nai
torikago tobitatsu Story yooi don wo tonaeru
“hanate, setsuna yamai no kodou”

Translation

An afternoon steeped in sentimentality – just a minute during a fine day.
The hometown I long for is a utopia, one that I see when I dream.
Forgetful lies, and improper emotions –
They are the flames of an unfading vengeful spirit, who schemes in this world.

It was like that before I was born. Its flames were warm, and it passed by, interfering with no one.
If anything and everything can be saved through just praying, then the task is to cross over. Another superstition.
From low to low – a plain image. Whilst arguing, those babies wave their fins and tails around.
If so… hah! You’ll give yourself up to doing nothing, and your starting road is the end.

We spoke about everything, didn’t we?
And now, what was the punishment I received?
Sick from annoying love, I succumbed to two gashes. The bandages wind round and round.
Look – we get a motion. Asking questions while playing tag.
Beyond the thick shadows, the leaves stir, hidden in the clouds,
Because a fragment of light somewhere in your heart is shining.

In a dream-like state, my numb fingers gently melt away.
The moment I step into tomorrow, I fall down. Never again!
This is a story of how I flew out of my birdcage. “Ready… go!” I cry.
“Please, cross over that rainbow!”

Through the heat of the fever that blocked my path, I took the form of a human.
Eternity cut up and scattered the darkness. It’s not eternity anymore!
This is a story of how I flew out of my birdcage. “Ready… go!” I cry.
“I’ll shatter the sky!”

When we do something, why does it end?
What is good, and what is bad?
Human emotions. I find comfort in flat drinks,
And lockjaw breaks out
In the middle of speaking. I can no longer form words.
Yes, if I can delightfully carry something
Suddenly born inside me,
Then I feel like I won’t be able to understand a part of myself anymore.

That’s enough! Don’t laugh at me. Don’t mess with me.
I face someone who drily laughs at me.
No matter how many times I say it, it seems like they think this is a game of tag.
“I hate you!” I sulk, before the sun sets.
I’m blunt. I must be such an idiot.
“I’m sorry.” I tilt my ears to the festival band, and stamp my feet.
When our hands are linked, you don’t look sad,
So you, the stagehand who I got close to, stretches out. You look just a little grown-up.
Struck by freedom, I loiter beneath the sky.

We sway together for a long, long time.
We’re at the end of our journey. You’re not there, reflected in the mirror, anymore.
Only the shattered fragments of the past remain.
So, how should I live? I’ll aim for the summit.
The key must have already opened the door.
The world keeps turning, as expected.
The wings on your back already started moving, long ago.

In a dream-like state, my numb fingers gently melt away.
The moment I step into tomorrow, I fall down. Never again!
This is a story of how I flew out of my birdcage. “Ready… go!” I cry.
“Please, cross over that rainbow!”

Through the heat of the fever that blocked my path, I took the form of a human.
Eternity cut up and scattered the darkness. It’s not eternity anymore!
This is a story of how I flew out of my birdcage. “Ready… go!” I cry.
“I’ll kick away the sky!”

You, whose feelings change like the seasons, will not stop loving the world.
Waiting to see your opponent’s move in a game of rock-paper-scissors doesn’t suit you!
Yes, the moment I noticed it, the moment it changed, I suffered from an acute disease.
The coloured sky, the buried blankness, painful love.

Now, I scatter that song of dreams and that sneer of mine.
I stopped up my mouth.
I shall sing a song tied to my feelings.
I’m not crying anymore…

In a dream-like state, my numb fingers gently melt away.
The moment I step into tomorrow, I fall down. Never again!
This is a story of how I flew out of my birdcage. “Ready… go!” I cry.
“Please, cross over that rainbow!”

Through the heat of the fever that blocked my path, I took the form of a human.
Eternity cut up and scattered the darkness. It’s not eternity anymore!
This is a story of how I flew out of my birdcage. “Ready… go!” I cry.
“Give off the palpitations of this acute disease!”