ベタ || Betta

歌詞

当てにしちゃいないさ　愛尓あいにー
愛に　溺れてしまう前に
老酒飲み干してさ

さあ　いつだって逃げといで
今宵は良い宵よ　乱酔どうだい
ある程度補えるものだよ
淋しさとは

ランジェリーめかし込んだ金魚は
血小板が圧倒的に足りない
度し難い事ばかりねこの世は
私はというと溢血で逝きたい

足んない足んない僕らに乾杯
一杯　交わそうかい
聖母 この部屋は寂しいけど
私を頼っておいで
いつだって逃げておいで
足んない足んない
満たされたいんでしょいっぱい　
もう一杯！
そしたらベタなセリフを頂戴
内緒ね　指切って
秘密 秘密
恥ずかしい程にロンリー
当てにしちゃいないさ　愛尓
愛に溺れてしまう前に
老酒飲み干してさ

仙人草とアルデヒド
へばりつく呼気とアザレアピンク
痺れる喉はエーテルの所為
したらば辞世の句を聞いて
「ありがとう選んでくれて」

ね　貴方の体内で解けたいな
胎内で抱き合って七度五の接点で溶けたいな
痛いな

くだんないつまんないこの世に乾杯
どうだい？いけそうかい
聖母　ごまかせない　
さびしいのよ
私を頼っておいで
あなたから逃げておいで
万代死に損ないのあたしは
いっぱい　もういっぱい
最後にベタなセリフを頂戴

内緒にしてあげるわ　秘密　
盃グラスに混じったブルーに
気づいていたのは秘密　
いんへるのに落ちんの　嗚呼
飼い殺してねちゃんと
ダーリン　愛尓
きみの海馬に生きるの
当てにしちゃいないさ　愛尓
愛に溺れてしまったが故に！

Romanisation

ate ni shicha inai sa ainii
ai ni oborete shimau mae ni
raochuu nomihoshite sa

saa itsu datte nigetoide
koyoi wa yoi yoi yo ransui dou dai
aru teido oginaeru mono da yo
sabishisa to wa

ranjerii mekashi konda kingyo wa
keishouban ga attou-teki ni tarinai
doshigatai koto bakari ne kono yo wa
watashi wa to iu to ikketsu de ikitai

tarinnai tarinnai bokura ni kanpai
ippai kawasou kai
seibo kono heya wa sabishii kedo
watashi o tayotte oide
itsu datte nigete oide
tarinnai tarinnai
mitasaretai ndesho ippai
mou ippai!
soshitara beta na serifu o choudai
naisho ne yubikitte
himitsu himitsu
hazukashii hodo ni ronrii
ate ni shicha inai sa ainii
ai ni oborete shimau mae ni
raochuu nomihoshite sa

sennin-gusa to arudehido
hebaritsuku koki to azarea pinku
shibireru nodo wa eeteru no sei
shitaraba jisei no ku o kiite
“arigatou erande kurete”

ne anata no tainai de toketai na
tainai de dakiatte nana do go no setten de toketai na
itai na

kidannai tsumannai kono yo ni kanpai
dou dai? ikesou kai
seibo gomakasenai
sabishii no yo
watashi o tayotte oide
anata kara nigete oide
bandai shi ni sokonai no atashi wa
ippai mou ippai
saigo ni beta na serifu o choudai

naisho ni shite ageru wa himitsu
gurasu ni majitta buruu ni
kidzuite ita no wa himitsu
inheru no ni ochin no aa
kaigoroshite chanto
daarin ainii
kimi no kaiba ni ikiru no
ate ni shicha inai sa ainii
ai ni oborete shimatta ga yue ni!

Translation

I don’t expect much from I love yous.
Before I drown in love
I’ll drain my glass of wine.

Alright, how much longer will you run away?
It’s a good night, so why not get drunk.
I’m compensating just a bit
for my loneliness.

The goldfish all decked out in lingerie
is overwhelmingly lacking in platelets.
This world’s full of things beyond help.
If you ask me, I wanna die from a haemorrhage.

There’s not enough, not enough. A toast to us!
Why not share a cup?
Holy mother, this room is lonely
but you can count on me.
How much longer will you run away?
Not enough, not enough.
You want to be filled to the brim, right?
One more cup!
And then say those clichéd words to me.
It’s a secret. Pinky promise!
It’s utterly private.
I’m so lonely it’s embarrassing.
I don’t expect much from I love yous.
Before I drown in love
I’ll drain my glass of wine.

Mesona and aldehyde.
Clinging breaths and azalea pink.
The ether numbs my throat
and then I listen to the farewell poem.
“Thank you for choosing me.”

Y’know, I want to melt inside you.
I want to hug inside your womb and melt with 7.5 degrees of contact.
How painful.

A toast to this world, which is dead boring!
Well? Can you do it?
Holy mother, don’t cheat me.
I’m so lonely.
Count on me.
I’ll escape you.
I’ve failed an eternity’s worth of deaths
and now I’m full. One more.
When I die, say those clichéd words to me.

I’ll keep it secret for you. It’s private.
I won’t tell anyone that I noticed the blue
mixed into the glass.
I’ll inhale but won’t fall. Ah…
Make sure you keep me until I die.
Darling, I love you.
I live in your hippocampus.
I don’t expect much from I love yous
because I’ve drowned in love!