暗宙模索 || Groping Around in Deep Space

歌詞

現し世は夢の続き　そのまた先の現実
生身では自殺行為　悪夢に蝕まれる前に

それはそれは不思議な
宇宙と言う名の夢
本当に見てるのは
己の中の恐怖？
背後に道はあれど
前にしか進めない
いいえを選んだとて
永遠に繰り返すなら

どこにもない答えの更に増してく悪夢
続きも終わりも無く食べつくしてくれ
欠片を集めて狂夢へと進化しても
繋がる先守り抜く　為すべきことがある

夢が具現化するなら　ここは楽園のはずで
何も変わらない景色に　都合のいい話なんてない

たとえ話をします
この夢が不自然に
用意されたものでも
誰かの持ち物でも
それでもいつか覚める
待つだけは嫌いなの
槐安を駆け抜けろ
月の都に届け

夢じゃない何かが頭の中にだけ
存在したとしたなら、つまりこれは夢？
分からない　今はもう
穢れた地上に染まる狂気の瞳を透かして
見えた未来はどこ？

どこにもない答えの更に増してく悪夢
続きも終わりも無く食べつくしてくれ
分からない　今はもう
穢れた地上に染まる狂気の瞳を透かして
見えた未来はどこ？

Romanisation

utsushi yo wa yume no tsuzuki sono mata saki no genjitsu
namami de wa jisatsu koui akumu ni mushibamareru mae ni

sore wa sore wa fushigi na
uchuu to iu na no yume
hontou ni miteru no wa
onore no naka no kyoufu?
haigo ni michi wa aredo
mae ni shika susumenai
iie wo eranda tote
towa ni kurikaesu nara

doko ni mo nai kotae no sara ni mashiteku akumu
tsuzuki mo owari mo naku tabe tsukushite kure
kakera wo atsumete kyoumu he to shinka shitemo
tsunagaru saki mamorinuku nasubeki koto ga aru

yume ga gugen kasuru nara koko wa rakuen no hazu de
nani mo kawaranai keshiki ni tsugou no ii hanashi nante nai

tatoebanashi wo shimasu
kono yume ga fushizen ni
youi sareta mono demo
dareka no mochimono demo
soredemo itsuka sameru
matsu dake wa kirai na no
kaian wo kakenukero
tsuki no miyako ni todoke

yume ja nai nanika ga atama no naka ni dake
sonzai shita toshita nara, tsumari kore wa yume?
wakaranai ima wa mou
kegareta chijou ni somaru kyouki no me wo sukashite
mieta mirai wa doko?

doko ni mo nai kotae no sara ni mashiteku akumu
tsuzuki mo owari mo naku tabe tsukushite kure
wakaranai ima wa mou
kegareta chijou ni somaru kyouki no me wo sukashite
mieta mirai wa doko?

Translation

This world is but the continuation of a dream – it is the reality that exists beyond.
In the flesh, I commit a suicidal act before I am eaten away by the nightmares…

How very, very curious it is –
That dream, which we call the universe.
Is it really the fear inside me
That I’m looking at right now?
Though there are paths behind me,
I can only press onwards.
Even if I answer ‘no,’
I will go in circles forever. If so…

There are no answers anywhere, and the nightmares just keep increasing.
They are without continuation or end – please, eat them all up!
Even if the fragments come together and evolve into a mad dream,
I will hold onto the end of this rope. There is something I must accomplish.

If my dreams are realized, then this place should be heaven.
In this unchanging landscape, such convenient talk does not exist.

I’m speaking of something similar to this:
What if this dream was unnaturally
Prepared by someone,
Or what if it belonged to someone else?
Even if it’s like that, I’ll wake up someday.
I can’t stand just sitting here and waiting!
I will break through this land of dreams, (1)
And reach the Lunar Capital!

Say there was something that isn’t a dream
That existed only in my mind… would you say it’s a dream?
I don’t understand. Now, already,
I have gazed through lunatic eyes, stained by an impure world.
Where is the future I could see?

There are no answers anywhere, and the nightmares just keep increasing.
They are without continuation or end – please, eat them all up!
I don’t understand. Now, already,
I have gazed through lunatic eyes, stained by an impure world.
Where is the future I could see?