春霞 || Springtime Haze

歌詞

決めてたのよ いつか来る別れの日は
決して　泣かないで手を振ると
練習したのよ 君が背を向けるまでは
笑顔 絶やさずに見送ると
困らせてしまわぬように

ただそれだけのことが難しくて
時計の針は忙しなく螺旋描く

淡い色に着飾られた 見慣れた街並み
背を向けて歩き出す君の
肩にひらり花が落ちて 景色に溶けてく
此処に居た記憶を連れてくように

言えなかったよ 過ごした日重ねる度
募る あたたかな恋心
たぶん今日も 上出来な振る舞いなど
遠い 理想像 それでも尚
君の顔 焼き付けたい

目が見えなくなるくらいくしゃくしゃにした
精一杯の笑顔には可笑しい涙

淡く染まる君の背中 ひらひら舞う花
大丈夫 見られてないから
行き先には無限の夢　未来を踏む街
此処に居るわたしを残したまま

淡い色に染まりきった　君は春霞
残るのは　まだ消えない影

さようならは言わないから　また逢える日まで
此処に居た軌跡を辿る日まで

Romanisation

kimeteta no yo itsuka kuru wakare no hi wa
keshite nakanaide te o furu to
renshuu shita no yo kimi ga se o mukeru made wa
egao tayasazu ni miokuru to
komorasete shimawanu you ni

tada sore dake no koto ga muzukashikute
tokei no hari wa sewashinaku rasen egaku

awai iro ni kikazarareta minareta machinami
se o mukete arukidasu kimi no
kata ni hirari hana ga ochite keshiki ni toketeku
koko ni ita kioku o tsureteku you ni

ienakatta yo sugoshita hi kanaseru tabi
tsunoru atataka na koigokoro
tabun kyou mo joudeki na furumai nado
tooi risouzou sore demo nao
kimi no kao yakitsuketai

me ga mienaku naru kurai kusha kusha ni shita
sei ippai no egao ni wa okashii namida

awaku somaru kimi no senaka hira hira mau hana
daijoubu miraretenai kara
ikisaki ni wa mugen no yume mirai o fuku machi
koko ni iru watashi o nokoshita mama

awai iro ni somari kitta kimi wa harugasumi
nokoru no wa mada kienai kage

sayounara wa iwanai kara mata aeru hi made
koko ni ita kiseki o tadoru hi made

Translation

I made my decision. When we someday part,
I will wave at you without crying.
I practiced smiling, seeing you off without letting it die out
until you turn your back to me.
I did it all so I wouldn’t make you worry.

But that much is so difficult.
The clock’s hands restlessly draw a spiral.

I’ve grown familiar with the streetscape, all dressed up in pale colours.
You start walking, pretending not to see me.
Petals fall onto your shoulder and fade into the scenery.
They seem to take along my memories of being here.

I couldn’t tell you how I felt. With each day that passed,
My love for you grew stronger.
I suppose, even today, putting on a good performance
is a distant ideal. Even so,
I want to burn your face into my memory.

I crumpled my face up so much you couldn’t see my eyes.
I did my best to smile, but my tears were so ridiculous.

Flowers flutter and dance on your pale back.
It’s fine, since I haven’t been seen yet.
Your destination is an eternal dream, a street treading upon the future.
All the time, I am left behind here.

You are a springtime haze, dyed a light colour.
All that remains is your shadow, which hasn’t vanished yet.

I won’t say goodbye until the day when we can meet again,
Until I follow the traces from your existence here…