邪な炎 || Wicked Flames

歌詞

わかってるんだダメっていうの
だまってたってわかっちゃうんだ
きっと傍にいるだけで暖かいはず
勝手だけどいつまでもこのままで

毎日見つめてる炎
揺らめいて私を誘う
見慣れた屍も何故か
いつもより綺麗に見える

胸に滾る思い投げ込んで
熱く燃やし全て溶かしきって
いつかの地獄を取り戻す

焦っちゃうんだ先走ってる
止まんないんだ壊してばかり
こんなふうじゃ大事なものなくしちゃうかも
涙流れる前に戒める

舞い散る邪な火の粉
纏わり付いて唆す
見えない聞こえない素振り
でも何故か右手がほてる

赤く光る胸がうずいちゃった
深く眠る野望目覚めちゃった
火の玉飛ばして焼尽す

困っちゃうんだ忘れちゃうの
わかんないんだ落としちゃうの
何より大切なものは覚えてる
足りない私だけど捨てないで

焦っちゃうんだ先走ってる
止まんないんだ壊してばかり

わかってるんだダメっていうの
だまってたってわかっちゃうんだ
きっと傍にいるだけで暖かいはず
勝手だけどいつまでもこのままで
このままで

Romanisation

wakatteru nda dame tte iu no
damatte tatte wakacchau nda
kitto soba ni iru dake de atatakai hazu
katte dakedo itsu made mo kono mama de

mainichi mitsumeteru honoo
yurameite watashi o sasou
minareta shikabane mo nazeka
itsumo yori kirei ni mieru

mune ni tagiru omoi nagekonde
atsuku moyashi subete tokashi kitte
itsuka no jigoku o torimodosu

asecchau nda sakibashitteru
tomannai nda kowashite bakari
konna fuu ja daiji na mono nakushichau kamo
namida nagareru mae ni imashimeru

maichiru yokoshima na hinoko
matowaritsuite sosonokasu
mienai kikoenai soburi
demo nazeka migite ga hoteru

akaku hikaru mune ga uzuichatta
fukaku nemuru yabou mezamechatta
hinotama tobashite yakitsukusu

komacchau nda wasurechau no
wakannai nda otoshichau no
nani yori taisetsu na mono wa oboeteru
tarinai watashi dakedo sutenaide

asecchau nda sakibashitteru
tomannai nda kowashite bakari

wakatteru nda dame tte iu no
damatte tatte wakacchau nda
kitto soba ni iru dake de atatakai hazu
katte dakedo itsu made mo kono mama de
kono mama de

Translation

I know, I know you’ll say it’s no good.
You were silent, but it became clear to me.
It must be so warm just being by your side.
It’s selfish of me, but I want to stay like this forever.

I look at the flames every day.
They flicker and beckon me.
For some reason, the corpse I grew used to seeing
seemed more beautiful than usual.

I throw in the thoughts seething in my heart.
They burn hot and will melt everything.
I will reclaim that hell from so long ago.

I’ll get impatient and act impertinent.
I won’t stop. I keep breaking things.
I might even lose the things I value at this rate.
I’ll punish myself before I shed tears.

Wicked sparks dance down.
They follow me and entice me.
I can’t see them. I can’t hear them. I swat at them
but my right hand feels hot for some reason.

My heart, shining red, ached.
I became aware of my ambitions, which were sleeping deeply.
The fireballs fly and burn to nothing.

I’m worried. Did I forget it?
I don’t know. Did I drop it?
I remember my most important thing.
I’m not good enough, but please don’t abandon me.

I’ll get impatient and act impertinent.
I won’t stop. I keep breaking things.

I know, I know you’ll say it’s no good.
You were silent, but it became clear to me.
It must be so warm just being by your side.
It’s selfish of me, but I want to stay like this forever.
Just like this…