優しさに甘えすぎて || I Depended Too Much on Your Kindness

Album art.

優しさに甘えすぎて
yasashisa ni amae sugite
I Depended Too Much on Your Kindness

Vocals: senya
Lyrics: かませ虎 (Kamasetora)
Arranged by: ぬらりひょん (Nurari-hyon)
Album: 特異点の怪物的感情 (Singularity’s Monstrous Feeling) [Official Site]
Circle: 幽閉サテライト (Yuuhei Satellite)
Event: Autumn Reitaisai 2 [ARTS2]
Original theme: Romantic Children

Requested by: Sayako


歌詞

後悔して 手遅れで
それを我慢してる今の僕
情けない そんな日々さ

一人では何もできないことを知った
いつもそう 君はキッカケをくれていた

意地を張ってばかりだったね
若すぎたんだ

譲れない 許せない
君相手だと、どうして
こんなに子供になるんだろう
後悔して 手遅れで
それを我慢してる今の僕
情けない そんな日々さ

優しさに甘えすぎてたんだね
君の情をただ 弄んだだけだったのさ

意地を張るだけ苦しめてた
自分の未来

譲れない 許せない
君相手だと、どうして
こんなに子供になるんだろう
後悔して 手遅れで
それを我慢してる今の僕
情けない そんな日々さ

進まなきゃ 譲らなきゃ
想いが錆びてしまう時なんてないと
信じたかったけど

磨かなきゃ 描かなきゃ
置いてきた優しさをこの手に握り締め
君の元へ

Romanisation

koukai shite teokure de
sore wo gaman shiteru ima no boku
nasakenai sonna hibi sa

hitori de wa nani mo dekinai koto wo shitta
itsumo sou kimi wa kikkake wo kurete ita

iji wo hatte bakari datta ne
waka sugita nda

yuzurenai yurusenai
kimi aite da to, doushite
konna ni kodomo ni naru ndarou
koukai shite teokure de
sore wo gaman shiteru ima no boku
nasakenai sonna hibi sa

yasashisa ni amae sugiteta nda ne
kimi no jou wo tada moteasonda dake datta no sa

iji wo haru dake kurushimeteta
jibun no mirai

yuzurenai yurusenai
kimi aite da to, doushite
konna ni kodomo ni naru ndarou
koukai shite teokure de
sore wo gaman shiteru ima no boku
nasakenai sonna hibi sa

susumanakya yuzuranakya
omoi ga sabite shimau toki nante nai to
shinjitakatta kedo

migakanakya egakanakya
oite kita yasashisa wo kono te ni nigiri shime
kimi no moto e

Translation

I feel regret. I was too late
and now, I put up with it.
My days are so miserable.

I knew that I couldn’t do anything alone.
It was always the same—you gave me a chance.

I was so obstinate, though.
I was too young.

I can’t surrender. I can’t tolerate it.
Why is it that, when I’m with you,
I become such a child?
I feel regret. I was too late
and now, I put up with it.
My days are so miserable.

I depended too much on your kindness.
All I did was play with your feelings.

I tormented my own future
by being stubborn.

I can’t surrender. I can’t tolerate it.
Why is it that, when I’m with you,
I become such a child?
I feel regret. I was too late
and now, I put up with it.
My days are so miserable.

I must move on. I must yield to you.
I wanted to believe that the time for feelings to rust away
Would never come.

I must improve myself. I must imagine it.
I will grip the kindness you left behind
and head to you.

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