フィロソフ || Philosop

ただこのまま案ずる事なく
生きてけるのかと
ただただ案じた
思考はまた案じていた

「彼らは何と言う？」
嗚呼「彼らは何と言う？」
なあもぉ毒を吐かせてくれよな

子供のままでさ
大人でもないさ
何なのか教えて
え？

Calling Calling また繰り返して居たいの
痛いの　飛んでいかないな
否「このままでいいのか？」尋ねていた
姿見　隠して

ただこのまま臆する事なく
生きてけるのかと
ただただ案じた
思考はまた怯えていた

「彼らは何と問う？」
嗚呼「彼らは何と問う？」
なあ　空回りになってる様でさ

聴きたくなくなる
他人の戯言に
耳を傾けた
え？

Darling Darling また繰り返していたの
他の追付いでもいいよ
否「このままでいいのか？」尋ねて
Calling Calling また繰り返して居たいの
痛いの　飛んでいかないな
否「このままでいいのか？」尋ねていた
姿見　壊して

Darling Darling
Calling Calling
また繰り返して居たいよ　痛いよ

Tada kono mama anzuru koto naku
Ikitekeru no ka to
Tada tada anjita
Shikou wa mata anjite ita

“Kare-ra wa nan to iu?”
Aa “Kare-ra wa nan to iu?”
Naa moo doku o hakasete kure yo na

Kodomo no mama de sa
Otona demo nai sa
Nan na no ka oshiete
E?

Calling Calling mata kurikaeshite itai no
Itai no tonde ikanai na
Ina “Kono mama de ii no ka?” tazunete ita
Sugatami kakushite

Tada kono mama okusuru koto naku
Ikitekeru no ka to
Tada tada anjita
Shikou wa mata obiete ita

“Kare-ra wa nan to tou?”
Aa “Kare-ra wa nan to tou?”
Naa karamawari ni natteru you de sa

Kikitaku naku naru
Tanin no zaregoto ni
Mimi o katamuketa
E?

Darling Darling mata kurikaeshite ita no
Ta no tsuidzuidemo ii yo
Ina “Kono mama de ii no ka?” tazunete
Calling Calling mata kurikaeshite itai no
Itai no tonde ikanai na
Ina “Kono mama de ii no ka?” tazunete ita
Sugatami kowashite

Darling Darling
Calling Calling
Mata kurikaeshite itai yo itai yo

I spent my time worrying
about whether I could keep living
without worrying.
I was worrying about my thoughts again.

“What do they say?”
Ah, “What do they say?”
Just let me get these toxic words off my chest.

You’re still just a kid
and not an adult.
Tell me what that’s about.
Huh?

Calling, calling. I want to keep doing the same thing.
It hurts. I guess the pain won’t just fly away.
No, I was asking whether things should stay as they are.
I hide the mirror.

I spent my time worrying
about whether I could keep living
without being a coward.
I was afraid of my thoughts again.

“What are they asking?”
Ah, “What are they asking?”
Y’know, it seems like we’re just going in circles.

I listened in
to the nonsense of others
that I no longer want to hear.
Huh?

Darling, darling. I was stuck repeating the same thing.
It’s okay to be surpassed by others.
No, I’m asking whether things are okay staying as they are.
Calling, calling. I want to keep doing the same thing.
It hurts. I guess the pain won’t just fly away.
No, I was asking whether things should stay as they are.
I break the mirror.

Darling, darling.
Calling, calling.
I want to keep doing the same thing. It hurts.