GHOST

呆然と眺めてた
目の前の自分自身は
白い顔 息もせず
眠っていた

代わりなんているもんか
心配させただろうか
帰らなくちゃあなたの
ところまで

気付いたのは
自分の存在のないこの街
「これならば気楽でしょ？」
誰かが囁いた

透明なこの街は
いつの間にか もう
そっぽを向いていた
「ねえちょっと」って言ったって
誰も振り向かず
通り過ぎて

今日も昨日も全部自分がいなくなって
消えて砂になった時間にうなされて
どうして 気付いて

「存在もその声も
親切で消してあげたんだよ
面倒でしょ？だってさ
自分で死を選んだんだから」

透明なこの街は
いつからかずっと
そっぽを向いていた
「ねえちょっと」って言ったって
誰も振り向かず
通り過ぎて行くんだ

bouzen to nagameteta
me no mae no jibun jishin wa
shiroi kao iki mo sezu
nemutte ita

kawari nante iru mon ka
shinpai saseta darou ka
kaeranakucha anata no
tokoro made

kizuita no wa
jibun no sonzai no nai kono machi
“kore naraba kiraku desho?”
dareka ga sasayaita

toumei na kono machi wa
itsu no ma ni ka mou
soppo o muite ita
“nee chotto” tte ittatte
daremo furimukazu
toorisugite

kyou mo kinou mo zenbu jibun ga inaku natte
kiete suna ni natta jikan ni unasarete
doushite kidzuite

“sonzai mo sono koe mo
shinsetsu de keshite ageta nda yo
mendou desho? datte sa
jibun de shi o eranda ndakara”

toumei na kono machi wa
itsukara ka zutto
soppo o muite ita
“nee chotto” tte ittatte
daremo furimukazu
toorisugite iku nda

I gazed in shock—
right before my eyes, I was there
with a white face, not breathing.
I was sleeping.

As if there’s anyone who’d replace me.
I guess I made you worry.
I have to go home
to your side.

I realised
that these were streets where I didn’t exist.
“You’re at peace now, aren’t you?”
Someone murmured.

These invisible streets
were ignoring me
and I hadn’t noticed it happen.
“Hey, hold on,” I say
but nobody turns to me,
they just walk on by.

I’ve disappeared from the past and present
and I’m tormented by time that’s vanished into sand.
Why? Notice me.

“Through kindness,
I erased your existence and voice for you.
It bothers you, right? Well,
that’s because you chose death yourself.”

These invisible streets
had been ignoring me
for who knows how long.
“Hey, hold on,” I say
but nobody turns to me,
they’re going to just walk on by.