灰色のひみつ || An Ashen Secret

歌詞

迷いの道 彷徨いゆく
季節外れの闇の旅
眩しすぎる月あかり 刻のカケラ

痛む心 飲み込まれて
あなたの愛をつまみ食い
食べかけの夜 腐らせて捨ててしまえ

あの日のように会えるのかな
指折り数え思い出す
淋しさだけで繋がれた大切な人

涙がこぼれ落ちてく
永遠なんてないの
気持ちを昇華するまでは
私を必要だって言って

歴史の中 残されない
私の願い壊れていく
流れ落ちる肉体は夢のカケラ

Romanisation

mayoi no michi samayoi yuku
kisetsuhazure no yami no tabi
mabushisugiru tsukiakari toki no kakera

itamu kokoro nomikomarete
anata no ai wo tsumami kui
tabekake no yoru kusarasetete shimae

ano hi no you ni aeru no kana
yubiorikazoe omoidasu
sabishisa dake de tsunagareta taisetsu na hito

namida ga kobore ochiteku
eien nante nai no
kimochi wo shouka suru made wa
watashi wo hitsuyou da tte itte

rekishi no naka nokosarenai
watashi no omoi kowarete iku
nagare ochiru nikutai wa yume no kakera

Translation

I’m roaming along a doubtful road,
Taking an out-of-season journey in the dark.
The moonlight is too bright. Fragments of time surround me.

My aching heart is swallowed up.
I consume your love in secret.
I’ll let that half-eaten night rot, and I’ll throw it away!

I wonder if we can meet again like on that day…
I count on my fingers and remember you—
You’re important to me, but only loneliness tied us together.

My tears fall.
There’s no such thing as eternity.
Until my feelings undergo sublimation,
Tell me that you need me!

I won’t be left behind in history.
I begin to destroy my desires.
My body, flowing down, forms the fragments of dreams.